Chapter One Thousand and Ninety-Five

The original driving force for men to conquer the world is women.

Song Zheng is naturally no exception, who doesn't like beautiful women, but the vast majority of people are bound by moral standards, coupled with inner self-control, they can control their desires.

Of course, the reason why men can control their desires is actually because they are not strong enough, and to put it bluntly, they are self-aware.

Song Zheng obviously doesn't need to be controlled, people are always not satisfied, and when one woman after another appears around him, the desire to conquer is even stronger.

Originally, Song Zheng didn't have any thoughts about Tong Liya, not because Tong Liya couldn't arouse his inner desires, but because he was afraid of trouble, and the more women he had, the more chaotic his life became.

But now that it has happened, and with that agreement, Song Zheng is ready to accept Tong Liya.

Tong Liya is full of joy at the moment, her desperate gamble got the desired result, although Song Zheng has made it very clear that she can't be his wife, can't have a wedding, and even have to endure loneliness, but she still won't regret her choice.

Reaching out and touching Song Zheng's chin, because of filming, Song Zheng hadn't shaved for several days, and there was a layer of hard stubble on his chin: "One of my dreams came true tonight." ”

Song Zheng asked casually, "What dream?"

Tong Liya squeezed towards Song Zheng's side and said, "I dreamed that the two of us were lying on the bed like now, and I touched your beard." ”

What kind of dream is this?

Song Zheng smiled and asked, "In the dream, is your beard piercing?"

Tong Liya nodded: "Prick your hands, but I still like to touch, in fact, when I was in the hospital, there were several times when you fell asleep, and I wanted to touch your stubble, but I didn't dare." ”

Song Zheng asked, "Why do you like to touch your beard?"

Tong Liya smiled and said, "I don't know, looking at other men's stubble, I feel dirty, but I like to see you grow stubble." ”

"Stupid words!"

Tong Liya turned over, lay side by side with Song Zheng, and said, "It's stupid, but I really feel ~~~~ happy now." ”

Happiness?

Song Zheng sighed slightly and said, "Happiness? I hope you can still think like this in ten years." ”

Tong Liya hurriedly said: "Don't be so pessimistic, I admit it, what are you afraid of? And to be honest, I really feel very happy now." ”

Song Zheng really can't understand Tong Liya's thinking, can she feel happy when she is a lover to others?

"Where does happiness come from?"

Tong Liya said with a smile: "I tried my best to let you accept me, even if it was because I was not good enough, but it also means that you will not accept women easily, this door, I have worked hard to enter, and others have worked hard to enter, and, Brother Zheng, depending on your temperament, it is not like the type that thinks that the more women, the better, so the quota is precious, I still occupy one, do you say I should be happy." ”

Song Zheng took out his arm and put it behind his head: "Then I hope you can be happy forever." ”

Tong Liya adjusted a more comfortable posture and hugged Song Zheng: "Definitely!"

After saying that, he closed his eyes, nothing happened this night, and the two of them just lay down and fell asleep.

In the morning, the alarm on the mobile phone rang for a while, and Song Zheng and Tong Liya woke up from their sleep, they slept too late last night.

The two of them had been chatting about various topics last night, waiting for sleepiness to strike, and it was already past 3 o'clock in the morning.

Song Zheng was woken up by the alarm watch first, glanced at the time, and pushed Tong Liya: "It's time to get up, you have to go back to Yanjing today!"

Tong Liya glanced at the time sleepily, sat up and brushed her hair with her hands, got out of bed and poured a glass of water and brought it to Song Zheng: "Brother Zheng, won't you go back with us?"

Song Zheng drank the water, then got out of bed and said, "I'll go back later." ”

Song Zheng didn't say anything, but Tong Liya could guess that the relationship between her and Song Zheng was naturally as few people knew as little as possible, although it was a crew, but now that the scenes have been filmed, it is better not to always get together as much as possible.

