Thanks to JanePainter, Kelp Boy, and Paranoid Boat I for the tips. See you in the afternoon for 2 shifts today.

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A dream, just because of a dream...... Zhao Yangxia wanted to believe her for the first second, after all, it was very consistent with the way of thinking of Qu Qi he knew, but it was only in the first second.

"Just because you had a dream, just because you made up a dream in your head, you labeled me as whether you would like to or not?" The more he said, the more he gritted his teeth, and he wanted to strangle her. "Are you low IQ, or are you too naïve? If you have to worry so much about a casual dream, should the person who dreams of the world ruining the world die first? Does the person who dreams of ruling the whole world really rule the whole world?"

What is a dream? Dreams reflect nothing more than the desire to have, or the fear of losing. Zhao Yangxia can understand what Qu Qi said as because she values him, so she is afraid of losing him.

But even if he understands it like this, it can't match his mood at this time.

The most important thing is that he is 100% sure in his heart that it will not be this reason, Qu Qi is lying to him.

Qu Qi couldn't respond, if it weren't for his own experience, who would have believed it.

"For your dream, I can only say that I am really glad that in your dream, I turned back early and stayed away from you idiot!" slapped his palm against the wall, Zhao Yangxia vented the anger in his chest.

was stabbed in the heart, and the heart that was originally thought to be strong was inexplicably overflowing with a little pain. Is it to turn back from her...... She couldn't help but purse her lips and laugh.

In the dream, he was far away, but in reality, if he couldn't get an answer that satisfied him, he didn't think he would be willing to leave.

After getting angry, Zhao Yangxia put on a hurt expression, and said to Qu Qi with a pleading voice: "Isn't it good to say a random reason? Why choose such an excuse that no one will believe? Even if you say that I am not as good as you imagined, I think I can accept it." ”

Someone walked to the bathroom, looked curiously at the young man playing on the wall, and then walked slowly into the bathroom.

Zhao Yangxia didn't pay attention to whether there was anyone coming and going, and with an almost pious and low posture, he vomited the feelings that had been suppressed in his heart for a long time, "Qu Qi, we are still young now, and I have never thought about what we will be like after many years." I...... I can't guarantee how long we'll be together, and I can't promise you anything in ten or twenty years, but when I like you, I really like you. ”

"I'll tell you the truth, you're really the first person I fell in love with. Because it's the first, the first time, I may not be able to show my ease. I'd love to get out of it, but it's not easy. "Because it's the first time, many feelings are unforgettable, and many feelings can't be grasped.

"But......" he closed his eyes, "I'm almost done with all I can, and your attitude really hurts me, and I've said to myself many times that nothing can stump me, not even you." I can make you change your mind, but I can't hold on anymore, I really can't help it, I really can't hold on. ”

At the end of the words, there was a faint choked sound.

The current Zhao Yangxia is still Zhao Yangxia who has not been polished by the shopping mall, so when he is powerless and unable to withstand it, he no longer holds it up, but chooses to show it all. Although this frank display made him very uncomfortable.

Qu Qi didn't look up, only as far as the eye could see, Zhao Yangxia in front of her showed a fragile posture, which was another side she had never seen before, and she was also surprised.

The fragments of all kinds of memories in the brain are flying, and the bits and pieces are converging into rivers.

Proud as him, gentle as him, perfect as him, the him she saw, the him she remembered, sealed all the beautiful him, so good that it was far away as if it was through a glass cover, like a rose in a vacuum.

Now the sudden revelation of injury, vulnerability, and prayer, and then add to those beauty, finally outlining the last trace of brilliance of this completeness, in vain to make people vivid and real.

The feeling of heartache came without warning, Qu Qi couldn't believe that she could still feel heartache for Zhao Yangxia, but she felt that heartache was right.

Zhao Yangxia swallowed, suppressed his mood for a while, and said, "Please give me a reason that can make me let go of this relationship calmly." ”

On the other side of him, Qu Qi had already burst into tears at some point, just like the night he broke up.

Zhao Yangxia saw it in her eyes and couldn't help but ask her again: "Have you ever liked me?"

"Loved ......"

This time, it became Zhao Yangxia who was stunned.

At this age, "love" is too heavy, so Zhao Yangxia can only say that he likes it, but for his own question, Qu Qi actually answered "love", and the heaviness suddenly suppressed Zhao Yangxia......

After Qu Qi opened his mouth and said the first sentence, the following words automatically and spontaneously followed, "Psychology says that grief has five stages: denial, anger, struggle, depression and acceptance. When I knew that you were with Qu Zhen, I denied it. When you admit it, I still deny it. When you make it public, when you get married, when your children are born, when your children grow up, I live in denial. It wasn't until I died that I had just stepped into the stage of anger. ”

Zhao Yangxia furrowed her brows, she started to say stupid things again, or was it the dream she had?

[Host, you can't tell him about you. 】

The system nervously reminded Qu Qi.

But Qu Qi didn't pay attention to it, and continued: "When I died, I thought angrily, why do you want to empathize with other loves, it's good for you to like anyone, why do you want to like Qu Zhen." Because of you, I don't want to go back to my home, how much I have lost. Why should I save your son, why have I been the one who has been miserable, why can you be so happy, why is it so unfair!"

"I love you so much, I can't get an equal return, why? Why is it so hard to live again, then of course I want to stay away from you, and I don't want to be involved with you anymore. But what can I do? I want to treat you like a stranger, but I won't let you. "But the system won't let it, but you're on my face slapping list, and I'm going to use you to get better.

Qu Qi couldn't say these words, she could only pound the wall behind her angrily.

It wasn't until this moment that she faced up to her heart, the five stages after falling out of love, she never crossed it, never really let go, how could a person she loved so easily let go, every so-called pessimism, but it was self-deception that blinded herself.

[Warning!The host's feelings fluctuate strongly, please control the host's feelings. 】

[Warning!The host's feelings fluctuate strongly, please control the host's feelings. 】

[Warning!The host's feelings fluctuate strongly, please control the host's feelings. 】

The system was anxious to warn, that eagerness was like an ant on a hot pot, but Qu Qi didn't want to pay attention to it at all.

Zhao Yangxia looked directly at Qu Qi, although she still couldn't believe what Qu Qi said, but the sadness in her words was overwhelming, as if he was really sorry for her.

Almost subconsciously, he wanted to apologize to her. As soon as the words came to his lips, he suddenly changed his words and exclaimed her name: "Qu Qi!"

Qu Qi felt that the snot flowed out, reached out and pressed his nose, and then wiped his tears again, and the back of his hand rubbed against his eyes with a piece of blood red, Qu Qi was startled, and looked at the back of his hand, and saw a blood stain on the back of his hand in the blood red haze.

A drop of blood just fell on the back of her hand, she was startled, and the ensuing sense of the world and earth made her unable to stand, and Zhao Yangxia's exclamation came from her ears, and she couldn't help but curse her ancestor when she fell into the darkness, what does it mean to faint with a nosebleed?