After eating, Zhu Xiaolan stretched out her hand to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, Zhou Yu hurriedly pushed her away and said, "Accompany Lin Shengjie and let me behave occasionally!"

Zhu Xiaolan stood in the dining room and glanced at Lin Shengjie in the living room, a little at a loss. Once the depressed anger in her heart is vented, the person will return to its original state. Lin Shengjie stood in the living room and fiddled with the gadgets on the TV cabinet, his height was a bit tall, almost filling this small house, giving Zhu Xiaolan a huge sense of oppression.

Zhu Xiaolan took out a few fruits from the refrigerator and washed them out and put them on the coffee table, she opened her mouth to greet Lin Shengjie, but Lin Shengjie took the initiative to come over and said, "Is there a park nearby?"

Zhu Xiaolan looked at Lin Shengjie's face, her eyes were too warm, so she didn't dare to look directly, she lowered her head slightly, "Just say it at home!"

Lin Shengjie looked at the kitchen with a smile, Zhu Xiaolan naturally understood what he meant, but if she was in an environment without Zhou Yu, she felt lonely and uncertain. Lin Shengjie said in a low voice: "Do you want me to say it here?"

Zhu Xiaolan hurriedly got up, she didn't want to take risks, although Zhou Yu said that she would help her, but her mouth was unforgiving, so it was better not to let her know.

Zhou Yu rolled up his sleeves and came out of the kitchen, "Xiaolan took Shengjie down for a walk! The scenery of that small park is quite good, how boring is the house!"

Zhu Xiaolan put on her shoes and opened the door, and Lin Shengjie followed her out. Zhou Yu quietly pulled down his sleeve behind him and said, "You have to be active when dealing with her!" Lin Shengjie smiled, this woman is quite cute.

Lin Shengjie walked up the stairs, but he wanted to squeeze on a narrow staircase with Zhu Xiaolan, Zhu Xiaolan took two steps, he also took two steps, looking at Zhu Xiaolan's distressed expression, Lin Shengjie wanted to laugh. It was really effortless to tease this woman.

Zhu Xiaolan didn't seem to want others to see her walking with a man, and when she walked through the yard, she walked with her head down, and she didn't even pay attention to others greeting her. Lin Shengjie grabbed her arm. Said: "I'm just so unsightly?"

Zhu Xiaolan bit her lower lip and said, "Lin Gong." What are you going to tell me?"

Lin Shengjie was a little speechless when he saw her attitude, but he was unwilling to forget it like this. He walked to the corner of a green belt, found a stone step and sat down, and said, "Come here, let's sit and talk." ”

Zhu Xiaolan was a little impatient. But the footsteps did not listen to their own call, and they still walked over.

This corner is at the back door, and there are few people coming and going, so it can be regarded as quiet.

Lin Shengjie organized his language and said, "Xiaolan, in your heart, I'm a bad person?"

Zhu Xiaolan shook her head, "I thought you were very good in the previous paragraph!"

"That's right, I can only say that he is a normal person, sometimes it is good. Sometimes it's bad, when you say the wrong thing, and that day you are stimulated to say the wrong thing. Don't worry!" Lin Shengjie crossed his hands, but Zhu Xiaolan tightly put his hands in the pockets of his clothes. The whole person seems very restrained.

"No, I think you're quite right. Zhu Xiaolan bowed her head. "That's not good. ”

"I also think that's not good, but I really want to continue with you, what do you say?" Lin Shengjie looked at Zhu Xiaolan and said, his eyes were smiling, and he watched Zhu Xiaolan shrink tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to hide himself. Lin Shengjie couldn't help but reach out to lift Zhu Xiaolan's face, but she broke away hard, her eyes looking to the other side.

"When Auntie said she was going to give me a blind date, I was very reluctant, but I was very happy to see you!" Lin Shengjie's hand touched Zhu Xiaolan's smooth skin, and he didn't want to let go. "I guess if you don't have an opinion, can we just get along like this until we get married?"

Zhu Xiaolan got up suddenly, her face was hot, maybe she thought of what Lin Shengjie was going to say, but she didn't expect to say such a thing at all, she wasn't ready at all.

Lin Shengjie also stood up, "You don't need to reply immediately, as long as you know my mind." ”

Zhu Xiaolan sat down slowly, "Why were you angry that day?"

"That woman is my former girlfriend. Lin Shengjie wanted to take out a cigarette and come out, but he touched his pocket but didn't touch it, so he had to withdraw his hand, "Because I haven't seen it for a long time, I suddenly met, and I couldn't control myself a little." ”

Zhu Xiaolan raised her head, her eyes moist, "You like her very much?"

Lin Shengjie was silent for a moment, "I used to ......"

"I don't want to cheat on you, because I was very depressed after breaking up with this girlfriend, and I haven't talked about it for a few years! However, maybe she didn't treat me as a boyfriend, I was amorous!" Lin Shengjie's voice was a little cold, "So I don't want to continue that ambiguous state, I want to ask you what you think about me." We're all grown up, and we don't have the time or energy to play games, so if you think I'm okay, can we be together?"

Zhu Xiaolan's expression was embarrassed, she didn't know how to raise a person. She will be shy, embarrassed and timid in the face of people, but her heartbeat like a drum is rare, and she even thinks about a person in her heart. She didn't know what love was like, and she rarely fantasized about what it was like to get married, she felt like she was just floating in mid-air, always looking for a solid foundation but never finding it.

