Chapter 107: The Human Heart
I can see that it is a woman, but I am not sure if it is Tong Wangjun.
It's a bit far away and I can't see it very clearly.
Moreover, I just quarreled with Tong Wangjun, she should be at home with Xu Heng, or simply go to a small hotel, how did she come here?
I kept rubbing my body, buried my head in the water, isolated the cold wind above, held my breath for a while, and surfaced with a little regret.
I haven't been active for a long time, and my breath-holding skills have decreased, and I used to be able to hold my breath for nearly a minute, but now I can't do it for 30 seconds.
Wiping the water stains on my face, the people on the shore shouted again, in my direction, it seemed that it was really Tong Wangjun.
"Leave me alone, you go. "I just want to take a cold shower quietly to relieve the boredom in my heart, which will not want to see Tong Wangjun and not want to talk.
I feel uncomfortable and just want to be alone.
Tong Wangjun didn't leave, and jumped directly into the river.
My heart chuckled, could it be that she quarreled at home again and came to seek death?
I swam hard, Tong Wangjun didn't seem to be very good at playing in the water, and fell down a few times, I sped up and approached her half-walked and half-stroked: "You're crazy, what's there to dive into?"
Wet all over, still wearing clothes, if the water is deep, such a dark environment, there is no one at all, think about it and feel afraid.
"Why did you kill yourself?" Tong Wangjun asked me.
"Who said I was going to kill myself?" I wondered, how could I say that I was killing myself, even though she was going to kill herself.
When I asked, I suddenly had a realization: "You think I committed suicide, so you jumped down to save me?"
"If you don't kill yourself, why do you come to the river, I call you and you don't respond. "The icy river water, the clothes are even colder when they are wet, Tong Wangjun is shivering, but he still holds on to me and I don't let go.
My flesh hurt a little bit from her scratch.
"I was just taking a shower, and I didn't see my clothes on it?" I said, "What are you doing here?"
Tong Wangjun glanced at me, and didn't shy away from me at all, I explained, but her expression still didn't relax, and pulled me: "Go up." ”
"Wait, walk slowly, don't worry. "There are water stains on the body, and when the snow wind blows, it is very cold, and if you walk too fast and bring a gust of wind, it will be even colder.
Tong Wangjun seemed to be worried about something, and kept pulling me, walking very fast, and when she reached the shore, she was relieved, and her hand was still holding me tightly.
"How can I get dressed like this?" I said to Tong Wangjun, "You're also wet, hurry back and change your clothes." ”
Naked, with Tong Wangjun next to me, I'm a little unaccustomed.
Inadvertently looked up at Tong Wangjun and found that she was crying, tears flowing down the corners of her eyes.
"Why are you crying?" I'm on fire, I'm the one who should be crying, I'm a little confused, what is Tong Wangjun crying about?
"It's nothing, you get dressed. Tong Wangjun wiped away his tears and let go of me, but his eyes were still staring at me.
I turned my back, and she stopped in front of me, cutting me off from the canal.
I looked up at her, I had mixed feelings in my heart, and silently got dressed: "You go back quickly, I won't send it, don't worry about me, I'm not committing suicide, I'm just going down to take a shower." ”
I waved my hand and told Tong Wangjun to go back quickly.
"Where do you stay at night?" Tong Wangjun asked me.
"Hotel, there must be a place to live in the county, and it is not far away, it will take more than ten minutes to arrive, you don't have to care, go back quickly." I urged her.
On such a cold day, her body was all wet, her face was pale from the cold, and she shivered.
"I'll go with you. Tong Wangjun said.
"Aren't you going back and changing?" I said.
Tong Wangjun didn't speak, it seemed to be too cold, she pulled me to the county, found a hotel, in the boss's weird gaze, we got the room card, into the room.
With the lights on, I immediately turned on the air conditioner and went to the bathroom to have a look.
"There's hot water, you hurry up and take off your clothes and take a shower. "I said to Tong Wangjun.
Tong Wangjun entered the bathroom and ran out more than ten minutes later, still wearing wet underwear.
