The first time I met my little brother was at his father's birthday party, when I was 8 years old and walked with my parents in a gorgeous dress, listening to them talk about current affairs, stocks, and business, and I felt bored.

"Mom, I want to go inside the garden. ”

"Go ahead. ”

My mother, who was having a good conversation with a noble lady, waved her hand nonchalantly and agreed to my request.

I let out a long sigh and trotted all the way into the garden.

Different from the lively banquet hall, the garden was very quiet, I even heard a few insect chirping, inexplicably, I followed the sound of insects farther and farther, and finally entered a corner of the garden, where there was a big banyan tree, two people may not be able to embrace, the boy under the tree was sprinkled by a piece of fine sunlight, smooth black hair set off the halo, handsome people are stunning.

"Seeing you like this, you also think it's boring to come out, right?" the boy pointed in the direction of the banquet hall, then smiled at me and said, "Are you afraid of bugs?"

"Biting?"

"If you don't bite, you just look a little ugly. ”

"Then I'm not afraid. ”

"Hahaha, you're so interesting, I rarely meet girls who aren't afraid of bugs, I like you a lot, come play with me. ”

"Good. ”

"What's your name?"

"Little Bey. ”

"Xiao Bei, you see, this is the unicorn fairy I raised. ”

Under the big banyan tree, a boy and a girl squatted and played happily in the colorful sunlight.

——

Born in a wealthy family, he has a life of fine clothes and food, but he also has endless troubles.

The relationship between my parents was not as good as it seemed on the surface, my father had many women outside, and my mother fought with those women day and night, and the deceit between the women made my heart palpitate, as if I was in a dirty cage and could not escape.

Only occasionally I think back to the giant tree, the sky, the boy in the sun, the beauty is outrageous.

One day, when I saw my father laughing with another woman, my mother, who seemed to be invincible, finally burst into tears.

"Why not get divorced?" I asked.

"Why do you want to divorce?" the mother asked, "a woman like me who marries into a wealthy family actually has no choice, men are rich and powerful and lack nothing, all kinds of fox spirits do their best to stick to them, and there are many people who can't stand it." Actually, your father is quite good, he has our mother and daughter in his heart, and he was seduced by those wild women outside. ”

I listened to my mother's words and nodded, the fault is all the fault of the women outside, and the men of my own family will not be wrong.

Although I agreed with my mother's remarks, I still felt very uncomfortable, so I went out alone to let go of my sullenness, but I didn't expect to find my way home.

To make matters worse, it was raining heavily in the sky at this time.

I stood under a tree in embarrassment to avoid the rain, and the thunder and explosion in the sky made me tremble with fright, and my body leaned more and more on the tree.

"Get out of there!"

In the heavy rain, a man suddenly ran towards me, and he pulled me out of the tree, when a thunderbolt struck, and the tree I was standing on happened to be hit.

"Are you stupid, you can't hide from the rain under a tree when it's thundering. The man yelled angrily, and his grip on my hand trembled slightly.

It's him?

The little brother under the dappled light.

The fear of almost dying and the hidden longing made my eyes sour, and I couldn't hold back the choking of my throat anymore and threw myself into his arms.

The little brother's body stiffened, and he patted my back helplessly, "Xiaobei, don't cry, don't cry...... Why do you girls cry so easily, it's really troublesome!"

In the end, he hugged me hard, in the wind and rain, but it was warm and reassuring.

"Don't cry, come with me, I'll take you home. ”

——

To be honest, although I accepted my mother's concept, I still complained a little about my father in my heart, especially when I saw other people's parents taking their children out to play and be intimate, my dissatisfaction with my father intensified.

But what I didn't expect was that such complaints would soon come to an end.

A traffic accident took my father's life.

The last time I saw him, his body was getting cold.

He looked at me and wept silently.

He said, I'm sorry, I'm not a good dad.

He said, "But little Bei, Daddy really loves you."

All the blame and blame was in vain.

I burst into tears.

Mom is right, the men in her family are not wrong, and the faults are the bad women outside.

——

Twelve years later.

I saw my little brother again, and he was still so playful and funny, but it was not the same as I remembered.

"Tao Zai, this is Cai Hebei, your fiancée. ”

Uncle Huang's words made the original warm smile in the little brother's eyes disappear instantly, and his eyes slowly turned cold.

I raised my head to look at him, looking at the man I had missed day and night for twelve years, nodding solemnly and solemnly, but my delicate eyebrows and eyes were full of tenderness and love that were about to overflow.

The dream-like sense of guardianship on that rainy night made my thoughts confused, my nose was sour, and tears almost fell: "Little ......"

"Don't!" the little brother shouted, and he shouted angrily at his father: "I don't want to marry her, no matter if you fancy her people or her money, you have to marry this marriage yourself......"

Syllable!

A slap interrupted the rest of the conversation.

In shock, I saw the corners of my little brother's reddened eyes and angry expression, and then he suddenly turned and ran out.

Little Brother ......

It's me, I'm Xiaobei......

I am back......

——

The central air conditioning in the mall was very cold, but my fiery heart was torn apart and then spliced together in the numbness of the minutes.

I saw him and a woman talking and laughing in a café in the mall, and there was a concentration and fascination between his eyebrows and his eyebrows.

The little brother's eyes were full of the figure of another woman.

This scene overlapped with the scene of my father getting along with other women in my childhood, and I screamed angrily, "Huang, Zi, Tao!"

The man and woman looked at me in amazement, and I walked over and poured a cup of coffee on the woman's face, then turned away from the place in tears.

Little brother, I'm back, but why don't you remember me?

……

I can't find my little brother anymore.

Even if I arranged for someone to follow him, I don't know why, when I rushed over, there would always be all kinds of accidents on the road, and I always passed by him.

After another flutter, I leaned on the steering wheel and laughed at myself, it turned out that people who had lost their fate were rare to meet even in the same city.

My friends persuaded me to give up, there are so many men in the world, why can't I find another Prince Charming?

Knight in shining armor?!

There is no Prince Charming in this world, and some are just expectations and fantasies in the heart.

I've found my dream, and I'm not willing to wake up.