In just half a minute, I appeared in front of Sinan's door. Si Ming had been waiting for me at the door, and when she saw me arriving, she pulled me aside and whispered in my ear:

"He doesn't seem to be in the right state, you should be careful when you talk and don't make him angry again. ”

I was extremely excited, but after Si Ming's words, I felt like I had been splashed with a basin of cold water, and I had the illusion of "a cold heart flying through my heart". I started to hesitate to go in like this, because I had a hard time getting it when he was angry, and I was going to be scolded by him for being bloody or something. But if you think about it, it's clear that I'm the one who escaped death, so why am I standing at this doorway now as if I've made a mistake?

I think I should have the confidence to enter the door, and what if it wasn't me who made him angry?

I silently cheered myself up in my heart, and then looked at Si Ming with a firm gaze, and made a reassuring gesture for her, and after that, I pushed open Sinan's door as if I was heroic.

The cool winter sunlight gently falls on the floor and on the snow-like sheets, gilding this small space with peace and gentleness. And in this mottled light and shadow, Sinan was sitting against the head of the bed under the quilt, with his face sideways, not knowing what scenery he was looking outside the window. I couldn't see what was going on in his eyes, but his lips kept pursing, making him look very serious and a little lonely.

If you put all the other strings apart, all of this in front of me is absolutely a perfect picture, so perfect that I can't help but want to go back, close the door, and lock all the good things inside. But Sinan didn't give me this chance, he stayed at the door after he saw me come in, and finally moved his eyes to me.

It was the most familiar look in my memory, because almost every time I did something wrong, he would look at me like this, with a little anger, with a little forbearance, pure and transparent. Every time he looked at me like this, even if I was more reasonable, I would immediately disarm and surrender, not because I was worried about the punishment for refusing to admit my mistake, but just by looking at it, I lost all thoughts of struggle.

"Little ...... Little Master...... I was wrong......"

I stood there with my head bowed, my voice a little shaky and a little aggrieved, just like I usually do when I make mistakes. But this time I waited for a long time and didn't wait for his "what are you wrong", and it wasn't until I said this sentence for a long time that he said "um" very lightly.

This "um" was a bit ethereal, like a misty cloud at the end of a snow-capped mountain, so cold that it lost all its tone. I shuddered, lowered my head a little lower, and didn't dare say anything more.

The scene in my imagination should be happy for everyone, but there is no kissing and hugging, and it will not develop to this extent. I suddenly felt a little aggrieved, feeling that I was really cowardly, and it was clear that I was justified, and as soon as he spoke, the situation was completely reversed. Eh, what's going on?

I lowered my head in place, biting my lip, secretly scolding myself in my heart, and didn't look at Sinan's face at all. Sinan probably stared at me for a long time, and when he saw that I didn't speak anymore, he suddenly opened his mouth and said to me:

"You are the one who came back from the dead, why are you so afraid, can I still scold you?"

"Ah, I...... I ......"

It felt like I was caught by the teacher by slipping out of class, as soon as I heard Sinan's still cold voice, I immediately raised my head, looked around, and then began to shake my head. Seeing this, Sinan sighed suddenly, then patted the bed and motioned for me to sit down.

I couldn't figure out what was going on, so I sat down obediently and quietly approached him. He kept looking at me until I had sat down and then he asked me very solemnly:

"Do you think that you are particularly aware of righteousness and can sacrifice yourself for the sake of the common people in the world?"

I shook my head.

"Do you feel that you are particularly affectionate and can give up your life to save the person you like. ”

I continued to shake my head.

"Then you ......"

"I didn't think about anything, I just knew that the person I liked was you, not the stone that grew up with me many years ago, nor the immortal Sinan, nor the Dou Shengfu Buddha of the West Heaven, but you who are sitting in front of me now. I'm not that great, I don't have the slightest selfishness when I am for the sake of the world, I have selfishness, my selfishness is to change back to the stone, and then disappear with you. I didn't think about who I wanted to live with, I just thought that if it was death, then I would die with you. ”

Before Sinan finished asking the third question, I plucked up the courage and finished all the things I wanted to say in one go, and then lowered my head again with a red face, waiting for his answer.

Sinan should have prepared a bunch of words to educate me, but he was frightened by my way of expression, and for a long time, he didn't know what he was going to say, and he didn't even seem to react to what I said just now. Finally, when he finally understood that I was confessing to him, he sighed again, and then took my hand in his hand, which I had nowhere to put on.

"I can't deny that the first care for you came from the instinct brought about by the stone that was sealed in my body. But all the subsequent developments were beyond my expectations. I shouldn't have seven emotions and six desires, but after taking over the mission of the Emperor of Heaven and saying that I want to protect you, I somehow seem to gradually understand these things. I thought I could control it, in fact I did control it well before you had an accident, but since that loss of control, when I face you, I've lost all my self-control. But I still can't accept that you're dying in front of me. I can't care about those reasons, I can't care about anything, I just can't see you sacrifice for me. I'd rather you kill me than be like this, but you, you're so cruel, let me see all this with my own eyes, and let me live in guilt for the rest of my life. What qualifications do you have, why do you do all this for me?"

Hearing this, I looked up and tried to explain it to him incoherently. It's just that he didn't listen to me, and while I was struggling and thinking, he pulled me hard and pulled me directly into his arms, then lowered his head and kissed me fiercely on the lips.

Unlike the previous kisses, this time, he kissed me so hard that he wanted to swallow me in his stomach and never let me leave him again. I was a little dizzy from his kiss, and I couldn't help but push him, but I didn't expect this push to let him take advantage of the situation to press me down. I was a little frightened and couldn't help but close my eyes. He seemed to feel my trembling, stopped, ran his fingertips over my eyebrows, my nose, and finally stopped at my lips, and then he pressed my lips and whispered softly in my ear:

"Give me another chance to love you. ”