"I still feel it, although the two of us have been friends for so long, but there are some things I still hope that the two of us can have some distance, after all, there are some people who will misunderstand the relationship between the two of us. ”

After Hu Hansan said so much, he found that Zhao Yuhan still didn't have any response, and Hu Hansan finally couldn't help but say those concerns in his heart.

At the beginning, after Zhao Lingfeng knew about this matter, he also sent some questions to Hu Hansan, and even asked Hu Hansan if this matter was true, and even guessed that Zhao Yuhan was actually Hu Hansan's girlfriend.

All of this made Hu Hansan a little embarrassed, if Zhao Yuhan stayed in his hotel all the time, it would only make others feel that there was some unusual relationship between the two of them, but Hu Hansan didn't want the pure friendship between the two of them to be tarnished with this.

"You don't have to feel so entangled, I've lived with you for so long, I'm not afraid of what others will say about me, what are you worried about here? ”

After Zhao Yuhan said this, Hu Hansan understood even more that no matter what kind of words he would say next, it would be of no use to Zhao Yuhan at all, because Zhao Yuhan had already decided in his heart to continue to stay in his hotel.

Even if it is Hu Hansan, he feels that this matter is not very proper, and Zhao Yuhua still will not change his original thoughts, but Hu Hansan feels that Zhao Yuhan is also like this, and the more he continues to do it, there will be some big problems.

Hu Hansan had been used by others to hurt Zhao Lingfeng before, but now Hu Hansan will never do some vigilant work in his daily life like before, and will not do anything to hurt Zhao Lingfeng.

So now, even if Zhao Yuhan takes Hu Hansan's home, Hu Hansan still thinks that this matter must be investigated clearly, otherwise, Zhao Yuhan will never continue to stay by his side, Hu Hansan can understand that even if he has a different mood for Zhao Yuhan, but for Hu Hansan, Zhao Lingfeng is the most important.

"Yuhan, we haven't seen each other for nearly four years now, I want to ask you what you've done these days? ”

Hu Hansan now just wants to know what Zhao Yuhan is coming here for? If he simply wants to catch up with his old friend, then Hu Hansan is really welcome.

But if he really has some other aspirations for Zhao Lingfeng, then Hu Hansan will really only regard Zhao Yuhan as his opponent and will not have any deep dealings with him.

Hu Hansan knows very well what the real reason is why he has been playing with his feelings all these years, but it does not mean that he can now face the opportunity to solve this matter and can not waver.

"Are you investigating now? How do I feel that you seem to be hostile to me? Is there something I have done to make you feel uncomfortable, and if so, you can just bring it up. ”

"I can understand, after all, we haven't seen each other for so many years, and suddenly I came to your door and asked you to help me definitely have some trouble, but if you really think it's inappropriate for the two of us to live together, you can just say it. ”

How could Zhao Yuhan not know Hu Hansan's true thoughts in his heart, but in this situation, it was absolutely impossible for Zhao Yuhan to leave Hu Hansan's apartment, because this might be the only chance to see Zhao Lingfeng.

Although the two of them knew each other that in the face of friends, if they tried to guess like this, it would only destroy the friendship between the two of them, but the two of them still couldn't do it to the point of being honest.

Zhao Yuhan understood that what Hu Hansan said just now was completely testing himself, and Hu Hansan also knew that Zhao Yuhan came to him this time, and it was definitely not so simple, but neither of them would say the true purpose, so they could only scratch their boots on the surface.

"How could you think that? I just wanted to ask you what you had been doing all these years, and you didn't know that I had tried to contact you all these years, but nothing came of it. ”

"And I feel sorry in my heart, especially at Anward's funeral that day, I admit that I said something to you that I shouldn't have said, and I hope you can forgive me for what I did before. ”

Hu Hansan has been able to understand that Zhao Yuhan will not tell himself his true purpose no matter what, but Hu Hansan can't really hide all his thoughts from the past.