"Take it off, get under the covers. I said, "I'll twist it for you, put it under the air conditioner and blow it, and you should be able to do it tomorrow." ”
"Don't worry, I'll ask my mom to bring the clothes tomorrow. Tong Wangjun took off his wet underwear and got into the quilt, his body was still trembling, "Can you come over and accompany me?"
"It's not good, I'll open another room later. I shook my head.
There are times when I can't control myself, but I have to think about the next occasion, and I don't have any thoughts.
"No, if you come up, just talk with me for a while. Tong Wangjun's voice was pleading, "I want to look at you." ”
In Tong Wangjun's house before, all the anger on her body was gone, and she was pitiful.
At this moment, I seemed to have become her only one, her king.
I hesitated for a moment, took off my coat and trousers, and slipped into the covers.
Tong Wangjun hugged me immediately: "Don't think about it, don't seek death, it's my fault, it's all my fault, I shouldn't lose my temper, but sometimes I just can't help it." ”
Tong Wangjun hugged me in pain, and his body couldn't stop shaking, just like Chen Ke that time, crying very sadly.
"I'm not looking for death. I said again, "It's just a little annoying, so I went down and took a cool shower, no big deal." ”
"Why are you annoyed?" Tong Wangjun raised his head, and my clothes were wet.
I was silent and didn't speak.
"Is it because of Xu Heng?" Tong Wangjun knew, "I didn't know he would come back today." ”
"Didn't you ask him to come over?" I always thought that Xu Heng came over today, and they negotiated it to replace my spare tire.
"No, he said he wanted to come back with me, but I didn't agree. Tong Wangjun shook his head, "But he came suddenly, and I can't drive him away." ”
"I know, Xu Heng likes you so much, and the conditions are good, he actually chased you to your house, and he is very attentive to you. "Xu Heng is really good to Tong Wangjun, but I still don't like Xu Heng.
Xu Heng spoke with a needle hidden in his mouth, although he was not aggressive, it made people feel uncomfortable listening to it.
But he really has nothing to say to Tong Wangjun, if Tong Wangjun says that he is not moved by his sincerity, I don't believe it when he says it.
"You know, I almost didn't go to college. Tong Wangjun didn't say much about this, and talked about his own situation.
I listened.
"When I was in junior high school, my family was very poor, and even the house I lived in was given by my uncle. Tong Wangjun said, "It was originally a mud house, but it was about to collapse, so it was made into the current brick house, and it was urged many times before my father found someone to do it." ”
"Your uncle is very good. "I said, I didn't follow Tong Wangjun's words about her father.
I think Tong Wangjun has too many negative emotions, and he is too harsh on his relatives.
"Our village is on the edge of the county, and it is going to be demolished, and part of it has already been demolished. Tong Wangjun said.
Although I didn't know what she meant by this, I was still happy for her: "It's a good thing, you can lose some money for demolition, and there is a house, at least it's much more convenient." ”
Although there is running water in the countryside, there is no natural gas, and it is still inconvenient to take a bath.
Demolition is a shortcut.
Tong Wangjun's house was demolished, and the conditions became better, so maybe there wouldn't be so many quarrels.
"When I was in high school, I heard that the village was going to be demolished, and my uncle and aunt came back and wanted to get the house back. Tong Wangjun said, "I said before, my family will pay 2,000 yuan to buy his house." ”
"Your uncle is a bit excessive, how can you regret what he said about good things? Besides, where does your family live without a house?" I finally understood why Tong Wangjun said this.
People's hearts are really difficult to grasp: "Maybe all this was instigated by your aunt, and many times things between brothers are caused by thinking that women are involved." ”
"They came to my house to quarrel a lot, and a few years ago, they came to my house to make trouble, and my father poured water for them to drink, and my uncle splashed that cup of hot water on my father's face. Tong Wangjun cried again.
I felt aggrieved when I listened: "Didn't your dad call back?"
"No, but since then, the family and the uncle's house haven't moved much. Tong Wangjun shook his head, "There is also my third uncle's family, their family was originally very poor, but my third uncle was angry, worked hard by himself, raised sheep and made money, and bought a house in the city, 800,000 yuan, full amount." ”