Chapter 126: I didn't understand until I lost it

If leaving you is the best choice for you, then I would rather grieve myself to fulfill your wishes.

Zhao Yuhan has always buried this idea in his heart, and since he came to his new residence, he has been comforting himself with this thought, and he also thinks more and more that as long as he doesn't go back, I'm afraid Hu Hansan will have a better life.

However, now the time should also come, when you have to think about the task, there is no need to affect the official affairs because of your own private affairs, there is no distinction between public and private, but it has never been your own character.

Before, because of Hu Hansan, Zhao Yuhan had already given Ah Hu a chance, but it depends on whether you grasp it or not, if Zhao Yuhan goes to Zhao Lingfeng at this time, Zhao Lingfeng knows about this matter, no matter what kind of consequences he makes, then it has nothing to do with Zhao Yuhan.

Zhao Yuhan thinks that he is now benevolent and righteous, and there is no need to make any concessions to them, even if he always thought that the relationship between Zhao Lingfeng and Ah Hu has reached a certain point.

But now Zhao Yuhan thinks that if there are some abnormal elements in their relationship, then they should also be eliminated by themselves.

After taking care of Hu Hansan's mother in the hospital for a long time, the lazy pig remembered that Ah Hu must still be alone at home now, and his heart was suddenly full of missing, so he wanted to go home to see, but helplessly, Hu Hansan has not come back yet, so he has to continue to stay in the hospital, waiting for Hu Hansan's return.

Since leaving in the hospital, Hu Hansan drove directly to his hotel, but he didn't expect that when he opened Zhao Yuhan's room, all the clothes belonging to Zhao Yuhan were taken away by others.

And seeing that there was still a note left on his hotel, Zhao Yuhan claimed that he had finally seen everything clearly, so he left Hu Hansan from the hotel, and warned Hu Hansan not to look for him again.

After realizing these things, Hu Hansan suddenly felt that his sky seemed to have fallen, everything was not as desperate as it is now, Hu Hansan didn't expect Zhao Yuhan to make such a decisive move, and he didn't even say goodbye to himself, and left the hotel directly.

Even if he had always wanted Zhao Yuhan to leave the hotel, but when he really came to this situation, Hu Hansan felt that he still had no way to accept this reality in his heart.

I even began to regret why I did something like that. After being sad for a while, Hu Hansan remembered that he was not living for himself now, his mother was still hospitalized in the hospital, and he had to go back to the hospital to take care of him, so he came to the hospital again in despair.

Zhao Lingfeng saw his brother looking so depressed, so he immediately pulled Hu Hansan out, lest Hu Hansan's appearance would make his aunt worry.

"What's going on with you, didn't you go to find Zhao Yuhan, why did you come back like this? Did something happen?" Zhao Lingfeng asked worriedly.

The smell of disinfectant water filled the corridors of the hospital, which made Hu Hansan feel even more irritated by his nerves, forcing himself to recall the things he had just experienced.

Obviously, he has a lot of words in his heart, and he wants to live in a dormitory alone, but when he wants to say it, he doesn't know where to start, Hu Hansan suddenly feels that his life is really lonely.

Obviously, Zhao Yuhan was able to determine his mind when he was by his side, but he was so timid that he didn't express anything at all, until now Zhao Yuhan had left his side.

Hu Hansan can really realize that some things are not decided by himself at all, when a person is fearless to pay to you, but one day he will feel that these efforts are also a burden for him, and in the end he will leave sadly.

"Ling Feng, I really have no choice, Zhao Yuhan didn't even tell me any news, he left the house directly, how can he be so ruthless!"

Zhao Lingfeng never felt that Hu Hansan would bow his head emotionally, and he had never seen Hu Hansan so sad now, if he could observe carefully, he might be able to see that Hu Hansan's eyes were moist.

A big man, like a child at this moment, wants to get some care, which makes Zhao Lingfeng very surprised in his heart, maybe he and Ah Hu are too smooth these days.

