Chapter 45: My Future Me (Part II)

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Xu Xunsheng didn't say a word, and listened quietly beside him. She knew that Cen Ye was diligent, enterprising, and brainy, but she didn't expect that after this setback, he also had some thoughtful thoughts about the future, as if he had experienced a wash, and he was much calmer.

He sat there, still lazy and casual. The piano bench was relatively small, the long legs were supported at will, and there was no place to lean on his back, so his back was slightly bowed, his arms were on his legs, and his eyes were slightly shining with concentration. Occasionally, when a brother offered another opinion, he would think for a moment, frown slightly, and then speak his own thoughts.

Occasionally, someone said a joke, and he would instantly show his face and laugh out loud without a image. Or hook the other person's shoulder and squeeze the sentence or something.

It's a little the same as when I was with her yesterday, but it's actually very different.

Leng Buding suddenly raised his eyes and met her gaze. There was no smile in those eyes, but there was some kind of deep inquiry, as if asking: What are you looking at? Xu Xunsheng turned his face away with a calm expression, no longer looked at him, but out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of him as if he was smiling, talking to others, and his expression was more relaxed and wanton. That feeling is strange and subtle, obviously you don't look at each other, but you just feel that your every move is always being watched.

Cen Ye's meeting lasted for more than an hour, and roughly determined the focus and development direction of the band's work in the past year, and a group of people went downstairs to practice. Xu Xunsheng knew that they now had two choices, either not to have a keyboard player altogether, or to find another one. However, their songs are known for their melodic skills, and having a keyboardist is certainly a plus.

Before going downstairs, Cen Ye was at the end and asked her, "Are you really not going to train with us?"

Xu Xunsheng smiled slightly: "I'm not going." ”

He laughed too, but with the kind of smile that had bad intentions. Xu Xunsheng ignored him, he was not in a hurry, he hummed a song and went downstairs, and it was actually the one he wrote before: "Last night I passed by your window, and you still bury your head and sulk......"

Xu Xunsheng listened and couldn't help but laugh.

On this day, the band rehearsed as usual until sunset. Strange to say, Cen Ye has been in a good mood in the afternoon, and his mind is full of training. But when I was far away from her house, a sentence she said today suddenly popped up in my mind: I am going back to my hometown soon.

I've heard her mention it before, her home is in Jiangsu. I don't know how to run to this hot place in Xiangcheng alone.

Is it because of Xu Zhi?

Cen Ye's heart pierced when he thought of this name, and he didn't want to think about it deeply. suddenly remembered that as early as before the finals, Tanzi had said that Xu Xunsheng's winter vacation class had ended and he was ready to go home. But until now, she hasn't left.

In the past few days, she stayed in the training room, is it for them? Including the "torture" she gave him yesterday, probably because she couldn't rest assured? And just now Zhao Tan wanted to give her the rent for the next training room, but she refused, saying that she had also participated in the competition anyway, and she was considered a quasi-member of the band, so she couldn't ask for this rent anyway. Besides, she originally wanted to find someone to practice the equipment, and she didn't rely on this to make money.

Cen Zhi's mouth was suddenly hot, and he was faintly bitter.

Is this woman always so silent and kind to people, and she doesn't care if others don't care if she knows it? Cen Ye suddenly felt impulsive-even if she was just pampered and protected by her as a teammate, even if she was far inferior to that person in her heart...... I also want her to know that she is not good to him for nothing.

The others saw Cen Ye suddenly stand still, and Zhao Tan said, "Why don't you leave, Xiao Ye?"

Cen Ye said: "You go first, and suddenly remembered that something fell on Xu Xunsheng, I'll go back." ”

Zhang Tianyao laughed first, it's the kind of ridiculous thing you are pretending to be. Huizi was also sneering, Zhao Tan smiled and said, "Get out, don't go too far, you will be chased by Teacher Xu with a broom, so get back quickly." Cen Ye waved his hand to show understanding, turned around and left.

When Cen Ye returned to Xu Xunsheng's garden, through the window, he vaguely saw her figure, he pushed open the courtyard door and paced in, and he didn't bother to enter the house, so he stood next to the grass that was uprooted by himself, and shouted while admiring: "Xu Xunsheng." ”

Xu Xunsheng didn't expect him to go and return, walked out, faced the vast twilight, and asked, "What's the matter?"

