127 Only I can deny it!
Yes, he doesn't know how to face Jenny, not only because normal people can't reason with idiots, but more importantly, he doesn't know where Jenny's beliefs come from, how she did it so firmly, why he and others still can't destroy her after saying those excessive words, the JS army can't destroy her if it's so wildly bombarded, since he announced the start of his campaign, Jenny's Twitter and Facebook**** Night after night, he was insulted by a group of perverts and unscrupulous, and some guys who were too spoof even made a picture stitching without limit. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Maybe the fragile person has committed suicide, but she is still not destroyed, she is still helping those she thinks are in need.
Li Colin realized that for a girl, she was no less mentally tortured than herself.
"How did you do it, Jenny, are you a Leo too......" Li Colin's voice finally slowed down a bit.
"I just said in the morning, I'm a Pisces and you're a Scorpio. Jenny said with concern and sincerity, "I know Scorpios, they are indeed different from ordinary people, and because of this, they are more likely to be annihilated in loneliness and suffering. Too sharp a contradiction can divide Scorpio and ruin themselves in a dilemma. β
"Don't talk this zodiac, don't try to show how much you understand me. Li Colin avoided Jenny's gaze, "I'm a little tangled, I'm not sure if the goal I'm striving for is worth my struggle, and I'm not sure if the people I'm giving to can afford my efforts." I'm not as stupid as you Jenny, I have to settle accounts before I do things, that black man is so stupid that he thinks I'm Hitler when he looks at the river, and to be honest, I really wish I was Hitler now, so I can ask the Nazi Guards to just throw him into a concentration camp and be poisoned!"
"You won't be Colin, you're a good person, it's just a matter of lip service, if you really kill someone, you'll have nightmares for the rest of your life, you don't dare to do this. β
"I admit it, I'm not a bad person, but I'm not also a good person Jenny......" Li Colin covered his face and covered his eyes, he didn't want Jenny to see his fragile side when he died, Jenny was right, he didn't want to kill people, and he didn't dare to kill people, although he didn't have a clear belief, but he really didn't want to desecrate his life, but now he seems to be doing this.
Li Colin was a little difficult to restrain himself, like a child who couldn't restrain himself from crying in his mother's arms because he didn't get 100 points because he was sloppy, he covered his face and choked up slightly and said, "They are forcing me to be a complete bastard...... Everything I've been through tells me that it's a jerk world, and we're going to deal with some jerks the way we do it. Jenny, idiot Jenny, my most hated Jenny...... I don't want to be a bad person, but I don't want to be a good person who is bullied......"
"But you must not be an ugly villain. Jenny gently grabbed Lee Collin's arm again, her conviction that no one had ever needed the help of another so much, "and Eric is trying to make you ugly." β
"That's politics. You are a woman's kindness, and you will die without a body, and you will be eaten by those cold people. The only reason that black man dared to hit me with a bottle of wine was that I was so merciful, and I forgave that idiot named Lindsay. β
"Can you hear me tell me another version of the story?"
"No, you can't!"
Jenny naturally didn't care if she could or not.
"He is a black man who lives at the bottom, living in fear all the time, he doesn't know where his future lies, he only lives one day at a time. He doesn't have an excellent family, he doesn't have a smart mind, he doesn't even have a strong body like other black people, he is bullied by others all day long, exploited by others, discriminated against by others, he is angry, but he can't express it, he is so desperate for the United States, he doesn't even know that the president is a black man. To this day, he accidentally sees you on TV, and you swear that you are Hitler, and maybe River has edited something else to make it look like you, Hitler, are targeting blacks, not Jews. He's angry, he can't change everything, he knows he's a pathetic man, he doesn't know what to do, he doesn't even have friends, the only thing he can do is drink a lot of wine and wait for you here, he wants to scold you, he can't understand why Hitler can run for election, maybe you will deprive blacks of their last chance to work. He drank too much, and eventually he saw your car, which was so huge, so luxurious, so untouchable, he was never a calm man, he was not a sane person, he couldn't bear to smash the bottle on your car, this is him, his life, what he did, he didn't have a chance to understand who you are, he didn't have a chance to understand your political philosophy, he just knew, you admitted that you were Hitler, and River misled him and made him think that you would slaughter black people. β
Jenny breathed a sigh of relief, she didn't even believe she could say it on the fly, so fluently, so naturally, it looked like the real thing.
