"It's all in the past, what's the use of you talking about it again, and then exploring it? What have you done, don't you know?" Tang Wan didn't say.

"What have I done?" The amnesia was too scary for me to say.

"Have you forgotten?" Tang Wan looked at me with some incredulity.

"There are some things I don't remember very well, tell me about them. "I suddenly wondered why I married Tong Wangjun, a woman I didn't even know before high school, why did I marry her and have two children.

According to Chen Ke's age, when Tong Wangjun was pregnant with her, I was only 18 years old, which happened to be the third year of high school.

"Chen Jin, you have really changed, I didn't expect you to become like this, you don't have the courage to bear what you have done, you shouldn't ask me about this matter, you should ask Tong Wangjun, the person you hurt is not me, it's her. Tang Wan still didn't say.

I was silent, Tang Wan refused to say, I couldn't force her to say those things.

"Drink less in the future, drink too much and make mistakes, and some mistakes cannot be made up even if it takes a lifetime. Tang Wan stood up, she was leaving.

"You take the money, I don't need it. I pointed to the money on the coffee table and said to Tang Wan.

"That's your money, you made a great contribution to the critical public relations of the charity fund one day, and Wu Yiqiu asked about you when he called me a few days ago. You deserve 100,000 yuan. Tang Wan said, she took 5,000 yuan from the table, "I'll take this money, this is your salary advanced from me." You don't owe me anymore, you don't have to feel sorry. ”

Tang Wan left, I sat on the sofa, staring at the 40,000 yuan on the coffee table, my head was a little blank. I don't believe that Tang Wan just came to send me money, maybe she wanted to see me and use this way to apologize.

After putting the money away, I lay on the railing of the balcony and smoked silently, and I became more and more sure that I must have done something bad to Tong Wangjun, and this matter had something to do with alcohol, and it was probably after I got drunk at my high school party.

After smoking, I made a call to Tong Wangjun: "How is the account matter?"

"Okay, I'll bring back the original hukou to you when I go back to the city in a few days. Tong Wangjun said that the two children's hukou has been transferred to Wuchang.

"You don't have to come, I'll go to your place to get the hukou, I'll book the ticket later, and I'll call you when I arrive." I said.

Tong Wangjun seemed to hesitate, and after a while, he said, "Okay, come here, just take you to Ake's school to have a look." ”

After hanging up the phone, I got on the computer and booked a train ticket to Wuchang. I didn't take anything with me when I went out, so I brought a pack of cigarettes and a lighter.

When I arrived at Wuchang Railway Station, I sent another message to Tong Wangjun, asking her to send me the specific address, and I went to find her.

"You're waiting at the train station, I'll pick you up later. "Tong Wangjun sent me a message.

I got out of the train station and smoked boredly outside the train station, waiting for Tong Wangjun.

About an hour later, just when I was thinking about whether I didn't wait and took the car directly to find Tong Wangjun, a Volvo drove to the train station, and I could see at a glance that it was Xu Heng's car, and I walked over.

The window rolled down, and Xu Heng was the only one in the window: "Get in the car." ”

I was a little awkward, and I felt a little embarrassed: "Why are you alone, Tong Wangjun?"

"She's a little bit busy, she didn't come, I'll come to pick you up. Xu Heng said with a smile, "Let's go have a meal later, I have already booked the hotel." ”

The attitude of a master made me feel very unhappy, but Xu Heng had already driven over, and I couldn't let him empty the car, and I would take the car to find Tong Wangjun by myself, so I could only sit in the car silently.

"I'll come to pick you up, are you feeling uncomfortable?" Xu Heng suddenly took the initiative to speak.

"A little bit. "I don't deny it.

"Hehe, I understand. Xu Heng smiled and didn't care.

"What can you understand?" I don't think Xu Heng and I have a common language.

"Wangjun is your ex-wife, although the two of you are divorced now, but when you see her with other men, there will be some diaphragms in your heart, if it were me, I would be like this, but slowly you will get used to it. Xu Heng said.

"You really know. I said with a blank face.

"To be honest, you are really not suitable for Wangjun, what she wants is the kind of motivated life, the other half who is constantly struggling, what you are looking for is comfort, you two are fundamentally people with different personalities, sooner or later conflicts will break out together, I wonder how the two of you came together?" Xu Heng said.

"Didn't she tell you?" I asked him.

"No, I never ask about these things. I don't care about her past, I want her present, she's a very motivated woman, and I like her. Xu Heng suddenly glanced back at me, "Don't you think conquering such a woman is a great sense of accomplishment for a man?"

"You're with her to conquer her?" I said.

"What do you think is wrong? Men are born to conquer everything, Wangjun gave me this impulse, I think it is very interesting, life is supposed to be like this, challenge the impossible, conquer one mountain after another. Xu Heng said his outlook on life.

I'm a little worried about Tong Wangjun in my heart, does she know Xu Heng's thoughts?

Treat love as a conquest, Xu Heng's thoughts are good or bad for Tong Wangjun, I am not sure in my heart.

At least for me, love is not conquest, love should be mutual understanding, mutual understanding, combined to make each other feel happy and happy, this is love.

When the car arrived at a hotel, I got out of the car, but Xu Hengren didn't get down in the driving position, and said to me through the window: "You wait here for a while, I'll pick up Wangjun." ”

After finishing speaking, without waiting for me to speak, Xu Heng drove away directly.

Looking at the Volvo in the distance, I felt the urge to scold, he must have done it on purpose. Volvo sits three people, and two children are no problem at all, but Xu Heng left me in the hotel and went to pick up Tong Wangjun alone, which is too villainous.

I didn't know the private room number, so I could only stand at the door of the hotel alone, silently smoking a cigarette and looking at the passing vehicles, constantly asking myself, will Tong Wangjun be happy with Xu Heng?

For women, marriage after marriage is not precipitation, but withering and depleting. If Tong Wangjun chooses the wrong one more time, the rest of his life will probably be full of pain.

I don't want the people around me to suffer.

After waiting for about half an hour, when the sky gradually darkened, Volvo came to the door of the hotel again, Xu Heng got out of the car and glanced at me: "Why don't you stand at the door of the hotel and not go up?"

"You left me here, and the private room number didn't tell me, where am I going?" Xu Heng's behavior was a bit villainous, and I asked rhetorically.

"Well, I forgot, I went to pick up Wangjun, as well as Ake, Xiaole and the three of them, I was in a hurry, and I forgot to tell you the private room number. But you can't be so stupid, you can stand here all the time, you can go and ask the waiter, or call me to ask, have you been here for half an hour?

"Probably. "I looked up at the hotel and it was really atmospheric.

It was not the first time that Xu Heng had spoken to me in such a tone, and I was too lazy to argue with him.

"It doesn't matter, in Wuchang in the future, I will receive you with Wangjun, take you around, take a turn, take a look at the big city, and broaden your horizons, which will also help you do business and your outlook on life and values. Xu Heng walked in front like a master and greeted me, "Let's go, I'll take you in, don't be embarrassed, as long as you have money, you have confidence, you will be looked down upon wherever you go, and star-rated hotels are nothing more than that." ”

During the meal, Tong Wangjun took out the household registration and gave it to me: "Let's see if there are any problems?"

It was just a few pieces of paper, and I looked at it and put it in my pocket.

After eating, Xu Heng drove us to the aristocratic school again, he had something to do, said hello to Tong Wangjun and drove away, I hugged Chen Le, Tong Wangjun held Chen Ke, and we walked around the school together.

"Did I do something sorry for you?" Chen Ke pulled Chen Le to the front to play, and I suddenly asked Tong Wangjun.