Chapter 203 Finale Zhiye Xunsheng (3)
Liu Xiaoqiao left Beijing in the early spring of this year. It was still cold, and she was wearing an overcoat and dragging only a large suitcase, standing at the security entrance.
A few friends came to see her off.
Everyone knew about her incident at the end of last year, but they never mentioned it, only Yin Yin told her to take more care of herself abroad and call her friend Yunyun if she had anything.
Liu Xiaoqiao responded one by one. She is wearing a black slim-fitting coat today, with a bright sweater and slim-fitting trousers, and she still looks sassy. My face is thinner than before, but I look good in spirit.
It's almost time.
Liu Xiaoqiao said goodbye to his friends one by one, and he didn't know what his psychology was, but he was already like water, and he subconsciously looked behind him.
Then the heart seemed to shrink.
She saw the man standing in the crowd, also in a black coat, tall and rarely wearing a pair of sunglasses, looking at her from a distance of dozens of meters.
It's been a month or two since I did. He had looked for her a few times at first, but she wouldn't see him. Later, he stopped looking for it. But I don't know where he knew that she left today.
The lights shone over the two of them, staring at each other for a few seconds. Liu Xiaoqiao remembered the statement he released after the accident, the apology and repentance to his wife, and the crying of his wife in the camera, and she suddenly felt that all grief had lost its meaning.
Liu Xiaoqiao turned around and strode towards the gate.
I used to think it was real love, she thought. I also know that everything is wrong, I just can't control myself.
But now, what is that?
Is it a momentary delusion, a fateful catastrophe, or a joke?
It doesn't matter anymore.
I've lost it.
And will that shame, the spitting of thousands of people, be engraved in my heart like a brand?
I just want to leave now and forget about it all.
I don't want this kind of "love" anymore.
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Cen Zhi's family left Beijing a few days later.
It's April, and the weather is getting warmer. It's just that the airport in the early morning is clean and few people, and it is still a little cool.
Cen Zhi had two large suitcases in front of him, swiping the messages on his mobile phone. Seeing that his younger brother has recently received several endorsements from the world's top brands, and his popularity is even more popular than before, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.
When I looked up, I saw that the morning was about to disperse in the airport, and a plane was taking off to leave Beijing, perhaps China. He was a little distracted.
Until the child's "giggle" laughter approaches.
The son was able to run steadily, and was running towards him with his legs spread, opening his arms to hug him. followed by Song Lanxue. It's already spring, and my wife is wearing a peach-colored thin down jacket, but her face is still obviously haggard. After giving birth, my skin is not as good as before. During this time, the whole person looked even more disgraced.
Cen Zhi suddenly remembered that when the two first fell in love, she loved to laugh so much at that time, her white and red face seemed to be able to come out of the water with a pinch. At that time, he was the backbone of the department, although the family environment was not good, and there was no car or house in Beijing, Song Lanxue was devoted to him and fell in love with him.
And now, he had more things, and she had become like this, and had not smiled at him for many days.
Cen Zhi stretched out his hand and hugged his son into his arms and asked Song Lanxue, "Are you hungry?"
Song Lanxue replied: "I'll board the plane right away, and there will be a plane meal." ”
Cen Zhi: "Okay. ”
And then it seems that there is nothing to say.
Only the son is still happily bouncing between the two.
In other words, it seems that there are many things that I want to say, but I can't say them.
Cen Zhi handed her son to her, sat down and continued to look at his phone. Song Lanxue looked at him calmly and calmly, and she was also a little dazed. He took his son by the hand and sat aside.
Or just live the rest of your life like this. Cen Zhi thought. Both of them were cautious and peaceful. How much love is left? He didn't know. During that period of drunken time, he was always reluctant to think deeply, telling himself that there was nothing left. But if you talk about separation, not to mention that he apologized in front of the public and said that he would return to the family, the two still have children, and there is great pressure from Cen Ye and both parents. Himself...... Are you really willing to completely break with her?
I have always felt that my life is practical and successful, but it turns out that this kind of unsolvable problem can make men in their thirties feel at a loss.
It's not just marriage and family that are at a loss.
Although Cen Ye still keeps him in the studio, who in the circle doesn't know about his ugly deeds now? Cen Ye also mentioned that he would let him operate behind the scenes. The younger brother is the younger brother in the end, regardless of the past suspicions, he will not be treated badly. But Cen Zhi said that he would think about it again, and he didn't do anything for the time being, but took his wife and children to go back to Shenyang's hometown first, live for a while, and visit his parents.
Later, let's talk about it later.
He raised his head and looked at his wife and children not far away, and a trace of long-lost warmth surged in his heart. Passing them again, looking out of the departure hall, far, far away mountains and misty clouds, suddenly, I felt an indescribable oppression and discomfort. It's just that he won't let people know about it, and no one will be able to know it.
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In the courtyard of Cen Ye's house, the flowers are blooming very well. Whenever Xu Xunsheng opens the window, he can smell the fragrance of flowers in the garden. It always puts her in a good mood. Early this morning, she opened the bedroom window wide to let in the wind, sunlight and the scent of flowers. He tied his long hair casually, hummed a song, and packed the luggage of the two of them.
As soon as Cen Ye opened the door, he saw Yiren being busy and methodical. In the past, he used to ask his assistant to pack his luggage, or stuff a box by himself. Now that there is this capable little woman, where can I use someone else.
Cen Ye walked over and took a look, only to see that in the boxes of the two of them, everything was folded and placed neatly, and there was no mess. She can even organize her luggage beautifully. Looking up again, she was wearing an ordinary white T-shirt and a long skirt today, but her figure was too slim, her skin was too white and tender, and every line looked delicate and attractive. At this time, she is the proud and lovely little woman of his family, busy and pitiful.
Cen Ye couldn't bear it, so he hugged her waist from behind and kissed her with his head down.
Xu Xunsheng had already noticed that he was next to the pestle for a while, looked east and west, and said disgustedly: "Don't make a mess, either help me clean up together, or go out." ”
"I'll moisten you. Wouldn't you be more motivated?" he said, and his mouth continued to make a second move, and the slender white hand began to grope wickedly.
Although Xu Xunsheng was accustomed to the shameless face of others in front of him, his face was still hot at this time, and he put down the things in his hand and refused, whether she still wanted to wear this dress! The two quarreled for a while, and finally Cen Ye hugged her in his arms, and the two of them were equal to their foreheads, but he just didn't let go. Anyway, Xu Xunsheng took the initiative to kiss him on the mouth, and kissed his face, nose, and ears, and was even pressed by him to kiss the Adam's apple...... Every place was appeased, and he let her go.
Why do you always feel like a child and don't know how to be satisfied?
"You go and get ready, it's time to go. Xu Xunsheng reminded.
He said "yes", and then there was a call from his new agent, and he went out of the room and picked it up.