The impact of those moments that just entered his brain was so strong that Tang Rao still couldn't accept it very well.

Do you really regret it?

It's false to say that he doesn't regret it, but if he really chooses it again, he will still choose the same as today, not for anything else, just because Tang Rao's curiosity is stronger than everyone else.

His life, his death, the achievements he achieved when he became the god of fighting, the depression of his defeat with the Heavenly Dao, these feelings all poured into Tang Rao's mind for a moment, in addition to the shock, the most frustrated thing was frustration, yes, he was too frustrated, every time he wanted to make a breakthrough, he would part ways with success for one reason or another, and die two lives in a row, which time was not just a little bit worse, but because of a little bit each time, the price Tang Rao had to pay would become a lot.

"Is this a trick of fate, or does God think I've not suffered enough?"

In Tang Rao's mind, when his mother was captured by Tiandao, the wisp of despair that came out of the corner of his eyes, the infatuation that his father almost exchanged for his life, and his monstrous hatred for Tiandao, all of which made Tang Rao feel disappointed.

I know who the enemy is, I know who I am, I have fought with the enemy, and I almost became the one who won, but there is no but.

He still failed, Tang Rao, who was invincible before, suddenly remembered that he had failed so many times, his self-confidence collapsed, he was no longer a confident self, on the contrary, after knowing that he was just a person who had also failed, his heart was indifferent, calm, he still thought deeply about who he was and how he came to this point.

"Brother, are you still in there?"

Tang Rao's eyes were red, even he didn't know why his eyes were red, and when he heard that the person shouting outside was Tang Qing'er, he subconsciously reacted and did not stop Tang Qing'er from entering his yard.

Tang Qing'er pushed open the courtyard door and walked into the room, Tang Rao in her eyes was sitting on the bed, her eyes were red and blank, just looking at one place, her eyes forgot how to turn.

"I'm fine, are you worried that I won't be able to stand that stimulation?"

It must be, you can see Tang Qing'er's expression.

"I'm fine, I'm fine. ”

It's just a little memory, just listen to other people's stories, it's a little meaning.

Tang Rao thought so, and planned to continue to think like that, but he could really face it calmly? No, not for the rest of his life.

It's not just listening to other people's stories, it's all memories that have really happened, it's an indelible memory, what happened in the past has made him what he is today, and the debts he owed in the past still need to be paid back little by little.

"It's okay, I really envy you for not recovering your memories until now, unlike us, who have been remembering all this, and it's a little difficult to forget. ”

Tang Rao only remembered now, before he remembered it, he had always been very happy, unlike Tang Qing'er and Tang Lei, except for spending in sad memories, he didn't have a day of peace, in her opinion, amnesia is happy, if she loses her memory, she won't have the psychological burden of not being able to move like now, and she won't think about when she will be able to rescue her mother, so she will lose her daily smiling action.

"Hahahaha, envy me, envy me for what, when I have no memory, my whole person is like being played by a monkey, obviously you know everything, but you just don't tell me, let me think that I am the strongest on the surface, let me have an illusion that I will never fail and never lose, it turns out that I am the stupidest one, what is the strongest, I am not the strongest, I am the loser who needs to start over after every failure. ”

He hid in his room, denying himself again and again, pondering how he had come to be the way he was.

"No, why do you think that? It's not that we don't want to help you, we can't help you, as long as we make a move, it is not only the Tang family who will be punished, but also you, you will also be implicated, in order to prevent you from suffering at the hands of the Heavenly Dao, we can only let you suffer a little non-fatal at the hands of others, I said it because I don't want you to misunderstand me and my father, thinking that we have two hearts for you. ”

Tang Rao didn't expect Erxin to come to this side, his strength was questioned, he hadn't come out of this blow yet, and those trivial things that could only be thought of by women's families, he would not be able to think of it until later.

"I didn't think about it so much, why do you think so much, I should leave tomorrow, I won't go to Dad's side, you tell him I'll go back to Beidao for a while, and when I figure it out, I'll come to Nakajima again, I'll keep in touch with my mother, and I'll try my best to get her out, you tell Dad not to worry too much." ”

Back to the North Island?

Tang Rao finally walked to Zhongdao and reunited with his family, how long did he live, and then he was ready to leave again, isn't this a joke?

"Dad, I can't say it, just when you closed the door, Dad gave an order to the entire family, and when you go out, the entire Tang family will be taken over by you, and the clansmen are beginning to prepare the things needed for the ceremony, you tell him now that you are leaving, Dad's heart will definitely not be happy, and his heart is also rejected by you. ”

Tang Qing'er knew what a bold move Tang Lei made in order to put power on Tang Rao.

Tang Rao is angry, the Tang family will be stronger than every previous head of the family, if Tang Rao is not angry, then the downfall of their family will also start from Tang Rao.

"He didn't have my consent, so he made his own claims, and it had nothing to do with me, and I didn't say that I wanted to be the head of the Tang family. ”

Fame and fortune have long been unable to tempt Tang Rao, he has everything he should have, and now he has a number in his heart for what he wants, so that he will not have some benefits, so as to give up the dream he has always adhered to.

"But handing over the Tang family to you is my father's lifelong dream, and he only has such a dream, don't you even plan to satisfy him?"

Tang Qing'er played the emotional card for Tang Rao, thinking that Tang Rao was a soft-hearted person, and if he said two good words, he would be able to change his mind, but unfortunately no matter how much he said, Tang Rao's firm things could not be easily changed by anyone.

"That's his dream, it has nothing to do with me. ”

The simple ten words not only shattered Tang Qinger's expectations, but also broke Tang Lei's dreams.

But Tang Rao's words are not wrong, people have their own ambitions, not do what they want to do, he has his plan, Tang Rao has Tang Rao's plan, if there is a conflict between the two, Tang Rao will first choose what he wants to do.

(End of chapter)