Chapter 28: The Man in My Heart

Xu Xunsheng's eyes were a little hot, and when he looked up at the dazzling lights above the stage, he had already suppressed the wetness. She turned her head to see that several older boys had tears in their eyes. And Cen Ye's eyes were the lightest, what was faintly flickering, and he couldn't see whether it was tears or light.

This is the most crucial and thrilling victory won by the twilight since its establishment.

Everything after that night was noisy and trance-like for them. On stage, he received great praise and comments from the judges, cheered by the audience, and saw some people happy and some crying. The Haig Paradox didn't know when they left, they were eliminated. Even the solid and fat band sitting in the audience, another solid and fat band that broke into the finals, looked at Chaodui, although his face was cold and did not look kind, but his eyes were clearly full of nervousness and awe......

When the dust settled, it was already more than eleven o'clock at night, and they still took the broken pickup truck they borrowed, and in the siege of the fans, it was a little difficult but more than that, they left the venue proudly.

This time, there was one more Xu Xunsheng sitting in the passenger seat, and the others were stuffed in the back row. Everyone was very excited, and gradually came back to their senses, and began to comment on tonight's events.

Huizi said: "Heger's paradox is bull~force, the most bullishness ~ force in Xiangcheng, but who told them to meet us who are more bullish today, hahaha......"

Zhang Haize mentioned while driving: "Teacher Xu, you and Ono played very well, did the two of you secretly rehearse?"

These words made the carriage quiet, Xu Xunsheng said: "There is no ......" Cen Ye in the back row has sneered: "With my and her skills, do you still need to rehearse secretly?

Zhang Tianyao sat behind Xu Xunsheng, but he didn't smile. The pickup truck was bumpy and bumpy, Cen Ye and him were separated by Zhao Tan, laughing and scolding all the time, and occasionally saying a few words to Xu Xunsheng, although she didn't look back and didn't talk much, but as long as he asked, she always answered.

Zhang Tianyao looked out the window, the lights also swayed with the car, the window was halfway open, the cold wind poured in, everyone didn't feel cold, only Zhang Tianyao noticed that Xu Xunsheng tightened his neck and surrounded his face with a scarf.

"Brother Hai, close the window. Zhang Tianyao said.

Zhang Hai hadn't moved yet, and Huizi had already protested: "How boring is that, what's the matter?"

Zhang Tianyao said lightly: "Someone is cold. ”

Everyone reacted, and they all looked at Xu Xunsheng, and Huizi laughed out loud for fear that the world would not mess up: "Yo, Yaozi, you really care about our Xu ......" Before he finished speaking, he was patted on the head by Zhao Tan.

Zhang Hai smiled slightly and closed the window.

"I'm fine. Xu Xunsheng said.

Cen Ye also noticed it at this time, glanced at her from behind, and said, "Turn it off, Lao Tzu is also a little cold, grass." ”

After all, it took too much effort tonight, and everyone gradually quieted down, and some people yawned a few times in a row. This part of the way, no one spoke. Cen Ye's roar was too hard, his throat was painful, his heart was refreshing, he leaned back, pressed his head on Zhao Tan's shoulder and began to nap.

Zhao Tan: "Fuck, squeeze me to death, rely on your sister, Lao Tzu is not your man." ”

Cen Ye stuck to him like kraft candy, and he didn't move. Zhao Tan couldn't help it, sighed, leaned back in disgust, and began to squint.

Xu Xunsheng glanced back, and when he saw them sleeping roughly, he couldn't help but smile. She wasn't sleepy, and it was impossible for a girl to fall asleep in their car, regardless of her image. She looked out the window at the streamer-like lights, and her mind suddenly froze.

It was only a few minutes before her hand, which had fallen to the edge of her chair, was suddenly pulled back. The hand was big, hot, sweaty, and very hard, and held her firmly. Xu Xunsheng was startled and looked down at his right hand.

Somehow, the hand squeezed from behind from behind the gap between the back of the seat and the door, and clenched it tightly, as if with some kind of emotion that could not be suppressed, quiet, but fierce. Xu Xunsheng's heart was beating like this, everything was quiet, Xiao Ye even heard a slight snoring sound, and Zhang Hai beside her also looked ahead, not noticing the clues in this corner. There was no light next to the chair, and it was dim and dim, only two entangled and struggling hands could be seen.

