115 Use Xu Yihang with peace of mind
In the evening, Xu's hall. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
The Xu family sat in the hall to eat.
"Yihang, these are some home-cooked dishes, you eat more, Yihang, come, come, these are also, these are some nutritious dishes, you eat more, Yihang ........" At this time, Xu's mother, who has always been enthusiastic, is very attentive to Xu Yihang's dishes, while chattering on the side.
After a while, Xu Yihang's plate was already full of all kinds of dishes, and the edges of the plate were piled up, if it weren't for the pile, maybe Xu's mother would have put vegetables on the plate, and Xu Yihang looked at Xu's mother, who was too enthusiastic, and didn't speak, but obviously the person concerned didn't notice.
"Yihang, what's wrong with you? Why don't you eat? Is this dish not to your liking? Do you want us to ask the chef to make it again, Yihang, what dishes do you like to eat, tell your mother, how about your mother personally cook it for you tomorrow, as long as Yihang is happy, I will make it for you personally, okay?" Looking at Xu Yihang, who was sitting motionless, Xu's mother looked at Xu Yihang suspiciously, thinking that it was because Xu Yihang didn't like the dishes here, and said again.
Also, Yihang has not been back to Xu's house for a long time, and she hasn't asked him what he likes to eat, so I don't know if the dishes made by the chef today are in line with Yihang's appetite.
But she was careless, and she didn't even think of this.
I don't know how Yihang has been doing in the past few years outside, whether someone has bullied him, whether he can't even eat a full meal, whether he is thinking about them.
He knew they had been looking for him all these years!
Yihang, this kid, must have suffered a lot outside.
Thinking about it like this, I thought of the hardships Xu Yihang had suffered outside, and my heart was even more uncomfortable, the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable I became, and I didn't even have the interest I had just now when I was eating, and I looked sad.
"No need, really no need, there is no food that is not to my taste, I have always been not a picky eater, so there is no food I don't like, as long as you make it, I love to eat it!" Looking at Xu's mother, who was a little depressed, Xu Yihang said helplessly.
It's just that he didn't know how to comfort Mother Xu, so he could only say it vaguely.
And he is indeed not a picky eater, at that time, the food in the orphanage was already very good, where can it be cared for whether it is delicious or not, not to mention, whether it is suitable for taste, for them, it is simply a luxury, and they dare not think of it.
So Xu Yihang can be regarded as telling the truth!
It's just that I don't know if it's because Xu Yihang's words touched the pain in Xu's mother's heart, and I felt even more guilty when I looked at Xu Yihang's eyes!
"Yihang, these years, you have suffered, it is me and your father who are useless, did not find you quickly, let you live alone outside for more than ten years, these are our faults, fortunately, God has mercy on me and your father, let us find you in our lifetime, Yihang, in the future, your father and I will never let you suffer the slightest grievance, you believe in us, we will not let you suffer half a trace of suffering, in the days to come, Yihang, as long as you want, your father and I will satisfy you, besides, the Xu family is originally your home, so you and your parents don't have to be polite, this is what my father and I owe youIf it weren't for me and your father's carelessness, you wouldn't have been outside for so many years, and let you suffer so much, as long as I think of Yihang, you have suffered all these years, I feel panicked in my heart, in fact, in these years, your father and I have always felt guilty, so, Yihang, you give your parents a chance, a chance to compensate you. Looking at Xu Yihang, who had always rejected herself, Xu's mother said cautiously.
That's right, in fact, what Xu's mother said is also what she has always wanted to say to Xu Yihang these days.
In those ten years, she has been living in guilt, she has been in a life of self-blame, and she has blamed herself alone for more than ten years.
She was thinking, if it wasn't for her and Xu Yihang's father who were careless back then, Xu Yihang's child would not have been left outside, and there had been no news of this child, if it wasn't for the young master of the Han family telling the Xu family, she would have been about to despair, and she thought that she would never see her youngest son in her life.
Fortunately, God took pity on her and let her find her son.
