I was silent, I didn't know how to comfort Chen Chen, Ge Xiaolun died, even if they had broken up before Ge Xiaolun jumped off the building, but her death still had something to do with Chen Chen, Ge Xiaolun was retaliating against Chen Chen in this extreme way.

I don't think Ge Xiaolun jumped off the building just because of heartache, because of the breakup, because of feelings, and more likely for revenge.

Chen Chen understood Ge Xiaolun's intentions, but even if he understood in his heart that Ge Xiaolun jumped off the building just to take revenge on him, make him uneasy, and let him spend his whole life in guilt, Ge Xiaolun still succeeded, she used death to achieve her goal, and Chen Chen was not happy, just because she firmly believed that Chen Chen would definitely feel guilty.

"Why did she retaliate against me in such an extreme way, isn't it good for the two of them to break up peacefully, why?" Chen Chen was in pain," I have made it very clear to her, I have no love for her anymore, I don't answer her calls, I don't reply to her messages, I avoid her just to let time erase the pain and let time calm this relationship, and during this time I also clearly realized that I don't have that feeling for her anymore, she died, my life was ruined, why didn't she let me go until she died, and wanted to torture me in this way. ”

"It's not your fault. I said.

Chen Wenjing turned her head to look at me, I knew what she wanted to express in her eyes, my words may be a little ruthless, but I don't think this matter has much to do with Chen Chen.

It is the best choice for two people to break up together, it will be painful for each other to be reluctant to be together, Ge Xiaolun ended his life in this way, it was too impulsive, she left, and she had to leave others with pain, on purpose.

At the last moment of her life, she was also thinking about getting angry with Chen Chen.

After sending Chen Chen back, Chen Wenjing and I walked on the road, and she said to me: "You shouldn't have said that just now, she was indeed a little impulsive about Xiao Lun's death, but Chen Chen is also responsible." ”

"It is indeed responsible, and Chen Chen's responsibility may be that he should not have a relationship with Ge Xiaolun. I said.

"Are you men so ruthless?" Chen Wenjing looked at me, she obviously didn't agree with me.

In order to satisfy Ge Xiaolun's vanity, he went to work part-time, distributed flyers in the shopping mall, and went to my store to help make steamed vegetables, but as a result, Ge Xiaolun not only understood his hard work, did not understand his hard work, did not understand his dedication, but just blindly asked, which eventually led to the breakdown of the relationship. I walked slowly with Chen Wenjing.

I was much luckier than Chen Chen in a similar experience, Tong Wangjun was harsh on me and strict with me, but she did not forget to work hard and did not tie me to her.

And Ge Xiaolun is just the opposite, she is harsh and demanding on Chen Chen, but she has no requirements for herself, Chen Chen has been able to persist until now mostly because she feels guilty, as for sex, she dare not say no, but I am afraid that there is not much left in the endless quarrels.

"Did you run away that day for this reason, because you were afraid that I would be pregnant, afraid that I would entangle you, and afraid that I would have a burden?" Chen Wenjing said suddenly, mentioning the incident of that night.

"How can you relate to this? I smiled wryly.

"Isn't it?" Chen Wenjing looked at me, she wanted an answer.

"Yes. I admitted, "You are so beautiful, any man will like you, but you also know my situation, although I am not a decent gentleman, but I don't want to be a despicable villain, and some responsibilities really can't be afforded." ”

"I'm a little weird, am I that good, how can you like me?" I suddenly asked as I walked.

"Do you want me to praise you?" Chen Wenjing chuckled, revealing a little bright teeth.

"I just don't understand, many people are better off than me, younger than me, how can you like me. "Being adored and liked is a thing that makes a man very face-saving, and I am not exempt from vulgarity.

"Feeling, I don't know why, it's just a feeling. Chen Wenjing said, "In front of feelings, it doesn't matter what age conditions are." ”

The longer I spend with Chen Wenjing, the more I can feel from her that she is not at this age level.

When I went back to sweep the tomb during the Qingming Festival, my mother asked me to call Tong Wangjun, and I was still thinking about Su Ran, so I directly found a reason to prevaricate and followed my parents back to my hometown alone.

Bought yellow paper, on the copper coins on it, the whole person became solemn in the voice, sorrow brewed in the heart with the sound, although I knew that the relatives who burned these yellow papers and passed away could not really receive it, but this thing was done to make people feel sacred, and it was easy for people to calm down and think about some things that they had never thought about in their busy days.

In the face of death, the suffering of life is really nothing.

The business of the three steamed food restaurants is getting better and better, the net profit can reach 50,000 yuan a month, and I have also got my driver's license, and my life is slowly getting better.

But it can't be perfect, there are no worries at all.

I made a cup of tea and served it to Su Ran's uncle: "Uncle drink tea." ”

"Don't be so polite, I've been to this house many times, I'm very familiar with the things here, and I'm half the owner here, I should be pouring you tea, you're the guest." Su Ran's uncle sat on the sofa, smoking a cigarette, sitting very casually, and indeed did not regard himself as a guest.

I don't know what Su Ran's uncle meant by his sudden visit, I thought it was Su Ran when I knocked on the door, but after opening the door, I didn't expect it to be Su Ran's uncle.

"How long have you been living here?" asked Su Ran's uncle.

"It's been about three or four months. I said.

"Didn't you buy a house, the housing prices in the city are not very high, the houses in Wuchang can't afford to buy, but the houses in this city are seventy or eighty square meters and many people at your age can do it. Su Ran's uncle took the tea and took a sip gently.

"Haven't bought a house yet. I answered truthfully, feeling that Su Ran's uncle didn't seem to have a good intention.

"You and Ran Ran are just ordinary friends, if you live here in such an identity all the time, it's a little inappropriate, what do you think?" Su Ran glanced at my uncle.

I was slightly surprised, what did he mean by this, did he want me to confess to Su Ran? Is it urging us to confirm our relationship, or is there another purpose?

But when I met Uncle Su Ran before, I could tell from his words that he looked down on me at all and didn't recognize me being with Su Ran.

Could it be that after a month, his attitude changed?

"Su Ran is indeed very good, she is a good girl, I don't deny that I like her, but I think the time between me and her is not very long, I should know more. "I think Su Ran's uncle is worth being happy about no matter what reason he has changed his attitude towards me, and I replied seriously and cautiously.

When I said this, I was still thinking about whether Su Ran's uncle would think that I just wanted to play and was delaying time, but I didn't expect his words to slap me in the face like a slap, beating my self-esteem to pieces.

"Ran Ran is very good, I know this if you don't say it, I am her uncle, I know better than anyone else. But I think you misunderstood what I meant, and I mean you're not fit to live here. Su Ran's uncle put down the teacup and looked at me, "I can understand the young man's heart, but there is a premise, either he is capable, talented, or powerful, if he doesn't have any of these three things but still cares, it is not self-sufficient and will harm himself." ”

"I don't understand what you mean by that?" Uncle Su Ran's words made me a little stunned, as if I would have been wrong just now.

"Ran Ran and Xiao Mo are very simple, I don't want anyone to hurt the two of them, now can you understand what I mean?" Su Ran's uncle stared at me.

"I didn't hurt them, did you misunderstand something?" I still don't understand the meaning of Uncle Su Ran's words, is it possible that the words of people who do big business are so vague, I have to let people guess.