There is no way to experience Hu Hansan's current pain, just imagine, if Ah Hu really leaves him and doesn't say hello, I'm afraid he will be more serious than Hu Hansan now, but Zhao Lingfeng didn't know how to comfort Hu Hansan, so he had to pat Hu Hansan's shoulder, hoping that his brother could cheer up.

"There are some things I can't explain to you now, feelings are not something that we ordinary people can understand and understand, but we will know how to give everything for him, you see the relationship between Ah Hu and me now, although it is not certain, but the two of us have a tacit understanding with each other, even if it is uncertain, we can be together well. ”

"Therefore, you don't need to be too obsessed with this matter, life is always full of variables, maybe one day Zhao Yuhan will still quietly return to your life, not to mention that I believe he will never leave so cruelly, just now my aunt also told me that the relationship between the two of them is very good, I believe he will come back one day." ”

Hearing Zhao Lingfeng's series of analysis, Hu Hansan suddenly felt that some hope was ignited in front of him. Indeed, with the relationship between his mother and Zhao Yuhan, it is impossible for Zhao Yuhan to leave the country directly without such a disregard.

Sooner or later, one day he will come to the hospital to see his mother, just to avoid himself, Hu Hansan can really feel that sometimes, if he doesn't seize the opportunity again, then it is very likely that he will miss the most important thing in his life, as if he is trapped in a kind of doubt every day, he can't see his heart clearly, and he can't see the reality in front of him clearly.

"Okay, you have nothing to do, hurry back to the house and accompany Auntie, Ah Hu just called me several times just now, and he can't come to the hospital, so I have to go back quickly to see what is wrong with him." ”

Although Zhao Lingfeng understood that if he was in this kind of situation, although Zhao Lingfeng understood, if he left in this situation, it was very likely that he would be cruel to his brother, but Zhao Lingfeng knew that he would not be of any help to Hu Hansan if he stayed, but he would cause some trouble to Hu Hansan here.

Only when Hu Hansan calms down can he really be high, what are these things going on, can he understand his true mind, since Zhao Yuhan has left Hu Hansan's side, then for Hu Hansan, it will be the best opportunity to be able to recognize his heart, there is nothing that he can't understand after he loses.

"Then you should go back quickly, there is no need to come back again, my mother is actually nothing serious at all, she was just frightened, and she was discharged from the hospital in two days." After she is discharged from the hospital, you can go directly to the hotel to see him. ”

Zhao Lingfeng patted Hu Hansan on the shoulder again before leaving, hoping that Hu Hansan could be relieved about this matter, Hu Hansan knew that Zhao Lingfeng was actually very worried about himself in his heart, so he had to smile slightly, hoping that Zhao Lingfeng could rest assured.

Some things are buried in the bottom of my heart, it is enough, there is no need to trouble others, because the problem of feelings is a choice made by oneself from beginning to end, even if there are some contradictions with Zhao Yuhan, and even make Zhao Yuhan sad, it is just done by himself, and there is no need to let others at all. to take responsibility for yourself.

After leaving the hospital, Zhao Lingfeng almost drove the car to 80 miles, and he was very scared in his heart, for fear of what would happen to Ahu, so he kept talking to him on the phone, but he didn't expect that when he got dirty and the car was good, he rushed back to his home, and saw Ahu lying on the sofa alone, holding potato chips in his hand, watching the TV series with relish.

After seeing this scene, Zhao Lingfeng suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. After seeing Hu Hansan and experiencing Zhao Yuhan's silent departure, Zhao Lingfeng was even more scared in his heart, and Ah Hu would become like that.

"Why did you come back so late today, and what happened in such a hurry?" Ah Hu couldn't help but ask when he heard Zhao Lingfeng's heavy breathing.

"It's not that you've been calling me, I thought something had happened to you, so I hurried back, who would have thought, you didn't have anything to do at all, but you were quite comfortable here. ”

After Zhao Lingfeng put everything away, he returned to his room, cleaned up all his body, took a bath, and changed into pajamas before walking out.

"It just so happens that you don't have anything to do now, I have something to say to you, I have experienced some things today, and it touches me a lot. ”

"So I also want to ask you, will you leave my side without saying a word one day?"