But seeing that he put his hands in his trouser pockets, his face was white and distinct, he let out a cloud of white gas, smiled, and said, "I suddenly feel that I want to tell you something today." ”

Xu Xunsheng saw that his expression was rare and sincere, and he didn't think too much about it for a while, stepped out of the house and walked to him. He didn't look at her, but looked into the distance, where was the skyline of the city, the sun had sunk, twilight was about to fall, and the city seemed to awaken like the behemoth he had once sung about.

He said: "Seize this opportunity, and the morning and evening will definitely turn over." One day, I will walk to that place where everyone is in front of me and admired. He reached out to the sky, then turned his face, his eyes darkened with twilight: "You will definitely see it." ”

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That night, Xu Xunsheng ate alone, packed his luggage, called his parents again, and determined the return date. Then he sat alone at his desk, but he was a little dazed.

She doesn't know if certain things, certain people, have a sense of fate. There was also a person, like Ono today, who stood under the sky and said something similar to her. He asked her to wait for him, and he said that he would try to have everything and achieve his dreams. Even if it was a completely different world, he wanted her waiting and companionship.

At that time, she was still ignorant and excited. I didn't graduate from college, and I also admired and loved that person. But that person is actually completely different from Ono. He was much deeper and much more melancholy. Many times, Xu Xunsheng went to the band's training room and saw him sitting there smoking. At that time, Xu Xunsheng thought that maybe no one could understand the true sorrow of this genius, and neither could she, as a girlfriend.

Later, the two of them really got farther and farther apart. Although he is gentle and beautiful, he is still no match for gathering less and leaving more, and he is still no match for the struggle of fame and fortune and dreams. And she is afraid of being open-minded, seeing that he is always surrounded by fans and beauties, it is impossible not to lose and bury a thorn in her heart. The hobbies, lifestyles and life philosophies of the two are gradually drifting apart and almost diffuse.

didn't even have time to break up, Xu Zhi had a car accident. Xu Xunsheng never expected that a person who was so light at the beginning would actually lose his life in that drunken gold fan. All love and hatred, gathering and dispersing, have become regrets. Xu Zhi became a person she would always be buried in her heart. She also wept for him and accepted a set of equipment that was given to him in accordance with his last wishes.

From then on, heaven and man will be separated forever.

Later, the pain faded. Later, Xu Xunsheng thought that he actually wanted to thank Xu Zhi for giving her a period of youth that was almost forever, and giving her the courage to glimpse that world. Even in the end, she still chose to stand outside the world and look out.

And now, Cen Ye's ambition and talent are compelling, and he is not inferior to Xu Zhi at all.

Xu Xunsheng's heart suddenly felt irritable, and he didn't know why, as if fine buds were growing on a rainy night, as if the spring breeze was whispering and urging. But she didn't dare to really see what it was for a while.

Men who are open-minded will not be able to resist the temptation of their dreams, and they will step into that world one by one. But Ono didn't know that she had already watched the joys and sorrows of that world, the hypocrisy and pain.

She originally just wanted to stand where she was, and she didn't want to sink into it anymore.

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This night, Cen Ye said these words to Xu Xunsheng, but his heart was very happy, but when he got home, he didn't expect that there was a bigger, unexpected surprise waiting for him-

In his micro ~ blog mailbox, there is an extra private message.

"Hello Cen Ye, I am the organizer of the Shenyang Division of the 'Super Band' Cup. We've seen your game video and appreciate it and love it. Look at your Weibo profile, it is Shenyang people. Why didn't you consider going back to Shenyang to participate in the competition?

Although the audition and semi-finals in Shenyang have now ended, due to the outflow of a large number of excellent singers and bands in recent years, and our selection is very strict and fair, there are not enough bands that can enter the top ten. I don't know if you would like to go back to Shenyang to participate in the competition? There is no conflict with the competition you participated in in Xiangcheng before, because the selection of each district is independent of each other. You need to pay for the road to come, but we can solve the accommodation.

Looking forward to your reply. ”