Although she was a little disappointed in her heart, since she had decided on the path she wanted to take, Tong Liya could only let herself get used to it and accept it as soon as possible.

Tong Liya also drank a glass of water herself, and said, "Brother Zheng, the play you talked about last night ~~~~~~."

Song Zheng didn't answer and asked, "What do you usually eat in the morning?"

Tong Liya said: "When I was at home, I made it myself, gruel and fried eggs. ”

"There's no chance for you to show off your cooking skills now, so call room service, just do what you just said, get me one." ”

Tong Liya answered, picked up the phone, and just about to dial the number, she heard Song Zheng say: "That play, after you go back to Yanjing, go to Shang Jie, if you are the director, Zhao Wei will be good!"

When Tong Liya heard this, her face was overjoyed, but if the director was Zhao Wei, would it really work?

Song Zheng saw the doubt in Tong Liya's eyes, and said with a smile: "I am a graduate student of the Beiying Director Department. ”

If you want to talk about ability, although Zhao Wei doesn't have a work yet, Song Zheng knows that she has the talent to be a director, and this drama can only be directed by Zhao Wei, just because the name of this play is "To Our Dying Youth".

In domestic movies, there are many movies about the theme of youth, but there are not many that can really interpret the theme of "youth".

There are even some movies under the banner of youth that directly shoot a fantasy flavor, such as Guo Xiaosi's "Little Times".

That can also be called youth, at least Song Zheng's youth is not like that.

The theme of youth is actually very easy to move people, because everyone has gone through youth, but Chinese filmmakers always can't grasp this very simple proposition.

Among the many youth-themed movies, there are only two or three that can resonate, such as Jiang Wen's "Sunny Days", Lou Ye's banned "Summer Palace", and Zhao Wei's "To Our Dying Youth" in the previous life.

Of course, "To Youth" obviously can't be compared with the previous two movies, but it is also a rare masterpiece, after the release of "To Youth" in the previous life, it touched too many nostalgic emotions among people, youth is used to miss, when Zhao Wei used images to illustrate these memories of youth, people were moved, sad, and even more frightened.

The people who dare to love and hate in the film have the shadows of many people in reality, the carnival of a group of people, and the epitome of an era.

Zheng Wei, who has loved Lin Jing, the big brother next door since childhood, was finally admitted to Lin Jing's university, but after reporting to the university, he was told the news that Lin Jing had gone abroad.

In college, Zheng Wei met her roommates Ruan Guan, Zhu Xiaobei, and Li Weijuan, and got to know a group of good buddies Zhang Kai, Xu Kaiyang, and Chen Xiaozheng, whom she passionately pursued.

Ruan Guan is a goddess-level girl, and her boyfriend Zhao Shiyong for many years made another girl pregnant, crying to find Ruan Guan, Ruan Guan handled the matter properly and forgave Zhao Shiyong.

Zhu Xiaobei, a tomboy character, a poor family, once bought instant noodles and was framed for stealing, for self-esteem, she smashed the store and was ordered to drop out of school.

Li Weijuan, a secular and gossip monger, didn't get along with her boyfriend she met in the college entrance examination cram school because she didn't get into college.

Zheng Wei went to open the dormitory to play, and unintentionally moved Chen Xiaozheng's things, Chen Xiaozheng was poor and arrogant, pushed Zheng Wei, and the two formed a bond, but Zheng Wei silently fell in love with Chen Xiaozheng.

After Zheng Wei's stubborn pestering, Chen Xiaozheng became her boyfriend. Four years passed in a flash, and when everyone was looking for a job, Chen Xiaozheng took the quota given to him by Zeng Yu, who had a crush on him, and broke up with Zheng Wei.

Many years later, Lin Jing appeared, it turned out that he found out that his father had an affair with Zheng Wei's mother, so he tricked Zheng Wei into going abroad by himself, and when he saw Zheng Wei, who was already with Chen Xiaozheng, he could only watch from afar, and he was also entangled by a crazy girl.

