"Isn't there a hotel nearby, just find a random one to live in, no need to drive, a bit of trouble." I called out to Su Ran.

"I'll take you to a good hotel. Su Ran glanced back at me and went to the garage.

I was waiting for Su Ran on the side of the road, and my heart was tickled by what she just said.

Good hotel, Su Ran actually wants to take me to a specific hotel, is it possible to say that she wants to leave some memories in that hotel, or that hotel is more high-profile?

The car drove out and I got in.

Half an hour later, the car drove to a secluded place, with trees on both sides of the road, and there was a lake, Su Ran actually drove the car to the East Lake.

But fortunately, it wasn't the place where I helped Sister Tang Wan clean the villa that day.

The car stopped in front of a chic hotel, and I followed Su Ran out of the car and opened a room at the front desk.

"Are you sleepy?" Su Ran asked me, "Can you walk with me for a while?"

"Good. I was a little surprised, but I quickly nodded in agreement.

Su Ran and I turned around and walked out of the hotel again, walking slowly along the East Lake path.

The lights were very dim, the leaves were blowing in the night wind, and some corners of the light could not fall there, and there was no one around.

"In the past, our family would come here occasionally to play for a few days, and we would walk slowly along the path like this to enjoy the shade. Su Ran said.

"Is it your dad and your mom with you?" I asked her.

"Well, we're family. At that time, the conditions at home were not very good, but my father would take my mother and me out to play, and I stayed in this hotel every time. Su Ran nodded, "At that time, my father held my left hand, and my mother held my right hand, which was really happy." ”

"Have you ever been to your mother?" I asked Su Ran.

"She didn't even come back to my father's funeral, she was still out playing, what else did I go to her for? My father worked hard for her, and often took me out to play with her, but she left me and my father, and I wouldn't go to her. Su Ran stopped walking and turned his head to look at me, "Chen Jin, thank you." ”

"Thank you for what I did, and I didn't do anything. I think Su Ran's words are a little strange, how could he suddenly say thank you.

"You accompany me to work overtime, I really appreciate you, you make me feel as if my father is still by my side to take care of me and care about me. Su Ran said, "Actually, when I first met you, I hated you. ”

"I know. I nodded, "I can't even take care of my two children, I want to borrow rice from you, and I still talk to you from time to time, it's normal for you to hate me." ”

"Looking at you, Ake, and Xiaole, I really envy you as a happy family. Su Ran said, "Later, I was thinking that the father who can love his daughter so much is definitely not a bad person, so when you said that you wanted to stay with me temporarily, I actually believed you." ”

"Daughters are their father's intimate little padded jackets, of course I will love them very much and take care of them, you are the same, your father must be the same to you. I said.

Tang Wan's expression was a little gloomy: "But she's gone." ”

Tang Wan's abnormal situation today should be that she suddenly wanted to come over and take a look when she thought of her father.

"And me, I'll take care of you. I blurted out.

Su Ran smiled at me: "Thank you, let's go back." ”

Su Ran didn't respond to me positively, I don't know what she meant by thank you, when a man said the words will take care of you, the meaning should be obvious, Tang Wan is so smart, she should be able to understand.

But she didn't say anything.

This scene seems familiar, and it also happened to me and Tang Wan, but the difference is that when facing Tang Wan, I mistakenly chose to replace words with actions, and in the end, the two of them had a mustard, and it took eight or nine years for a misunderstanding to uncover the mystery.

Fate is missed, and when we meet again, the person is still the same person, but many things can't be restored to the past.

Feelings are not like old wine, the older it is, the more flavorful it is, and the feelings will deteriorate.

This time, I impulsively replaced my actions with words, and said to Su Ran that I wanted to take care of her, but Su Ran didn't seem to say anything.

Was it a refusal, or was the expression wrong, or did Su Ran not hear the meaning of my words?

I thought about it for a while, I have a lesson with Tang Wan, I can learn a lesson, and I wonder if I can explain it to Su Ran again, saying that I like her, saying that I will take care of her, and let her be my girlfriend.

But after thinking about it, I still didn't say it, not because I was embarrassed, not because I was shy.

I don't think I have dealt with the relationship between Tong Wangjun and Tang Wan yet, and it is a bit irresponsible to say that I like Su Ran rashly.

Su Ran is such a good girl, she shouldn't be hurt, she is a flower, a white flower, not a trace of defilement, and I can't reach out to her until my hand is wiped clean.

Although sometimes I have the urge to press her on the bed, or even let her lie on the desk, wanting to conquer her, I hope that Su Ran can be happy, and I hope that Su Ran will not encounter the situation of Tong Wangjun and Tang Wan.

Loving someone should not be to want to take her for yourself, or to understand the urge to take her for yourself, but you should control this impulse, and it is more about making the other person happy.

It's not a deliberate effort, it's a feeling that arises spontaneously.

"Do you want to go up and rest with me?" When I arrived at the door of the hotel, I asked Su Ran, "It's late, you can't sleep for a few hours if you go back, why don't you just rest here, don't worry, I won't do anything to you." ”

"Good. Su Ran nodded.

Su Ran and I entered the hotel, went upstairs, opened the door to the room, and lay on the bed after a simple shower.

There is only one bed, a large bed of 1.8 meters, and a window, facing the East Lake, this room was specially told by Su Ran to the waiter at the front desk.

"This is the room we used to book when our family stayed at this hotel, and from here we could see the lake. Su Ran leaned sideways and said to me, "In the entire hotel, only this room has the best view." ”

"When you have money in the future, you will buy this hotel and set a rule, this room will not be sold to the outside world, and you will only live alone. I said.

Su Ran smiled: "This hotel is a chain hotel, and it's not easy for you to buy it." ”

"It's a matter of people, I always have to set a small goal for myself, and my current small goal is to open 100 steamed restaurants in Wuchang. I said proudly, "We must accomplish this goal within three years." ”

"If you can really buy it, you should sell it to the outside world. Su Ran said.

"Why, isn't it good to keep it to yourself?" I said.

"External sales, but only for families with children, so that this room will be more interesting, so that this room has always felt like home, so that it is more thoughtful and meaningful. Su Ran said slowly.

Her artistic conception was very high, and I nodded and agreed with her: "You are right, this is more meaningful, and it makes people feel more thoughtful." ”

"I'm sleepy, sleep. Su Ran said.

"Good. I nodded and closed my eyes.

Smelling the faint fragrance on Su Ran's body, I am very satisfied with her by my side, and there are no distracting thoughts in my heart.

"Can you hold me?" Su Ran said suddenly.

I opened my eyes and didn't understand what Su Ran meant by this, could it be that she wanted to give it to me tonight? She said so many words to me, it was all foreplay, her feelings exploded, and she wanted to give me her first time in this meaningful place?

"It's not good, this is the room where you, your dad, and your mom lived together, and it's disrespectful and inappropriate for us to do that in this room. I said.

Su Ran came over and hugged me involuntarily: "Don't move, that's it, this will make me feel that my father is still by my side." ”

I was stunned, raised my hand and patted Su Ran's back, pulled some quilts to cover her, didn't move, smelled sweet, hugged nephrite, I had no other distractions, and fell asleep.

When I got up, my hands were a little numb, but Su Ran was gone, and there was breakfast on the bedside cabinet, as well as a note: "I went to work, I can't accompany you, you have breakfast and turn around by yourself." ”