Xu Xunsheng pulled his hand out hard, his hand was more stubborn, he grabbed it tighter, her hand hurt, and he was still pulling her hand back, as if he was going to pull it into his arms, although he obviously couldn't get over it at all, but he just had to work hard, all the time. Xu Xunsheng turned his head suddenly, and through the air raid on the back of the chair, he saw an unfamiliar face. Zhang Tianyao's face was in the dark, smiling slightly, but the smile was forceful, with a little sadness, and with a lot of stubborn desire. The eyes that are bright on weekdays are also thick and heavy at the moment, and they can't see clearly.

Xu Xunsheng used the nail of his other hand to pinch the back of his hand a few times, and he was about to see blood marks. He was in pain, or hesitated, and finally let go, Xu Xunsheng took the opportunity to take his hand back, put it on his chest, and looked at the few red marks, his heartbeat was still anxious.

Then I heard him chuckle behind him and let out a "hey", Xu Xunsheng's anger rose in his heart in an instant, and when he looked up, the front was not far from the studio, and she shouted: "Stop!"

This shout woke up the whole vehicle, and Zhang Tianyao behind him was silent. Zhang Hai braked sharply and turned his head to look at her: "Teacher Xu, what's wrong?"

Xu Xunsheng pushed open the door and went down.

Cen Ye just opened his eyes, saw her figure flashing, sat up straight all of a sudden, and shouted, "Where are you going?"

Xu Xunsheng ignored it.

A carload of people looked at each other, Zhang Tianyao stared at her back firmly, like waterfall hair, slender waist, beautiful long legs, and remembered her and Cen Ye's ensemble on the stage tonight. Suddenly, a pinprick-like pain rushed into my heart. And out of the corner of his eye, he also caught a glimpse of Cen Ye next to him, who also kept staring at her back.

Zhang Tianyao didn't stop doing anything, pulled the car door, and jumped down. As a result, I heard Cen Ye's voice ask in a very cold voice, "What did you do to her just now?"

The car was full of people looking at each other, Zhang Tianyao stopped suddenly, turned his head, and sneered: "It's your business!" He raised a kick and kicked on the car door, Zhang Hai scolded: ", what are you kicking the car for?" Zhang Tianyao ignored it, looked at Xu Xunsheng in front of him, and chased after him.

In front of him was the community where Xu Xunsheng lived, and Zhang Tianyao quickly caught up and pulled her. The two of them stood under the street lamp, like a stage play on a lonely winter night.

The car was completely quiet, and Zhao Tan suddenly asked, "What should I do?" I don't know who he asked.

Zhang Hai smiled and said, "What can I do? Now you go over?

Keiko also laughed: "Yes, even if it's a quarrel, let's not meddle in things." ”

Zhao Tan suddenly turned his head and looked at Cen Ye. Cen Ye noticed it, and subconsciously blurted out: What do you see Lao Tzu doing? I don't know why, the words reached the side of his throat, and he couldn't say it. The brothers glanced at each other, Zhao Tan smiled, and said to everyone: "Let's still look at it, it's not good if the waist really provokes Teacher Xu." ”

There was no objection, so the car stopped not far away and waited.

Cen Ye couldn't tell what kind of emotions he was feeling in his heart, and looking at those two people from a distance, he had a feeling of unreality. Zhang Tianyao's expression was always obvious, like crying and not crying, like laughing but not like laughing, telling Xu Xunsheng something. Xu Xunsheng's head was turned away, so Cen Ye couldn't see her face, so the irritability in his heart was like a weed.

It was a very unpleasant feeling, the feeling of being invaded. I feel like he~ is about to suffer a loss, it's very dangerous, but I can't say it clearly. Everything is hazy and unpredictable. He has long regarded Xu Xunsheng as his own person in his heart, his piano player. Now it's blocked by his guitarist. He subconsciously wanted to protect her. But Huizi and Haige's words were like a nail, firmly nailing him to the spot, unable to move. He~ Damn, it's a man who can't move.

So he was even more agitated, so he wanted to smoke, and he felt out of his pocket, staring intently at the two men, smoking one after another. The heartless Keiko said strangely again: "Ono, why do I think you're so nervous?"