Ruan Guan was pregnant with Zhao Shiyong's child, but Zhao Shiyong had no intention of marrying Ruan Guan, Ruan Guan beat the child and got married, but the day before the wedding, he and Zhao Zhiyong made an appointment to watch the concert of the band they loved together in their youth, and died in a car accident.

Zhu Xiaobei changed his name and became a memory trainer.

Xu Kaiyang, the rich second generation who has pursued Zheng Wei for many years, married Zeng Yu.

Li Weijuan is married to a rich old man in his fifties and a pair of twins.

Zheng Wei has become a strong working woman.

Chen Xiaozheng has returned from the United States and is already a well-known architect.

Everyone has made changes for growth, some have changed beyond recognition, Chen Xiaozheng begs Zheng Wei to give him another chance to let him love her, and the whole film ends abruptly here.

Although the love story in it seems cliché, I have either seen it here or heard it there, but when I saw Zheng Wei's innocent and hot eyes, all the disdain in my heart collapsed.

In fact, the story told in this film is nothing special, it is very ordinary and common, and there are many shadows of other films, but in the end, I found that I was not moved by the story inside, but Zheng Wei's eyes were deeply imprinted in everyone's heart.

That kind of look is so familiar, it seems to be the eyes of a young girlfriend in college, and it is like the longing gaze that I exuded in order to seek love, that kind of look is so real, pure, hot and without profit.

All people have experienced youth, the young people at that time came together with brave ideals, and spent a few years together without worrying about food and clothing, the young people at that time did not know the height of the sky, and only wanted to be able to be with their beloved; people at that time were full of longing for the future, believing that they must not be ordinary people; people at that time did not learn and did not know the arts, but never doubted their natural talent; at that time, people loved vigorously, but they were forced by the cruelty brought by reality.

In short, all the emotions are imprinted in that kind of gaze, no matter how bad this drama is, as long as you have this kind of gaze, you are not afraid of losing.

Of course, this movie, after all, is Zhao Wei's debut film, there will definitely be some shortcomings, a movie that should be small and fresh, but it is slightly heavy because the picture is too "academic", quite Chen Kaige's style.

For the method of creating campus life, it is also a bit overdone and contrived, and it would be perfect if it could be collected a little more.

But these problems are actually not a problem, because in the previous life, when this film was released, it was in line with the right time and place, and the controversial post-80s students went to society for a few years, and when they were confused about the future and began to miss their youth, this movie appeared, and at that time, the post-80s generation had the ability to consume, and they brought their companions to find youth, which is what people are extremely eager for, so that this movie finally sold more than 700 million.

This is a big affirmation of Zhao Wei's transformation from an actor to a director, I believe that she is also a post-80s generation who completed this movie with sincerity, which can be regarded as an explanation of her youth, drawing a mark, and moving forward.

I have to sigh from the bottom of my heart, many people have watched Xiaoyanzi's "Huanzhu Gege" grow up, and watched Xiaoyanzi's "To Youth" grow old.

This movie is adapted, and Song Zheng has won the film and television adaptation rights as early as 2007 when this film came out.

Last year, when Zhao Wei was preparing for his directorial debut, he thought of this book, but found that the film and television adaptation rights had already been pocketed by Song Zheng, for this reason, during this time, Zhao Wei was not annoyed by Song Zheng, basically calling every week, begging Song Zheng to let her shoot this story.

Originally, Song Zheng was still a little hesitant, after all, it was a few years earlier, what was Zhao Wei's skill, if he ruined this story, it would be worth the loss.

But this time, for the sake of Tong Liya, Song Zheng still decided to take out this story.

Of course, this time, Tong Liya is not going to play Shi Jie who has a glimpse in the story, but the goddess in the story, Ruan Guan.

