It was a chilling abomination. This being, where self-loathing and hatred of others are intertwined, has an extremely bitter taste.

The sorrow is gone.

The joy was gone.

The anger is gone, too.

All that remains is incomparable hatred, hatred, hatred.

The deepest, darkest emotions gnawed at Shinji's heart.

It was Calydon's body, madness worse than falling into hell.

The head seems to be cracked, and the body temperature is gradually being stripped away.

The facial features are destroyed by what is injected.

The darkness that cannot be faced.

The ugliness that can't be looked at directly.

People can't help but want to die.

However, it is not yet possible to die.

For there is something more important to be done than death, than this darkness.

There is also an obsession that supports it.

Revenge, kill Amakusa Shiro Tokisada.

Kill Shiro Amakusa.

Kill Amakusa.

Slay.

Kill!

Kill!

Kill!

The black mist condensed into substance, and the boundless darkness enveloped Shinji's body, wantonly devouring his spiritual base and changing his form.

You can become whatever you want.

Whether it's a monster, a demon, or some other alien.

The consciousness became deeper and deeper, and the colors in front of me became more and more monotonous, leaving only endless black.

Come on, come on, I'll take it all.

As long as you can kill that bastard, no matter what the cost-

The moment before the last trace of clarity passed, a voice passed through the boundless darkness and reached the deepest part of the soul.

"That's not going to work. ”

Huh, the voice, Ustisa......

"No, Shinji. ”

It's really your voice, Ustisa, it's good to hear you again.

Wait a little longer, and I'll be seeing you soon.

I'll kill that bastard right away and avenge you.

"No, you can't!"

Ahh

However, you are no longer here, and you can do whatever I want.

"Shinji, wake up!! look at me! Listen to my voice! Feel it with your heart!"

See...... Listen...... Feel......

The eyelids opened a wind system, and there was still an abominable darkness in front of them, but there was an extra light at the end of that darkness.

Pure light.

White light.

Warm light.

This light is incomparably familiar, it is the brilliance that has been by his side since he came to this world, and has never been separated for a moment.

"Feathersissa. ”

Calling the name again.

"Well, it's me. ”

With this response, it had been silent for many days, as if the connection that had been severed for a long time suddenly became active, and the bonds of magic, spirit, and soul were miraculously restored.

"Ustisa, is it really you?"

"Well, it's me, it's me, Shinji. ”

The voice as always, the gentleness as always, and the response as always, make Shinji feel like he's in a dream.

"But, but you're not ......"

"I'm gone, am I?"

Calmly speak the cruel truth, even the fact that he doesn't even care about life and death that he doesn't want to face.

Silent, not daring to answer, he was afraid that if he answered, he would wake up from this dream.

"It's okay, don't be afraid, it's not a dream, I'm still here, the connection between you and me is the best proof of this. ”

"Before that, I ...... Why can't I sense you, why, why don't you come to me......"

"Because I was locked up by Kishua, in a closed alien space, and I was just released. ”

"Locked up, old man Jewel, sure enough, he and that bastard were in the same group, and they planned to bring us here!!"

Because of the restoration of the contract, Shinji's withered state of mind has been injected with new vitality, and even his thinking has become a lot clearer.

"What the hell are these two bastards up to? Are they really going to destroy the world?"

"Of course it's impossible. Through the exchanges in the past few days, I can see that these two people are definitely not crazy people who want to destroy the world, they love the world more than 99% of the people. ”

"Wait, you say love, and what do you mean by that bastard's desire?"

"Actually, the information you told me is not wrong, and Amakusa Shiro's wish has always been the immortality of all human beings. From Einzbelen's point of view, this is relief. On the other hand, isn't this a kind of destruction, and is humanity still human without death?"

It makes so much sense that it's speechless.

"And what are they doing this for?

When I think of my life in the past few days, Shinji's heart is a nameless fire.

"Kishua's purpose has been told to us a long time ago. Collecting data on the Great Holy Grail that was not tainted, and that made me wonder if the millennial attachment of the Einzberen family was really what I wanted. ”

"Where's that bastard?"

Festisa hesitated for a moment and replied, "Seems to have something to do with you?"

"What does it have to do with me? I recruited him to provoke him? Don't I want to go through the experience, collect data, make a soy sauce and go back? As for killing me like this? Can't you tell me well? If necessary, I can still cooperate with you? How does that bastard explain?"

"The specific reason for this is that neither Shiro Amakusa nor Kishoa told me, they just said that it was a trial, and they would tell you the reason when the trial was over. ”

"Trial, hehe, trial, is there such a trial?"

Hearing this explanation, Shinji let out a series of laughs, some cold, some miserable, as if broken, and Yusi Tisa was very distressed to hear it.

"You know, in these few short days, I have lived and died, and I have lived and died, and I have no idea how I carried it. ”

"I ...... I know, because I'm the same. I've been watching you, but I can't get to you, and I'm in as much pain as you are. ”

"Jadeitisa ......"

"So, do whatever you want, and whatever you decide, I will support you. It's just - I don't want you to be consumed by hatred and turned into a monster. ”

Flutteritsa's prayer was unreservedly transmitted to Shinji's heart along the connection between the two, warming his soul, which had endured countless pains and been tormented to the brim.

"Is it too late? I'm already going to use the 'Divine Punishment Boar', and I don't know how long I can hold on to this little bit of consciousness. ”

"It's too late, as long as you are determined and believe in yourself, you will not be affected by hatred at all, because this is your ability, and this is why Geshua chose you. ”

"What am I capable of?"

"Close your eyes, relax your mind, and feel carefully, there is not only hatred that envelops you, but also more thoughts. ”

The pure white brilliance flowed into Shinji's consciousness, guiding his consciousness to sink and sink.

"I'm never the only one who cares about you, this is the source of your true power, your magic alone. ”

Then, Shinji saw the light hidden in the deepest part of his heart, which was his origin.