"Hmm......" O'Neill let out a soft groan.
Is it tears !! are slipping from the corners of his eyes, are they tears of remorse or tears of emotion!
Don't be like this O'Neill, you are the person I trust the most, don't be polluted by the Holy Light Cult!
Li Colin must hold on to the last position: "You are Jenny, in other words, he is an idiot, he doesn't work hard, he is unemployed, he commits crimes, he is a bedbug." β
"Perhaps, but since you consider a person in the most despicable way, why don't you allow me to do it in a noble way?"
"The noble way is called the kindness of a woman, and the utter foolishness is utterly foolish. People who think like you are dead, their names are not even remembered, and they may have been labelled as big bads and written in history textbooks. β
"Wrong Colin, you're really wrong this time, very wrong. Jenny's hair seemed to be about to float up, about to ascend to heaven, "The noblest, the most selfless, the greatest man, has lived precisely to the present, at this moment, no one has ever lived so long and can be so great." β
"Oh...... No, no, no, fuck your ......" Li Colin wants to resist, he doesn't want to hear that name, don't!
"I must tell you, that man's name is Jesus. β
"Wait, you're wrong Jenny, you said Jesus was a man, not a god, and if the medieval Catholic Church was still around, you would have been burned with sticks stuck in a stick!"
"What I don't understand is you Colin, the Lord is God, Jesus is a man, a man who really exists, who has helped many people, his nobility cannot be described in words, people worship him as God. β
"Don't talk about it anymore, no one can shake my attitude towards religion, and even if I have to believe it, I choose Taishang Laojun or Shakyamuni. β
"You know, Colin, I've never met Jehovah, I prayed to him so devoutly when I was a child, I did all the good deeds, I helped everyone I met, I gave my pocket money to the homeless, I gave my lunch to the school cleaners, I did so many good deeds, I only wished that God would arrange a beautiful encounter, and I only wished that when I was 18 years old, a prince charming would come and pick me up for my birthday. β
"But Billy Herrington didn't come!"
"No, no one came, no one came to my birthday party, they all hated me, pretended to accept the invitation, and in the end they didn't come, and they looked at me together and laughed at me, how stupid, how lonely, how annoying. Jenny said softly, "This is God's 18th birthday present, it was my birthday party alone, Roger found out all this when he picked me up at nine o'clock in the evening, he asked me why I didn't ask him to help, why I cried alone for a night, I told him that I wasn't sure if the God I had always believed in existed." β
"So from now on you don't believe in gods or demons, but only in Billy!"
"When I went back, I soaked in the library, soaked in the church, went to look for God, even if there was a clue, I needed a sustenance, I needed someone to tell me that my devout efforts were not for nothing. β
"Finally you've found Billy's DVD!"
"Finally I found a picture of Jesus edifying the world, I have never seen such a kind, sincere, wise expression, no great painter can imagine such an expression, I firmly believe that there was once a man called Jesus, who brought faith. β
"Billy also brings faith, and the JS legion is also a faith!"
"I don't want to say things like 'God is in my heart,' even I think it's too strong, I just want to say that there is always something that has given me life, given me beauty, given me responsibility, and I will fulfill my responsibility and carry out my faith until the last moment-"
"I believe in the beauty of everything, just as Eric sees through all the ugliness, I will try to make the world a better place, just as Eric will use the world to satisfy his own selfishness, I will burn my life until the last moment, just as Eric will use life until the last moment. β
"Whether it's Colin's insults or the JS legion's humiliation, it's their choice at a certain time, not very wise, not very kind, and I will tolerate and help them until they realize that the world is not what they imagined. I will not be cynical and self-defeating, drifting with the crowd or complicit in these accusations and insults. If no Creator comes forward and tells me that I am wrong before the end of my lifeβ"
Holy Light ...... The Light is coming...... It's going to blow up......
Jenny's light shattered, and a million flashlights on her body turned on at the same time: "Then it's only me who can't tell me!" (To be continued.) )