Her greatest wish in this life is to see her lost son!
Now that he has found it, he naturally wants to compensate for this son who has been living outside.
Even more desperate, she wants to give all the good things to Xu Yihang to make up for the debt she owes to Xu Yihang over the years!
"Mother, don't be too sad, you see, I don't stand in front of you well, and, over the years, although I am not in the Xu family, but the life outside is not very hard, not to mention, I have not suffered outside, and the life outside is also the happiest day I have lived, so, mother, you don't have to blame yourself too much, I am outside, it is not your fault and my father, mother, you don't need to take all the fault on yourself, so I will have a disturbed conscience, besides, mother, I have always wanted to blame you, so, mother, I don't want you to blame yourself all the time because of this matter, and, Mother, haven't I returned to Xu's house now, so mother, don't remember those unhappy things, it's easy to hurt your body, the doctor also said that your emotions should not be too excited, so my mother doesn't want to see Yihang blame herself, looking at my mother so sad, not only will I feel distressed, but even my father and eldest brother will feel distressed when they look at it, you see, they are all looking at you distressed. Grabbing Xu's mother's hand with his backhand, Xu Yihang comforted Xu's mother softly.
Looking at Mother Xu, who blamed herself, the string in Xu Yihang's heart was also plucked violently.
He has never blamed Mother Xu, but when he saw Mother Xu's eyes full of self-blame every time he saw him, his heart was full of distress, and he also knew that in fact, Mother Xu had not been very good in the days when he did not return to Xu's house, she had been living in self-blame all these years, and she was even more seriously ill in bed when he was lost, and now looking at Mother Xu's self-blame eyes, it made him feel even more distressed.
If it weren't for him, my mother's body wouldn't have become so bad, and to be reasonable, it was because of him!
If he hadn't lost it back then, his mother's body wouldn't have become like this, all because of him, because of his loss, so his mother would have been blaming herself, making her depressed and breaking her body.
But while he felt sorry for his mother, he was also a little lucky, he was glad that it was because he was lost that year, so he met the most important person in his life - Yu Ran, if it wasn't for him who was lost and transferred to the orphanage in City A, he wouldn't know Yu Ran, so he was very glad that he was lost and met Yu Ran!
This is his greatest blessing in exile!
In his heart, Xu Yihang thought secretly.
Of course, he couldn't have said that.
"Yihang ........." looked at the strong worry and distress in Xu Yihang's eyes, but Xu's mother was speechless anymore.
Over the years, she has been living in self-blame, and even sometimes she thinks how good it would be if the person she lost back then was her, but the reality is not like this, as long as she thinks that Xu Yihang, who was still just born, will be taken away, she will feel painful, and she can't help herself!
"Okay, the good meal time has been so sensational by you, mother, let's eat first, if you are sensational, how about you talk about it later?"
If he continued like this, he had no doubt that he would be able to eat today.
He was sitting here, not watching her and Xu Yihang say these sensational words!
"What Junyi said is, okay, old woman, let's eat first, Yihang won't run away with long legs, what's the matter, it's not too late to talk after eating, Yihang, wait a minute, you can talk to your mother, now let's eat first." At this time, Old Man Xu also echoed on the side.
After speaking, Old Man Xu took the lead in moving his chopsticks.
And Old Man Xu had already spoken, and the others naturally didn't have half an opinion, and ate quietly.
Of course, except for Xu's mother's voice of instructions for Xu Yihang from time to time.
And Xu Yihang just quietly ate Xu Mubu's dishes, and smiled softly at Xu Mu.
The meal finally ended under the fact that Xu's mother had been enthusiastically serving Xu Yihang.
After eating, Xu Junyi also left the hall, I don't know where he went, but Old Man Xu went directly into the study, and Xu Yihang sat on the sofa in the hall with Mother Xu to chat according to what Old Man Xu said before.
By the time Xu Yihang walked out of the hall, it was already afternoon.
After walking out of the hall, Xu Yihang walked directly to the place where he and Xu Junyi met before.
