Chapter 182: Fear

The toe touched the shoe cabinet, and the pain made Ruan Soft wake up, looked down at the key in his hand, and found that he had opened the door and entered the house at some point.

Putting away the umbrella and putting it aside, she hurriedly changed her slippers and walked to the living room in a trance. What happened today? And when we parted...... ,

"Ruan Ruan, you came back so early, did you buy the sweater?"

As soon as he walked into the living room, there was a sudden sound of inquiry in his ears, Ruan Ruan turned around, and saw a figure flash in at the kitchen door, only to find that his mother was also at home.

"No, I didn't buy it, next time I'll buy it with Xiaonan. She turned her face away in response, and when she saw a red face reflected from the glass next to her, she picked up her face in a panic and immediately turned around and ran to the room.

When she entered the bedroom, she locked the door, as if she was afraid that her mother would still be able to come in, she leaned against the door, bent over and gasped for breath.

After a while, the door was pushed down from the outside, and when I found that it was not pushed, my mother's voice came in again through the door, "Ruan Ruan, what are you doing locking the door?"

"Is it locked?" Ruan Ruan calmed down her nervousness, trying to keep her voice as usual, "I'm so tired, I want to sleep for a while, and I have to go to Xiaonan's house to do my homework in the afternoon." ”

"It's really childish the bigger it gets. Take off your clothes and go to sleep, don't take too long, and set your own alarm clock. Mom laughed outside and continued, "I made the soup and put it in the pot." When you go to Xiao Nan's house in the evening, remember to bring it with you and drink it hot at night. ”

Okay, I got it. Ruan Ruan pressed his chest and replied angrily.

"Okay, I'll put the soup pot on the dining room table. Your dad went to the Shonan branch, and I have to take stock of the store here today, I'm too busy, so I have to go. As he spoke, his mother's footsteps walked away.

After a while, I faintly heard the sound of the living room door closing. Ruan Ruan couldn't hold her body anymore, her legs were weak and she leaned against the door and sat on the floor, her chest pressed hard, as if something was about to struggle to jump out, making her breathing unsmooth.

What did you say when you were separated? He said that he would not avoid him in the future?

I didn't want to hide from anyone, I just didn't want to be seen by him. And, why let him see.

He hasn't recruited him or provoked him, why should he like and like himself. It's so young, it's just the age of the first year of high school, dating or something, only those bad students think about it. Therefore, if he promised not to say those things nonsense in the future, he could no longer hide from him as before. No, it's to let him see himself once in a while!

I forgot to make it clear to him just now, and in the future, he is not allowed to call his name like that, nor to speak to himself in that tone, let alone look at himself with that look, otherwise, otherwise......

Ruan Ruan held his hot ears and shyly held his hot cheeks.

What to do? This is a plot that I often see in books, I often see on TV. I usually use it to make fun of Xiaonan, but it happened to me.

Pretend to sleep in the living room of Xiao Nan's house. When you find him crouching in front of you looking at yourself, when you hear him shouting his name like that, when you feel his hand floating on your face, when you find that he is afraid of waking himself up and holding his breath. At those times, it was guessed, but not very sure.

Avoiding him at school these days. Hearing that he was going to Xiao Nan, he deliberately avoided it. The last time I went to Shonan to cheer for Xiaonan's competition, I actually knew that he might go, and the reason why I also went was because I wanted to see him a little. I just want to help Xiaonan cheer.

In the afternoon, at the gate of Anyuan Shopping Mall, I saw him running out of it, and I saw him shouting his name and rushing over to pull Meng Lin's hand.

At that moment, I knew I couldn't deceive myself anymore. Yes, as he guessed before, he should like himself.

Hi, hi, like!

Ruan Ruan closed her hot eyes tightly, shrunk her shoulders, and buried her little head deep in her bent legs.

What a stupid guy, how could he have an umbrella with other boys, how could he walk with boys, and even more unlikely that he would hold hands with any boys! Although he misunderstood because of the change of clothes, this cannot be forgiven. In his heart, is he such a girl! It's so annoying, I have to write it down, and kick him more when I see him next time!