If a person is not a sage, how can he not have his own emotions, not to mention that in the face of people who really gave some feelings at the beginning, how could Hu Hansan be indifferent and put all those things that happened in his memory.

"Over the years, I have also traveled a lot of places, and experienced a lot of things, and began to slowly understand that what you said that day is not without any truth, I can understand that emotions are a beast for people, and sooner or later they will devour the essence of people, so I don't blame you for what you did that day. ”

"I'm done, I'll go back to my room first. ”

Zhao Yuhan really didn't have any mood after hearing Hu Hansan talk about the previous things, and continued to eat like this with Hu Hansan, so he had to go back to his room.

And Hu Hansan can also clearly feel that Zhao Yuhan's emotions seem to be a little abnormal, so it is no longer easy to continue.

But when Zhao Yuhan returned to his room, he was in a quiet environment alone, and began to recall those past events, Zhao Yuhan recalled that time three years ago, although he had been in a British aristocratic family.

But Zhao Yuhan has the responsibility to protect a person, and he doesn't have any freedom of his own at all, and he revolves around Anwar every day, and as for other choices, Zhao Yuhan has never been able to bear it.

Originally, Zhao Yuhan thought that as a patron saint, maybe this life would be like this, and he would spend it plainly, but although Anwar said that he did not give Zhao Yuhan freedom, he gave Zhao Yuhan a lot of things that others could not give, even love.

This made Zhao Yuhan think that maybe his life would really be very happy, but he didn't expect that after Anwald stepped into college life, he met Hu Hansan, and also introduced Zhao Yuhan to him.

It was precisely because of what happened that day that Zhao Yuhan felt that his life might have some different colors, and he began to try to be friends with Hu Hansan, but he didn't expect that Anwald seemed to realize that Zhao Yuhan had some differences.

Every time Hu Hansan came to Anward's house, Zhao Yuhan would be in a state of excitement, and he would spend time trying to dress himself, which looked in Anward's eyes, making Anward feel that there was a thorn in his heart.

And Anwald grew up with Zhao Yuhan from childhood to adulthood, and has always regarded Zhao Yuhan as his future destination, but he didn't expect that after the appearance of Hu Hansan, Zhao Yuhan's whole person no longer seems to belong to him.

This made Anwar unable to bear this matter, and even one day, Zhao Yuhan, who had never been out of Anward's house, hoped to get Zhao Yuhan's help because Hu Hansan had some problems.

This made Zhao Yuhan go out of Anward's house many times, and because Zhao Yuhan was not by Anward's side, Anward was hurt and stayed away from this world.

But Zhao Yuhan did not tell Hu Hansan all these things, but let Hu Hansan criticize Zhao Yuhan for a while at Anward's funeral, and even thought that it was because of Zhao Yuhan that he lost a good friend.

Zhao Yuhan has been suffering from these pains all his life, originally Shao Yuhan could have had a family when Anwald was alive, but since Anwald left, Zhao Yuhan has been driven out of Anward's family and is homeless.

Although it is said that for a patron saint like Zhao Yuhan, there is no need to carry the concept of home at all, but there is still some gap between the occurrence of these things and for Zhao Yuhan.

No one understands what Zhao Yuhan has experienced in these days on the day of Anward's death? Even Hu Hansan has a certain distance from Zhao Yuhan because of Anward's trend, and there is no way to continue to be friends like before. This is also the reason why the two of them have not had any contact over the years.

Hu Hansan also deeply blamed himself in his heart, but found that no matter how he developed in the future, there was no way to go back to the past. Therefore, this is also the reason why Zhao Yuhan will not say his truest thoughts to Zhao Yuhan even if he is in Hu Hansan's apartment.

Some people may have been destined to be together because they missed each other at the beginning. But Amano may give them a new chance to meet each other.

However, it is in heaven to plan things, and it is up to people to make things happen.