Chapter 65: The Change of Justisa

Yustiza is born as an artificial human, and has the nature of most artificial humans who are determined at the beginning of the design, with a high degree of obedience and poor subjectivity. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 infoWhether it is the completion of the Holy Grail and the relief of the world, it is actually a mission given by the Einzberen family, not her own wish. Even if she was affected by the soul of the Heroic Spirit and concluded a contract with Shinji, her nature has not changed much, except for the insistence engraved into the soul, the rest are basically at the mercy of Shinji.

However, this time, no one gave her orders, Shinji was resting, Skaha was racing, and Yustiza made a decision entirely on her own volition - this is the independent choice of human beings, it is the attribute of human beings, and it is what Shinji wants to see the most.

In comparison, the chain reaction of Emiya Kiritsugu and Einzberen caused by this is nothing at all, it is a big deal that the two sides fight, Shinji does not believe that Skaha and Lancelot will not be able to clean up a mere Einzberen!

Before that, of course, he had to ask why.

"- Now, answer me Estissa, why did you save Alice Phil?"

"I..."

"I..."

"I... I don't know. ”

Three times in a row, an answer that doesn't count as an answer.

Shinji understands this, because sometimes the body reacts faster than the brain. However, when you act, you actually have the answer, the difference is only that you really don't know, or you don't know how to express it.

"Is it because you don't want something wrong with the little chalice?"

"It's not. Yustisa shook her head, "As long as the heart of the little chalice is still there, it won't affect the ceremony." ”

"Is it because you want to help the Einzberren camp and don't want them to leave so early?"

Alice Phil is the disguise of Emiya Kiritsugu, if she dies and Saber is still alive and well, it proves that she is not the master, and Emiya Kiritsugu's existence will be exposed, which is not good for Einzberen's camp.

"Not really. Justisa still shook her head, "As I said, I'm disappointed in Ahad, and I'm disappointed in the Einzberen family. ”

"So, the answer is obvious, it's not the Einzberen family, it's not the Little Grail, it's only Alice Phil herself, am I right?"

Ustisa was speechless, she didn't want to admit it, but she couldn't deny it, because she had realized that what she wanted to save was an existence named Alice Phil, nothing about the little grail, just the simple personality of Alice Phil.

"Let's talk about how you felt at the time. Shen put his hands on it, sat directly on the experimental table, and encouraged the "Winter Saintess" who had fallen into confusion with a smile and eyes.

"I... I don't know what's wrong, when I saw Alice Phil going to stop Yan Feng Qili, I forgot everything, I just felt that she couldn't die, I should save her, and by the time I calmed down, I had already left the castle and stood in front of Yan Feng Qili - Shinji, am I broken?"

Justisa thought of the junkyard of the Einzberen Doll Workshop, where countless malfunctioning or mutilated dolls were waiting to die, and was her valuable prototype about to become like them?

"Broken?"

Shinji didn't continue to look at Gasisa, but turned to Skaha, just as he noticed that Skaha was also looking at him.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds and laughed at the same time. Skaha's laughter lifted the corners of the veil, revealing delicate, plump lips. Shinji clutched his stomach and kept patting the lab table under his ass with one hand.

"Wait, wait, why are you laughing?"

The laughter of the two made Yustisa inexplicable for a while, and her heavy mood was also a lot lighter.

"Nothing, you're right, you're really broken, as an android. Skaha smoothed his veil, and his eyes returned to their usual indifference and sagacity.

"However, the failure of androids is a normal thing for humans. The desire to protect someone, the feeling of cherishing something, every human being. Remember when I killed the dirty inkstone a year ago?"

Shinji slapped his face, trying to be as serious as possible.

"Remember, that's the condition of the contract you made with me. "Estisa doesn't know why Shinji is saying this now.

"To be honest, it wasn't the best time. The best time should be to lurk on the sidelines, waiting for Sakura-chan to complete the transformation, and the moment when the brainworm of the dirty inkstone is ready to burrow into Sakura's body. But I didn't choose to do that, do you know why?"

This time, Shinji didn't wait for Yustiza to answer, and gave the answer directly.

"Because, then Sakura's body and mind will be greatly traumatized, and it will be enough to live in the shadows for the rest of her life. When I first saw Sakura, I thought of her as my family. I didn't want Sakura to be like that, I wanted Sakura to live happily, so I chose to stand in front of the dirty inkstone before everything became irretrievable, and this mood prompted me to make this decision, and I think you are the same as me. ”

Hearing Shinji's appearance, Yustisa seemed to grasp something in an instant.

"I think I have a different mood than you want to protect Sakura, Sakura is your sister, it's family affection, I don't have such feelings for Alice Phil. I think I like her so much because I have doubts about her as a person, yes, as a person. I want to get the answer from her, to get the answer that the puppet becomes a 'person', and I don't want her personality to disappear until I get that answer. ”

"Giving because of the thought of what you get, this is also a human feeling. Skaha placed his hand lightly on Estissa's shoulder, "Your approach proves that you have changed from a 'puppet' to a 'human' and no longer need to look to anyone else for answers. ”

"No, it's not enough. Yustisa pointed to her heart, "It's not complete here, maybe she can let me know what I'm missing?"

Skaha was about to say something, but Shinji waved his hand at her, motioning for her to stop talking.

It is also a human trait to think that it is not enough to want to get more, and it is not the driving force for human beings to continue to explore with such a mood?

Skaha understood what Shinji meant, and took Yustiza's hand: "That's it, if there is any problem, I'll think about it when it's dawn." ”

"Yes, yes. Shinji echoed, "You haven't rested at home for a few days, go back to your long-lost room, sleep soundly on the bed, and eat a breakfast made by Sakura, it's never too late to think about it." Sakura has told me several times that she misses you and that she will be happy to see you. ”

"Well, then get a good night's sleep. Estisa nodded vigorously, "Sleep is also one of the most basic elements of human beings. ”

"Then Shinji, I'll leave the cleaning here to you. ”

"No problem, wrap it up on me. ”

After Shinji's answer, Skaha and Yustiza walked out of the workshop holding hands.

One black, one white.

One light, one shadow.