Thinking of the moment he rushed out in a panic, there was a little distress in my heart, just a little bit, because I had never seen him show such a sad expression before. There is also a little sweetness that comes from nowhere, is he mistakenly thinking that it is himself, so he is so nervous and sad?!

In addition, there was a little bit of unhappiness in his heart, but it was not because he saw him grab Meng Lin's hand, nor because he saw him hold Meng Lin's hand so tightly and for so long. I'm not happy, yes, it's because Meng Lin already has a boyfriend, and he still goes to arrest others, so I'm not ashamed!

Later, somehow, I went down to give him an umbrella in a dizzy head, and then went to the pavilion with him, and then came back.

Ruan Ruan got up from the ground, swept his eyes to the small pink cardboard box in the corner, and threw himself on the bed with hot eyes, then wrapped his whole body tightly with a quilt, pulled the quilt to cover his face, and quietly glanced over.

The gloves that he borrowed for Christmas were hidden in a cardboard box. Later, he said that he wanted to return him, but he forgot about it several times, and after the matter of pretending to sleep in the living room of Xiaonan's house that night passed, he couldn't pay it back. Always put it under the sofa cushion in the living room, for fear of being accidentally discovered by my parents, and finally put it in my own room, hiding in a place that I won't often see.

Like a fool himself, he should have found out that he held his hand twice in a row on Christmas night.

No, he should have found out that time when he "accidentally" wiped his tears from the downstairs of his rented apartment.

No, yes......

Ah~ Ruan Ruan suddenly lifted the quilt and sat up, her eyes widened.

That time Xiaonan's cousin celebrated his birthday, and before he went on stage to sing the song "I Want to Be with You" in the hotel, he once said to himself, "Remember, it's because of you and I that I went." At the time, I thought he was for that glass of orange juice, did he mean that?!

That's right, that's right, he also sang "A Certain Year and a Month" and "How Happy I Would Be If It Were You", thinking that he wanted to sing to Xiaonan alone in private, but it turned out that he had only heard it until now, and he was stupid enough to promise him that he would keep it secret.

Don't...... Don't......

Thinking of some song titles, remembering the lyrics in it that looked ashamed, Ruan's soft eyes were covered with layers of shy and angry crystalline water.

That guy is dead, he has always regarded himself as a fool, and he will definitely feel that he is a fool in private! Obviously, every time he expresses himself so obviously, he has said to himself a few times that he doesn't like Xiao Nan, but he is still confused! Otherwise, he won't let him like himself.

What about yourself?

It's not that he likes or dislikes him, he must not like him! That guy is the worst, since he likes himself, why do he always make himself angry, since he likes himself, why do he always quarrel with himself, and since he likes himself, why do he ......

I don't know when it started.,School、After school, I look forward to meeting him.,At school, I'll often look at him when he's not around.,At home, I'll occasionally think about it.。 Of course, the reason for this is because I want to quarrel with him, not because of anything else!

I came home from four o'clock and rolled in bed until seven o'clock. When wrapped in the quilt and accidentally glanced at the alarm clock on the desk, Ruan Ruan suddenly remembered that her father would come back late when she went to Xiangnan today, and her mother was busy in the optical store, and she was going to Xiaonan's house in the evening.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Lin An covered his hungry stomach and remembered that dinner had not yet been eaten. After sending Ruan Ruan home, he has been lying on the sofa in a daze when he comes back, thinking about what Ruan Ruan will think about this afternoon's "confession" when he arrives home, and what kind of reaction Ruan Ruan will have in the future......

After getting up and going through the drawers, finding a few packs of snacks, he was about to make do with his stomach first, and suddenly heard the doorbell ring quickly, and he walked over to open the door in confusion.

Ruan Ruan was holding a wet umbrella with raindrops in her hair. When she saw Lin An open the door and appear, her red eyes immediately rolled out with big teardrops, and she stepped forward in fear and grabbed the hem of Lin An's clothes, sobbing and crying, "Lin An, go and save Xiaonan!".

(To be continued......) R1292