Lin Shengjie felt a little cold when he saw Zhu Xiaolan's expression, he still messed things up. If he can better control his emotions and mention this matter after his relationship with Zhu Xiaolan is stable, the result will be different.

She ...... What are you doing now?" Zhu Xiaolan couldn't help but ask. In fact, she cares a lot, she cares about the woman who took Lin Shengjie's hand as if no one was around, with a sweet smile, she thought she couldn't do it.

"Married!" Lin Shengjie frowned, "These are all questions that have passed!"

"No!" Zhu Xiaolan's voice suddenly raised, "It's not over at all!" She looked at Lin Shengjie with blazing eyes, "You still regret it in your heart!"

Lin Shengjie was so weak in his eyes that he didn't reply for a long time.

Zhu Xiaolan sneered twice, and her words instantly became clever, "I hate such a man the most, and I have one in my heart." There is another one to pursue. It's like you hate women who raise fish! You say men and women don't want to be friends, but where don't you know this person and that person through the words of a friend, do you hate others or hate yourself?"

Lin Shengjie became irritable. "I'm not hating myself, but what does this have to do with us? I'm also the right man for you, so that's it!"

"No, you're not!" Zhu Xiaolan retorted loudly, how could a man who suited her look like this, although he didn't wear eyes. Although he was smiling, he was not as forgiving and loving as she had ideally been. "You're just a selfish person, so you're not suitable for me!"

Lin Shengjie touched his head, feeling that he was a complete failure tonight, and it would be empty to talk about it any longer, maybe the relationship between the two would be even worse.

He felt a sad impulse for a moment, and said, "Xiaolan, are you asking too much of me? I'm just an ordinary person, it's too unfair to use a saint to measure me!"

Zhu Xiaolan lowered her head. This is her fault, and she does not deny it.

"You say it's so difficult to get married? When you're in the mood to get married, maybe it's not the right person, when it's right. I don't feel that mood anymore. Lin Shengjie didn't have a cigarette in his hand, so he didn't have the basis to calm down.

The night in the neighborhood is getting deeper and deeper. The street lights are dimly lit. The shadows of the two men were slanted and long. The wind blew through the urinal path, and it was really cold.

"You'd love to...... Get married?" asked Zhu Xiaolan hesitantly.

"It's the ground. I've never had any big ambitions, and the best thing is to get married, buy a house, and have children, but these seem to be difficult for me. I don't know if it's my own problem or someone else's problem, but after talking about two things in a row, I can't get to it, and in the end, this one makes me feel that I'm too far away from this society and don't understand the thoughts of young women. But I sometimes wonder if I think it's actually difficult to achieve these aspirations, and whether it takes a lot of money to accomplish these ideals, but I can't afford a family except that I can barely feed myself. Lin Shengjie felt that he had pulled himself out of the blood and showed it to Zhu Xiaolan, so he didn't know if she could see his beating red heart.

Zhu Xiaolan was stunned for a moment and said, "She married a rich landman?"

Lin Shengjie nodded, and there was some annoyance, but fortunately, it was in the dark, hiding his vulnerability and despicability.

The two sat opposite each other, and there was no language for a long time, Lin Shengjie couldn't sit still, and then he heard Zhu Xiaolan say quietly, "Actually, I also think that men are very unreliable, I don't think marriage has any benefits." Maybe it will be more tiring when you get married, but if you are alone, you will not have any worries, and you will not add trouble to others, you say, why do people have to get married? If they want to get married because everyone is married, isn't that very boring? But if you want to get married for yourself, the so-called basis for the union of two people who are united will disappear one day! In this way, what is the difference between getting married and not getting married? There is no difference at all. ”

Zhu Xiaolan's figure was very faint in the night.

"You don't want to get married?"

"Not at the moment. Zhu Xiaolan said a little weakly.

Lin Shengjie smiled, his white teeth flashing cold light in the dark, "It's the influence of the family!"

Zhu Xiaolan felt that this sentence was piercing, "No! at least...... Not exactly!"

"I think it's good to get married. My family is not a capable person, and it is too difficult to live alone, but it is very good to live together as a family and care for each other. Of course, the premise is that the person you live with likes it, and I think I like you right now. Do you see that in this world, people who are married and live together are not also much happier?"

"I don't have the confidence to live like everyone else, you see I'm different from the average person now. ”

Lin Shengjie moved to Zhu Xiaolan's side, "Everyone thinks that they are different from others, you see, of course you think that your own is different from others, and I also think that there is no one like me in the world, for example, Zhou Yu, do you think she will think that there are people like her?"

"Of course not!" Thinking of Zhou Yu's self-confident appearance for no reason, Zhu Xiaolan replied casually.

"Well, everybody is different. ”

Zhu Xiaolan felt that this sentence was very warm, and there was less sadness in her heart.

"It may be that some unsuitable people live together and separate for some reason, but that doesn't mean that other people will do the same! ”

"Do you think my ideas are naïve?" Chu asked.

Lin Shengjie immediately denied it, this is not naïve, this is a doubt that everyone has, not a big problem. But as soon as he finished speaking, he felt like a wolf grandmother who coaxed Little Red Riding Hood, and felt a little guilty.

Zhu Xiaolan smiled, "You don't have to deny it, I'm really naïve, so I can't be with you yet." ”

Lin Shengjie felt that it was not a failure, at least, Zhu Xiaolan did not completely deny him, he might still have hope, but he didn't expect that this hope would make him so tired!

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