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However, the simple six words, combined into one sentence, were spoken by Guan Qing, but it seemed to exhaust the little vitality left in him. After barely finishing this sentence, he didn't have the strength to explain more, but still buried himself in the sofa, using alcohol and tears to vaporize his emotions. His suppressed cries spread through the empty and quiet hall, and the people around him had not yet recovered from the shocking news, and for a moment, they did not know what to say.

Fortunately, Chenbei's mind was fast enough, and he first thought that Lige would work at Bai Yue's place, and immediately ran out to call Lige. As soon as Lige heard that Guan Qing was dying, he immediately put down the work he was going to do overtime, and took a taxi and rushed back.

Twenty minutes later, Lige appeared in the afterlife, making sure that there was no problem with Guan Qing's body, but after falling asleep because he was tired from crying, he called Bai Yue back and told him about Guan Qing's general situation. After that, he began to be tortured by the people in this room.

"What's going on with Bai Yue getting married?"

"With whom, when, why?"

"Why are you in such a hurry?"

"Who told Guan Qing?"

"What the hell happened to them?"

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This scene of gossip and you and me made it bigger than two heads away from the song, and he really couldn't cope with such a scene, so he had to shout and tell them to shut their mouths for the time being, and all listen to him.

The chaotic scene settled down in an instant, and after looking around at the few people who were all nervous, they organized their words, and laid out the things they didn't know in the past three months.

After coming out of the past life that day, Guan Qing must send Bai Yue home. Bai Yue was afraid that it would be too dangerous for him to drink too much and go home alone, so his heart softened, so he decided to let him go back with him first, and wait until he woke up the next day. As a result, Guan Qing drank too much and made trouble all the way, Bai Yue finally got him downstairs at home, he said that he would not go upstairs at all, just at the door of the unit, and even kissed Bai Yue coquettishly and unreasonably.

Bai Yue's brain was blank by this sudden kiss, and she completely forgot the identity and situation of the two. And after Guan Qing got cheap, he seemed to wake up in an instant, and when Bai Yue was stunned in place, he picked up Bai Yue and went upstairs.

One night of spring is unlimited.

When I got up the next day, the bed was already full of sunshine. He looked at the person who was still asleep in his arms through the sunshine, and he only felt that his heart was full of happiness as if it was about to overflow. He didn't dare to move, he just raised his eyes to look at Bai Yue, and it wasn't until Bai Yue also opened his eyes that he grinned at him and said "good morning" to him crisply.

Feeling the warmth of the person in his arms, and really hearing his unique voice, the wall built in Bai Yue's heart collapsed again. He hugged the person in his arms tightly with all his might, and pressed his chin against Guan Qing's head, but he didn't say a word.

He didn't dare to say it, and until now, the sentence "I love you" that he hid in his heart still couldn't say. It's not that he doesn't have courage, but he knows too well the meaning of what Bong Hyo said. Not all courage can be used to take responsibility, and there are too many responsibilities in this world, and what is needed is not courage, but sacrifice. If the identities of the two of them today are ordinary people, he will not hesitate to tell him that he loves him, even if they have already achieved fame and have enough qualifications, he will blurt out this sentence, but the fact is that they are not, they are not only nothing now, but also responsible for the countless rules and regulations that need to be faced now and in the future, if he really says this sentence, in case it is known by others later, then the overwhelming public opinion will definitely ruin the two of them together.

In this way, how can he say this, he doesn't care, but Guan Qing's future is very good, how can he bear to drag Guan Qing into this silent war with no victory in sight, and ruin his good future?

But if he doesn't say it, how can he explain the current scene, and how can he face the heart that he thinks of Guan Qing day and night?

seemed to feel Bai Yue's hesitation, although he was a little out of breath by him, Guan Qing still reluctantly pulled out his arm and hugged Bai Yue back.

"I was bad last night, and I won't be in the future, so don't be angry. Also, Xiaobai, in the future, let's not see each other again. Actually, I came out with you yesterday to say this to you, but those things happened suddenly, and I was really reluctant to say that sentence. In fact, even if Feng Xiao doesn't say those words, I understand these truths myself. Really, I don't want to give up, you are so good, so good, I am really reluctant to give up, just thinking about how you will like someone else in the future, I am so jealous that I want to die. However, you have your dreams, I also have mine, we shouldn't be together in the first place, I can't gamble on the future of the two of us because of my own momentary joy, I can't afford to bet. Ah, no, I was wrong just now, I'm not happy for a while, I really like you, and I will always like the kind for a lifetime, so I can't be friends with you, because as long as you are still in my life, I want to circle you around me and resolutely not give it to others. If you have this kind of thought, something will go wrong sooner or later, so it's better to let you go now. ”

"I'm a little sad, so if you hug me more, just hug me a little longer, just a while, and I'll be gone. Don't tell me about your wedding in the future, I won't go to it, and don't think I'll be a part of it. ”

"Let's, let's say goodbye like this. ”

When Guan Qing said these words, he was as funny as ever. He didn't show any other emotions, but the arm holding Bai Yue was so hard, as if he wanted to really rub Bai Yue into his body.

How he didn't want to give up on him, even though he never showed much concern for him except yesterday. But he really knows Bai Yue too well, this man who is always used to thinking about things comprehensively and handling things satisfactorily, must have been struggling for a long time, he must be very sad, and he is reluctant to hurt him, so he has not expressed his position. Since this is the case, then just leave these things to him to do, anyway, he has always taken the initiative, and it is not bad for this last time.

Besides, he would have been willing to do anything for him.

Bai Yue didn't expect Guan Qing to say these words to him, theoretically speaking, after he listened to all these words word for word, he should have a sense of relief, because after all, this is also the result he wants, Guan Qing has already helped him do everything, he doesn't need to think about anything anymore, just accept this. But at this moment, at the thought of never seeing Guan Qing again from now on, Bai Yue felt as if his heart had been torn in half alive, shedding blood all over the ground, until finally, making him lose all his senses. He was hugged by Guan Qing for a long time, and he was silent all the time, but now he tore Guan Qing away from him, then lowered his head and bit his lip fiercely.

has always been the initiative to care about the situation, take the initiative to greet him, take the initiative to ask him for contact information, take the initiative to ask him to dinner and watch movies, share all his hobbies with him, all his joys and sorrows, and even know that now, even goodbye has to be said by him. So what is he Bai Yue in this story? He always felt that he loved him, and all the silence was to protect him, but was it true?

No, not at all, he, a selfish and cowardly man, had never done anything for this simple and kind child. Why, then, was he so loved, and how could he be entitled to act as if it had never happened?

No, we can't forget, even if I have to start a new life from now on, he ......

Definitely don't forget this guy!