"What about the relationship between the two of us?" Su Ran asked me.

"Like you said, it's no longer a fit between the two of us. I said, "Break up so you can continue to look for a man you can trust and not have to face me again." ”

My heart was really dripping blood, and my heart hurt so much when I said such a thing, and I was trying to keep it from flowing, but the tears still swirled from my eyes and slid down my cheeks.

I turned my back to Su Ran, didn't raise my hand to wipe the tears from my face, just looked up at the sky, eased my emotions a little, and suppressed all the suffocating feelings in my heart without showing it.

"Where are you going now?" asked Su Ran.

Her voice was also a little choked, I knew she was crying, after all, she had loved, even now, maybe with some love, but love was mixed with something else, and it was no longer so pure. This is no longer a question of running in or not running-in, a feeling of distrust arises from the bones, it is difficult to eliminate, there is no need to force it, it will only be more painful.

When I saw the puzzled look in Su Ran's eyes, I knew that it might really end like this, whether I wanted it or not, this was the best result.

I didn't answer Su Ran's words, where I go doesn't have much to do with her anymore, and there is no need to tell her, what can I do?

The most important thing is that I am worried that when I say it, my voice will change and I will be hoarse, I don't want Su Ran to hear my strangeness, I am maintaining my last bit of dignity.

It was me who said the word breakup, but it was Su Ran who was able to decide to break up.

I walked slowly along the road, did not go back to the place to eat, and the direction in which Su Ran was standing was completely opposite directions, after walking about dozens of meters, I took out my mobile phone and sent a message to Mo Xue and Zheng Wensen respectively: "I am back to Wuchang, I will not go to look for you anymore, you go back early to rest." ”

I don't dare to go back, I'm afraid that Mo Xue and Zheng Wensen will see me like a lost soul, I don't want to be pitied, I don't want to go to the airport now, I can't raise any interest in doing anything, I just want to walk aimlessly, walk.

I don't know how long I walked, but I was a little tired, so I found a place to squat, and finally sat on the floor, watching the light from the tall buildings in front of me.

I don't know how long I watched it, and I didn't see anything coming out, my mind was in chaos, but in the chaos, Su Ran's shadow kept rolling in my mind. From the moment I first met her, every bit of the scene came to my mind.

My heart ached so hard that I reached out and grabbed my chest, dripping my head and whimpering.

Every time I recall, my guilt deepens a lot, I feel that I am guilty, I am angry with Su Ran, but I am even more guilty, if Su Ran hadn't touched me, maybe she would still be so pure, so white, it was I who defiled her, it was I who trusted her, and made her suspicious of people.

I'm still thinking about Su Ran's goodness, she's really good.

I suddenly regretted it, why did I tease Su Ran, why did I get closer and closer to her, and even if I didn't confess to her, I didn't confirm the relationship with her. Everything may still be so beautiful, why do you reach out to pluck this flower, why do you want to touch her?

I should have watched her from afar.

I cried even more sadly, and I don't know if it was because of the breakup or because of the guilt in my heart, maybe there were both reasons.

I was pushed on the shoulder.

I raised my head and looked sideways, and found that it was Mo Xue I looked left and right, but I didn't see Zheng Wensen, so Mo Xue was alone: "Why are you here?"

"I'm crying so sadly, why don't I come over and take a look, in case you can't think of looking for a short time, how can I explain to your parents, how can I explain to your daughter?" Mo Xue stuffed a tissue into my hand, "Wipe your snot and tears, a big man, crying like this, do you still want to have a face? A few people passing by just now, looking at your eyes, didn't you notice, they estimated that they thought you were lost, so they cried so sadly." ”

"Whatever they think. "I don't care anymore," Brother Zheng, why didn't he come with you?"

"After you sent a message to the two of us, we came out, I asked him to go back first, I drove behind you by myself, did you really break up?" Mo Xue squatted beside me.

"What do you mean by following me? You've been following me since I texted you, or did you find me behind me and come along?" I didn't understand.

It seemed that she was a little tired from squatting, Mo Xue also followed my example and sat on the ground: "I didn't install a positioning system on your mobile phone, Beijing is so big, I didn't follow you at the beginning, where will I find you later?

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