"I still remember the way my mother looked at me at night, and I felt like the two words of calamity were written on my face like a golden seal, and they could never be erased......

Su Yin continued: "At the beginning, I went to pick up my younger brother from school, but I saw that he was broken head, and then I was studying outside, I went home when he took the college entrance examination, I didn't expect him to fail the college entrance examination, and had to repeat it, during the summer vacation, my mother fell down and broke her leg in the downstairs of the house, and it hurt for a month, and she couldn't work, my dad couldn't find a job for most of the year, and he couldn't get the work that could be done, and that was the longest time I went home after I came out, and after that, I rarely went home, and I got used to the ...... of the day."

You Zishi fell silent, and her limbs stiffened. （）

Yes, now he understands, all of them. No wonder Su Yin was hot and cold to himself before, and suddenly made a little face to drive himself away, no wonder Su Yin would say when they were playing in the water together on the beach in Sanya before, the more beautiful the scenery, the easier it is to feel desolate, and asked You Zishi, didn't you brag that you took yourself to the ends of the earth, then do you have a way to take me home......

No wonder when playing together in the rice field, Su Yin said, "Since I went out, the rhythm of life has changed all of a sudden", and even quietly shed a few silent tears in the afternoon wind......

At that time, You Zishi still felt that Su Yin's question was a bit clueless, and felt that seventeen or eighteen-year-old girls were so sentimental, but now she finally fully understood, and understood what kind of lonely and indifferent mood she felt in her heart.

It's no wonder that she took everything to herself before, saying that it was her fault. For example, because of the ambulance overturning and compensation, Dai Lu scolded the Virgin mercilessly in front of him.

"You believe this?"

"I don't believe it!"

"That's right, if you believe it, I'm going to dump you!"

"You ......" Su Yin couldn't cry or laugh: "But many things do confirm the statement that I will bring misfortune to the people around me, such as this time the program team called my parents, my father came on leave, but after going back, I was told that the project was completed, and I had to wait at home to receive the next job before I had something to do, and my grandmother suddenly fell ill and there was no ...... turnaround."

"No, it's just a coincidence!"

"And you! me and you...... After getting close, you've been in trouble and all kinds of bad luck......"

"That's none of your business, because everything I do is my own choice! As for people like Fu Hao and Zheng Shijia, even if you don't want to provoke them, they will also bully you, and sometimes, you can't hide, unless, unless you hide in a corner where no one sees you forever......"

"As much as I want to try to convince myself that it's not my fault, I feel guilty and sad when I see you unhappy, you know?"

"You're wrong. If I have to say that I have been in trouble since I met you, but if you think about it carefully, which time did I not survive it safely? Did I really suffer? No. ”

"Youzishi, listen to me, my mother also told me that this disease may not be able to give birth to children......"

"Don't think about it, it's unfounded!"

"You don't understand ......"

"Don't be stupid! if you think like this again, I'll give you a few slaps and sober you up!"

"Okay, you smoke it!"

You Zishi's words of "strong" attitude caused a sudden change in the style of painting, and Su Yin was amused helplessly, and said angrily.

Bad!

People are obviously sad, okay?!!!

Life is often unsatisfactory, and it is no different from others. This time, after Su Yin was drunk, she finally confided in the secret that she had been buried for several years like pouring beans from a bamboo tube, and told herself, which made You Zishi surprised and angry and ridiculous, and at the same time, she also felt deeply distressed for Su Yin.

No wonder she wanted to be nicknamed Sister Hao Yun when she was playing games before.

It turned out that behind this bright girl, she was still swallowing so much pain alone. Even so, she still has sunshine in her heart and sings happily.

Just like tonight, in such an uncomfortable state of mind, if it were an ordinary person, I am afraid that I would have given up on myself, but Su Yin did not, still forced a smile, and did everything in his power to support it, wanting to escape the crisis.

In fact, what is it for, for the poetry of wanderers.

At that time, the only pillar that supported Su Yin to survive this difficulty was Youzi Shi.

She wanted her. So she has to do everything in her power to protect herself.

It is this belief that makes Su Yin always retain the last trace of sober mind even if he is drunk. I don't want to lose my body to others.

"Okay, how could I be willing to smoke you, unless you're good at this bite......"

"You-" Su Yin was about to lose to Youzishi. At this time, he was still teasing himself. But then again, Su Yin loves him.

He always has a way to adjust those sad emotions, become relaxed, and drive the people around him to become sunny and energetic together.

"Su Yin, when I was in the rice field before, you said this thing, your brother failed the college entrance examination, your mother fell from the building, and your father couldn't find a job, at that time I didn't know that your family had such a situation, you carried all these unfortunate situations on your shoulders, but in the end, didn't you work in the field, you cooked, and used the cost of your part-time job to supplement the family, so, you are not a sinner, let alone a defect, you are just a ......"

"Just what?" You Zishi deliberately paused slyly, provoking Su Yin to ask well.

Hehe, what I want is this effect, so that her original sadness and even suppressed grievances will be successfully transferred and become full of vitality.

It's not terrible to be sad, the most fearful thing is to be sad and not cry, not to confide, not to say a word, this is the most terrible, the most anxious.

Therefore, letting Su Yin speak more and say more is a seemingly inadvertent but actually the best cure.

If it's just that kind of blind comfort and sympathy, or silence, that kind of healing effect is the worst.

Seeing Su Yin ask, You Zishi smiled and said, "You are just a ...... Innocent and shoeless bad woman ......"

When Su Yin heard the music, she burst into tears and smiled: "I know that you bad thing can't say anything good......

"Why isn't it a good word, this is highly praised, you see what you say is unlucky, broom star, disaster water and the like, used to describe yourself, I don't think it's all accurate, ridiculously wrong, but I've known you for so long, to sum up, only the four words of innocence and no shoes are the most suitable label for you......"

“……”

"You see, when we first met, you didn't just run by yourself but turned back to help me, fighting the criminal with one foot, and even the roots of the sandals were broken, if it weren't for your voice, and your back, I might have died...... Then the time we went to the pedestrian street to buy clothes, when chasing Wu Zuo'an's father, he accidentally broke the root of your shoes because he dodged a sightseeing car, and this time, you look at you now, with two little feet, like a child who has been abandoned, isn't it naïve and shoeless......"

"Haha......" Su Yin thought it was funny.

The beautiful voice rippled in the ward, making Youzishi's heart surging and full of thoughts.

"Obviously, you're not only smart enough, you're also courageous......"

"Actually, my thoughts at the time were very simple, I only had one thought, I didn't want that person to run away, if something happened to you, I must avenge you and catch him...... By the time the police came, I was scared and cried......"

"Anyway, you did it! You're quite capable......"

"So what's wrong with me?"

"Because, although you are innocent and have no shoes, you are not the kind of stupid white sweet without scheming, such as that time, you sang that song, I quietly watched you pretend to be ......" You Zi Shi learned Su Yin's singing appearance at the time: "It's so bad that it's pretty bad......"

"Haha, it's not all, when I'm angry, I still love to hit people......"

"Yes, as a woman, I still like to come out with a pair of big breasts to support men, but I sweat for you every time......"

"Then I'm so bad, aren't you afraid of me?" Su Yin said with a burst of laughter.

"What am I afraid of you for?"