Chapter 111: Throwing Yourself into Your Arms (I)

Xu Xunsheng looked out the window and saw that the sun was already very big, the blue sky was transparent, and the white clouds were floating on the distant mountains. Such good weather.

Originally, Cen Ye made an appointment with her, and the two went to the suburbs of Beijing to climb the mountain together. She looked at the backpack at her feet, and she had food and water ready.

Then he went alone.

She took most of her belongings out of her backpack and went out on her back.

Zhao Tan and they either went out to play or fell in the room. But Xu Xunsheng couldn't call anyone together. Even if it is a band companion, she will feel that it is not suitable for a lonely man and a widow. She didn't wear sunglasses, only a hat, left the base and got on the bus. There was no one in the car, and naturally no one recognized her. When she arrived at the gate of the Shidu scenic spot, a few young tourists looked at her a few more times, she avoided it sideways, and entered the scenic spot alone.

When everyone thinks of Beijing, they think of high-rise buildings, prosperity and bustle, and few think of natural landscapes. Xu Xunsheng also came here in person today, and only then did he know that there is still such a magnificent scenery in the suburbs of Beijing.

Although it is not yet summer, the blazing sun is already dazzling and the whole body is hot. Today is a weekday and there are few tourists. Xu Xunsheng walked along the hiking trail, walking slowly, others walked for an hour on the mountain road, she paced casually for two hours, and sat down on a small hill.

Several natural boulders on the hill are rugged in shape, which is a natural viewing platform. Fortunately, there are also a few dense old trees next to it to shade the sun. Xu Xunsheng sat cross-legged on a stone, drank a few sips of water, ate again, and then quietly looked into the distance.

The sky was too blue and boundless, with only one or two puffy clouds, like a giant mirror. Several mountain peaks face each other across the valley, and the greenery is dense, and the occasional bird flies by, adding to the silence. There are also several giant-like stone pillars that stand on the opposite hillside. It's like the remnants of an ancient god's mansion.

It's like the sky is vast, here and now, she is the only one here.

Xu Xunsheng felt a complete tranquility that he had never felt for a long time recently. She is not disturbed, only has a heart, beating peacefully and really. No competition pressure, no fame, no money, nothing. There was also no ecstasy, impulse, loss, and uneasiness that Ono brought to her from the depths of her heart. She is alone, clear and unconcerned. It's good to be as relaxed as before, and not to be pulled into this world by Ono.

But when she closed her eyes and lay down for a while, she still remembered him. Remembering that he was on the phone just now, he chuckled and said "kiss". Thinking of his recent eyes, those eyes are no longer as clear as before, but more profound and complex. She thought she had seen with her own eyes the transformation of a boy from a man, the journey of an ordinary person to a superstar. In fact, this is what she expected a long time ago.

But along the way, although he has become very busy, although a lot of his thoughts have begun to be in popularity, in the cooperation, but what has changed in her? From the boy with tears in his eyes when he heard her sing that song that day, to the person who pesters her to kiss on the phone with an endorsement fee of tens of millions...... And it hasn't really changed.

The corners of Xu Xunsheng's mouth, which was closed with his eyes closed, slowly curved.

But why, she still feels uneasy in her heart? Although Xu Xunsheng doesn't want to admit it, because in her opinion, this feeling is irrational and has no reason. But I can't control it. Is it because he has lost it once and is afraid of repeating it? After all, compared to Xu Zhi, Ono is younger and has a more impulsive personality.

Or is it because now that he is finding more and more individual endorsements, he is also less and less with other people, with her? Is he getting farther and farther away from her, from them?

There is another question that Xu Xunsheng has never wanted to ask, because she has always been a casual person. But if the people around them look at them more and more inquiringly, and once there is any news about them on the Internet, it will also make Xu Xunsheng's heart tight...... Then she can't help but think of a question: how will the relationship between the two of them be maintained in the future, and when will it be made public?

Ono is now the time to ascend to the sky, and everyone knows that scandals cannot be spread. Even if no one mentioned it, Ono didn't mention it, but the public relationship undoubtedly dragged him down. Don't say whether Cen Ye is willing or not, she is reluctant.

And as Ono becomes more and more popular, she is bound to be concealed deeper and deeper. Even later, it will become difficult to see each other, and will it become inappropriate to stay in the same band?

According to Xu Xunsheng's nature, he doesn't like this state of life very much. If love can't be frank and comfortable, how much sweetness will turn into unwillingness and pain?

There is no solution to this problem, and when I think about it, I am upset and entangled. Xu Xunsheng took a deep breath, pressed it down, and opened his eyes.

The sky, distant mountains, valleys, and trees were all silent. She is still the only one, in this scene. But what kind of feeling did Xu Xunsheng have? She already faintly felt that in the future, the difficulties between herself and Cen Ye would be innumerable. Although she didn't know what those were yet, she knew that there was a lot to come. Although she has a simple temperament, she is not simple, and at the same time, she can think that there will be some people who don't want to see Ono continue to love her so heartily.

At this point, Xu Xunsheng unexpectedly found that his eyes were a little damp and hot. So she slowly opened her eyes and pressed on. I thought to myself, she didn't care, and she didn't pay attention to it, except for Ono. As long as the two of them are always together, she will not bother with anyone.

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How would Cen Ye know that Xu Xunsheng would have so many worries in his heart. Today, for him, it is still starry, eye-catching, fresh and interesting. The new commercial was filmed all day, and the camera was held by a first-class photographer and commercial director in China, and Cen Ye also learned a lot of new things with them. From early in the morning, the director frowned, and in the evening, people laughed when they saw him. Cen Ye also has a sense of pride in his heart - as long as he works hard, how can he not do it? He just has to work hard, even if he really feels red now, that is just the beginning. He just wants to go all the way to the red, so that everyone will be completely admired and convinced!

After the filming was over, the work was over, and Liu Xiaoqiao sent Cen Ye to rest for a while. He returned to the VIP lounge, where there were two young girls from the organizer as assistants, serving him tea and water. When they looked at Cen Ye's eyes, they were all shy and shining. For their attentive and careful service, Cen Ye just smiled slightly: "I don't need your help with anything, you can go and rest too." ”

The two girls hurriedly said, "It's okay Ono, we're not tired." ”

Cen Ye tilted his head, as if smiling: "But I want to stay alone for a while." ”

The two of them immediately laughed, the kind of doting smile that was completely moved by the boy's small gesture, and hurriedly said, "Okay, then you have a good rest, we won't bother." "We were right next door and needed to call us if anything. ”

Cen Ye nodded, watched the girl withdraw, and took the door. In the huge golden lounge, he was left alone, and no one dared to come in and disturb him at will. He suddenly had mixed feelings in his heart, remembering every time he had performed before, he and his brothers had been crowded in a dark or cramped lounge, full of smoke and body odors left by other bands, waiting for the performance to come.

I don't know what the jar is doing now. He came to record this endorsement worth 10 million today, and everyone knows it. At least on the face, they didn't say anything. What can he say? He didn't know what to say.