In fact, in the story of "To Youth", Song Zheng feels that the closest person in life should be Li Weijuan, she has a line in the play, and Song Zheng still remembers it very clearly: "How difficult it is for me to get here from a small county, in order to be worthy of my hardship, I have to wait for the price to sell." ”

These words can represent the vast majority of college students from rural areas, and being admitted to university can be said to be their dream since childhood.

This is Li Weijuan's reality, she is a bit vulgar in the world, which can resonate with people, but cannot make people love it from the heart.

So, in this story, a perfect incarnation is needed to neutralize Li Weijuan's sophistication, so people saw that at the beginning of this movie, a beautiful and otherworldly woman appeared on campus, and the whole school exploded and shouted.

Everyone has a love for beauty, and Ruan Guan, who appeared brightly, attracted almost everyone's attention, the admiration of boys, and the envy and jealousy of girls.

When she meets people, she is an invincible "Ruan-style smile", which makes all the boys who admire her fall under her pomegranate skirt.

From the dormitory management department to Zheng Wei's lovelorn drinking with her, from her boyfriend's betrayal to a blind date a few years later, and then from natural beauty to fragrance and jade loss.

This is all verifying an old saying: why do you need to be jealous of the red face through the ages, and the red face has a thin life since ancient times.

Ruan Guan, the most admired woman in the whole film.

When Zhu Xiaobei asked about her ideals, she understated: "My ideals? I don't have any lofty ideals." I don't want the best, I just want comfort, my greatest ideal is to be immortal in youth."

Yes, who doesn't want to be immortal in youth, but the years will not let you go, how you treat her, she will do to you, and even worse.

Ruan Guan's admirable thing also lies in her timid and cowardly boyfriend, which is a typical example of sibling love.

The sudden visit of her boyfriend Zhao Shiyong made her more convinced that her wait was worth it, and it can be seen from the words she said to the flower giver that this kind of woman is an infatuated woman who can promise a lifetime once she loves.

She hurriedly pushed open the door, her face full of happiness and joy, and took out the winter scarf she had knitted for her boyfriend, perhaps she was thinking of her boyfriend's excitement at the moment.

However, caught off guard, Zhao Shiyong fell into her arms and knelt down to beg for forgiveness, Ruan Wan learned the truth, and her boyfriend's betrayal was like a thunderbolt from the blue.

Ordinary women, they must be hysterical and painful to beat and scold this negative man. However, she faced Zhao Shiyong's betrayal with her unique composure.

Zhao Shiyong is like a playful child, he will come to Ruan Guan when something happens, and Ruan Guan is like a rich old mother who wipes Zhao Shiyong's buttocks.

When she took Tan Xiaojing to have an abortion, when asked how she was so calm, she said casually: "What's the use of collapsing when things come to an end." ”

The spirit of generosity and tolerance is vividly displayed at this moment.

She sympathized with the pity of this neglected girl with low self-esteem, but there is a good saying, all poor people must have something to hate, Zhao Shiyong said that he drank too much wine and comforted Tan Xiaojing, and Tan Xiaojing said that it was Zhao Shiyong's kindness that hurt them both.

This is obviously a naked betrayal, but why do you have to say that it is some kind of ignorant kindness?

I got pregnant with other women's comfort, and I didn't know what to do, so I thought of asking my girlfriend for help, that is, Ruan Guan had the heart to face it calmly.

Tan Xiaojing came over to Ruan Guan before the operation and said, "Zhao Shiyong, he is not worthy of you", which can be said to be that she still has a little conscience.

At the train station, Ruan Wan said again: "Don't blame the past, don't make an example", vividly showed her kind of doting and indulgence to Zhao Shiyong, even if it was her boyfriend's betrayal, but in front of what she thought was true love, she still chose to forgive, because she loved the man in front of her deeply, she didn't want to give up her love, and involuntarily gave him a chance again and again, and a chance to hurt herself again and again.