Sure enough, above the pavilion, he saw Xu Junyi sitting on a stone bench, and next to him was a game of chess.
Obviously, before Xu Yihang came, Xu Junyi was here alone to play chess.
And when Xu Yihang stepped forward, Xu Junyi was still staring at the game of chess as if he hadn't seen Xu Yihang.
And Xu Yihang didn't speak, quietly watching Xu Junyi play alone with both hands, and didn't open his mouth to interrupt Xu Junyi playing chess.
When Xu Junyi's left hand and right hand were still tied, Xu Junyi stopped, and finally raised his head to look at Xu Yihang, who was sitting quietly on the side, and said, "Here, how about a game?"
That's right, in fact, he was sitting here just to wait for Xu Yihang to come over, but Xu Yihang was a little later than he imagined.
However, it can also be seen that the mother does care about her younger brother very much, otherwise with Xu Yihang's ability, it would not be difficult to get out. 、
And he didn't come over until now, which shows that his mother must have pulled Xu Yihang and said a lot of things!
Hearing Xu Junyi's words, Xu Yihang did not refuse, stood up directly, sat opposite Xu Junyi, and said, "Haven't you been waiting for me to come, I thought you wouldn't wait." ”
"I think you should have asked me something, not that I'm waiting for you, I should just be answering your doubts, not waiting for you, let you have three sons, how about it?" Looking at Xu Yihang, who was sitting opposite, Xu Junyi smiled and said.
"Then you're welcome, you arranged today's event. Xu Yihang was not humble, he directly took the sunspot and played, and talked to Xu Junyi about what happened today while playing chess!
And what happened today, the two of them naturally knew exactly what was going on.
And Xu Yihang came to ask just to know if Xu Junyi had planned today's events from the beginning.
Although he had vaguely guessed the result in his heart, Xu Yihang still wanted to hear it from Xu Junyi's mouth.
"That's right, today's incident in the mall was planned by me, what, is there a problem?" Then Xu Yihang gave off a son, and Xu Junyi quickly followed Xu Yihang to get a son.
"Xu Junyi, you ...... Aren't you afraid that Yu Ran will blame you when she knows the truth of the matter?Or do you have such confidence that Yu Ran will choose you instead of Han Yihan?" Looking at Xu Junyi, who looked indifferent, Xu Yihang asked angrily, and then without looking at the chess game, he directly played a shot on the periphery.
He was really annoyed by Xu Junyi's casual words.
He didn't expect Xu Junyi to be so breezy and calm, even if this matter was planned by him, he didn't feel the slightest bit uneasy.
Isn't he afraid that Yuran will blame him when the time comes?
Or does he really have such confidence that Yu Ran will choose him between him and Han Yihan?!
And what made him even more angry was that he, his dearest big brother, actually used him again?!
That's what he can't stand the most!
How, he is also his own brother, how can he take advantage of it so peacefully?!
Could it be that in his eyes, he is really inferior to nothing?!
"You don't have to worry about it, as long as Wen Yaran is here, Yu Ran will not be with Han Yihan, and besides, Yu Ran will not fall in love with Han Yihan, not three years ago, and not now!" And you came to Xingshi today to ask for guilt, mainly because you were unwilling to be used by me, not to mention that you were used without your knowledge, so, Xu Yihang, do you feel very unbalanced?"
"Xu Junyi, maybe you are too confident, I don't believe it, you are so calculating, and Han Yihan will not respond, and, no matter what, I am your nominal brother, why do you want to do this?"
And this is also the reason why Xu Yihang has always wanted to know.
Since he returned to Xu's house, he sadly found that he had been led by Xu Junyi all along!
There is no half-point of freedom to talk about.
Returning to the Xu family is something he doesn't want to do, and being used by Xu Junyi without his knowledge is even more undesirable!
It's just that Xu Junyi doesn't care about it.
made him helpless.
So today, he just wants to know why Xu Junyi would use him with such peace of mind!
Doesn't he care about brotherhood at all?