Cen Ye almost immediately replied: "I'm nervous about the yarn, can't I wait for the annoyance? What kind of scandal is he~ a band, do you want to go to the finals? What kind of plane is the waist doing?"

He made too much sense for anyone to refute.

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When Zhang Tianyao caught up, Xu Xunsheng had calmed down. He called her name, and she stood still, thinking that it was just right, and she didn't have to be soft anymore, and said it clearly, and it was a hundred times.

So when Zhang Tianyao came into contact with her calm eyes like ice, his heart trembled. She is ruthless, he actually knows it very well, but why is it just the Tao? It seems that the matter of liking her, in the relationship between the morning and twilight, is no longer a young frivolous and lustful, but a kind of obsession and willfulness?

She was indifferent, but he laughed instead and said, "Xun Sheng, I was joking just now." ”

Xu Xunsheng didn't want to say anything about this, so he just looked at him calmly and waited for the next. This attitude made Zhang Tianyao a little embarrassed, but he refused to admit defeat, so his smile was even more casual: "Today, I want to find you to fulfill your promise." ”

Xu Xunsheng: "Huh?"

Zhang Tianyao kept staring at her expression and said, "We won today, the opponent in the final is very good, and the championship is basically ours." ”

"Huh?"

Zhang Tianyao was very panicked, but he still stubbornly said: "As you said, the person who wins the championship in Xiangcheng District is qualified to chase you." Am I eligible now?"

After saying that, he finally showed a young smile of apprehension and expectation. It seems that the usual cheerful, cheerful and upright Zhang Tianyao is back, not the strange gloomy man in the car.

His appearance made Xu Xunsheng's heart soften, and his anger dissipated a little, and she quieted down, she said: "Zhang Tianyao, thank you for liking me." Liking people is not easy. I've never disrespected your feelings, your feelings. But for me, you're really looking for the wrong person. I don't have feelings for you, so no matter what you do in the future, no matter how long it takes, I won't feel anything. I'm such a person, there's no way around it, you take care of it, you will like others in the future, and then be good to others. ”

Zhang Tianyao's heart seemed to slowly spin and sink, sinking into the cold soil under the soles of the two of them. She spoke slowly, softly, so gentle that you couldn't get angry. She is truly grateful, but also really ruthless, and she couldn't have said it more clearly.

"Heh......" Zhang Tianyao let out a ball of heat, and suppressed the sourness in his eyes, and for so many days, all kinds of grievances and hopes hidden deep in his heart, he said thoughtlessly: "But what if I don't like others?"

Xu Xunsheng just smiled very lightly and said: "You will like it, the person who really appreciates you and values you, you will definitely meet in the future, and at that time you will feel that Xu Xunsheng is just that." ”

When it came to this, Zhang Tianyao nodded, smiled, and said, "Okay, I understand, I won't pester you again in the future." From now on, they will be brothers and band mates. Merely...... I may need some more time before I can ......"

At this time, even Xu Xunsheng's heart was soft and soft, and he nodded: "I understand, waist." ”

Zhang Tianyao took a deep breath and said, "There is still today...... Just now, I was really emotional, I didn't feel good, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry. ”

Xu Xunsheng's hand seemed to still have the heat and strength of his palm on the back of his hand, and said, "It's okay." ”

"That'...... Goodbye, Xu Xunsheng. He said, "Go back and stay safe." ”

Xu Xunsheng nodded, said goodbye, turned around and left. Zhang Tianyao suddenly felt a gust of cold wind blowing through his eyes, and he felt a little painful, he raised his hand to wipe his eyes, erased everything, looked at her lonely back, and suddenly impulsively shouted again: "Xu Xunsheng." ”

Xu Xunsheng stood still, turned his head to look at him, his eyes clear and calm.

Zhang Tianyao smiled and said, "Ask me again--is there already someone in your heart?" When these words came out, the boy's heart was numb and tingling, but he seemed to be addicted, because that one was his brother after all! But now he wants to figure it out, and he will understand it happily.

Xu Xunsheng was stunned, looking at his expression, knowing that he hadn't really let go completely. A thought crossed her mind - answering "yes" might make him really die. She also remembered Xu Zhi in her mind for a while, so she nodded:

"Yes, I have someone in my heart. ”