When she sat on the train and cried heartbreakingly, her pretended strength collapsed in an instant, she also needed love, pain, and care, and these were things that Zhao Shi would never give.

So, at the graduation party, Zheng Wei, who fell out of love again, was drunk and roared to Ruan Guan in distress: "And you Ruan Guan, you can no longer get used to your family Zhao Shiyong, didn't you say okay, I will accompany you to work here after graduation, and now I haven't returned to my parents to work." ”

Ruan Guan is still as calm as ever: "When it comes to love, no woman has an IQ." ”

is such a short sentence, showing his attitude, for the sake of love, he will not hesitate to go to the soup.

After graduating, she entered a cruel society, when the car was speeding on the highway, and seeing Ruan Guan and Zhao Shiyong in the car, I believe everyone thought that Ruan Wan was still waiting for her love after all.

"I won't marry Zhao Shiyong, the moment I told him I was pregnant, he panicked, and my love for him was completely dead. ”

This is what Ruan Guan said to Zheng Wei in the hospital, expressing that he has made up his mind. After seeing Ruan Guan's "awakening", many people applauded it.

After a lapse of many days, Ruan Wan asked Zheng Wei to check his marriage, Zheng Wei asked Ruan Guan: "Do you love him?", Ruan Guan said with a little sadness but fortunately: "I have met six times, how much I can love, but he is very good to me, he is the same as me, all in order to find a marriage partner, although he has not been in contact with me for a long time, but I believe that he will be a good husband, he has proposed to me." ”

No one can live without anyone, leaving you The earth still turns, just when Ruan Guan's wedding was in full swing and unexpectedly prepared, a phone call that had long been forgotten broke the original silence.

When Ruan Guan tried on the wedding dress, Ruan Guan mentioned that he received a call from Zhao Shiyong last night, he heard that she was about to get married, and he called her mobile phone number from others, and wanted to invite her to watch the concert of the "Suede Band" that he had been fascinated with in college before she got married, which was a wish of their youth.

After hearing this, Zheng Wei asked impatiently, "Are you going to go?"

Ruan Guan's silence has already made an answer.

Zheng Wei roared again: "Do you still have dignity?"

Unexpectedly, Ruan Guan said calmly: "What can I do when I meet, and I didn't think about it." I thought I had forgotten about him, but when I got his call, I noticed that my heart was still beating. Maybe when I see him come back for the last time, I'll be able to live my life with all my heart, you know?"

The suddenness of the unfortified made her recall the bits and pieces of the past, since she couldn't let go, let's go. Give yourself the last willfulness, the last madness, the last struggle, the last struggle to real life, the last chance to each other, the last time to run desperately for love, even if the head is thrown and the blood flows, you must be arrogantly crazy to the end.

A truck sped by, and after a "bang", only the sound of brakes piercing the sky was left to scream in the night sky.

In the hospital, Zheng Wei felt unworthy of her death, and scolded angrily and distressedly: "Ruan Guan, you are the biggest fool in the world, I won't cry for you, you died for a little man, you are so worthless, you have sacrificed for love in your life, and now your goal has been achieved." You're satisfied, aren't you? You're happy, aren't you? You're going to make everyone who loves you hate you, and there's nothing else in this world but love? You're so selfish."

Yes, Ruan Wan is so selfish, for the sake of her little love, she has forever left those who love her, care about her, and care about her.

This is a dreamlike woman, as if it should not exist in the real world, and the author uses a lot of pen and ink to depict this woman, perhaps just because of the inner yearning for beauty.

Although in the whole movie, the role of Ruan Guan is not the first heroine, and her role is far less than that of Zheng Wei, who loves and hates with two men, but when it comes to brilliance, her appearance can even cover up Zheng Wei as the heroine.

handing over this role to Tong Liya is Song Zheng's first compensation to Tong Liya, and it is the regret that he can't give her a wedding.

As for the heroine, uh~~~~~~~ it's Tang Yan!

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