"If you lose, you lose, and you don't do anything else, you lose so much money just to do business, and doing business has losses and gains, it's a normal thing, why do you say it?" I said, "As long as people are okay, there is still hope for people to live, it's not a big deal." ”

"But I said that about you in the past, don't you want to retaliate and go back, sarcastically say a few words to me?" Tong Wangjun asked.

"Why do you want to retaliate back, why do you want to ridicule you? What you said before is not wrong, I have two children, I have parents, but I still only think about comfort, I want to live a comfortable life, I am too naïve, if I am alone, it doesn't matter what kind of life I want to choose, but I still have children, parents, responsibility, I can't be willful, I can't be so naïve, I must be motivated. I said, "And what you said is not wrong in the future, when Xiaole was sick, I couldn't even afford the medical bills, Ake didn't have time to pick her up from school, and I wanted her to go to the vegetable market to pick up vegetables and bring them back, I'm really a scumbag, I didn't realize this kind of problem before, it was you who woke me up." A comfortable life requires a certain material foundation, and I understand it now. ”

Tong Wangjun also sat up, facing me, just after taking a shower, she put on a pajamas, there were some things looming, and her figure was maintained very well: "Chen Jin, I suddenly feel that losing the memory of eight years may be a good thing for you." ”

"Why is it a good thing?" The memories of the eight years are all gone, which is equivalent to one less eight years in life, and how many eight years can a person have in his life, I wonder why Tong Wangjun said that.

"Your negative emotions are all gone, the problems of alcoholism in the past eight years, the problems of beating and scolding people, are all gone, only good things are left, and even the attachment to Tang Wan has become much weaker. Tong Wangjun said.

"It was still too young at that time. I paused for a moment before speaking.

"Sometimes I feel like you are two people, although you look the same and have the same name, but it gives me the feeling that you were married before is the same look, and now you are the same person, and you are another person. Tong Wangjun said.

"People always change, it's a normal thing, after experiencing some things, maybe I feel it, I figure it out, that's why you feel that I've changed. I looked at Tong Wangjun, "I'm sorry for what happened when I got married." ”

"You don't have the slightest impression, say sorry for what, there's no need. Tong Wangjun smiled.

"It's because I don't have an impression that I have to say I'm sorry. I said, "I have no impression of your efforts and hardships, and haven't all the grievances you suffered in vain?"

"Alright, go to sleep, and don't say that again. Tong Wangjun lay down again.

I followed and lay down beside her.

In the afternoon, it rained, the window was open, the slightest coolness came in through the window, the temperature was very suitable, my eyes were closed and my nose was full of the fragrance of Tong Wangjun's body.

The two children are still in Su Ran's, Su Ran's house is big, and they are happy.

The child was not there, it was much quieter, and it was much more comfortable, and the two of them were lying in such a small room, on the same bed, and some things were scattered unconsciously.

"Do you want to?" Tong Wangjun suddenly spoke.

"Nope. I said.

"You really don't want it?" Tong Wangjun asked again.

"You're sick and you're not in good health, so you can't do it. I said.

"Then sleep. Tong Wangjun turned around and turned his back to me.

"Did you think about it?" I figured out some flavors.

"There were a few more just now, but now they are gone. Tong Wangjun seemed to have some schadenfreude and a little resentment.

I didn't go down for breakfast, I bought some dishes, and made my own breakfast, which I, Tong Wangjun, Su Ran, and two children ate together, in this small room.

It's been like this for a few days, including noon and night, it's like this, it's not too embarrassing, Tong Wangjun and Su Ran chatted very happily, like best friends, they can talk about everything together, career, cosmetics, clothes, study, celebrity gossip, and even the experience of taking children.

Su Ran is not married, and she doesn't even have a boyfriend, so she actually asked Tong Wangjun for advice on raising children.

This kind of scene gave me the illusion that I had returned to ancient times, with two wives around me, one older and one younger, and the harmonious life I had longed for in the past seemed to have suddenly come true.

There was still a day left before the end of the National Day holiday, and Su Mo came over, disrupting the peaceful life.

"Sister, it's a holiday, why don't you go back and stay here?" I took my two children in Su Ran's living room, watching TV, Su Ran and Tong Wangjun were chatting, and Su Mo suddenly broke in like this.

"Brother-in-law. Su Mo saw me, and then his eyes stayed on Tong Wangjun's body, "You are."