Coming out of Zhao Tan's room, Cen Ye arrived at Xu Xunsheng's door and stood for a while, but did not knock on the door. ◢ With *dream* little ◢.1a in her mind, what appeared was her expression at that moment, as well as the way she bowed her head and walked away quickly. It was already midnight, and the corridor was quiet, and there were not many players left. Cen Ye leaned his back against her door, closed his eyes for a moment, and left.

This night, Xu Xunsheng barely slept much, only closed his eyes for an hour or two when it was almost dawn, and then woke up, although he was very tired, he couldn't sleep, and his heart was in a trance, like a bottomless lake, about to indulge. But he didn't even dare to touch it, because when he touched it, it seemed that there was a knife cutting underneath.

She still got up as usual, washed, dressed, and went downstairs for breakfast. As a person, the more she moves in her heart, the quieter she looks on the surface, as if she is forcibly trying to suppress certain emotions. So in the past, mothers, friends, would think that she was a little less humane.

After breakfast, she went upstairs to the training room as usual. But what is the feeling in my heart? It seems that as time goes by, the lake becomes quieter and quieter, and it becomes more and more difficult to see what is below. But it can also make people fall deeper and deeper. I can't climb out.

The lights in the training room were all on, and all the instruments were plugged in. The man didn't sit in front of the microphone, but in front of her keyboard, a hand resting lightly on it, and he didn't know how long it had been.

Just a glance, Xu Xunsheng saw his fair and clear face, but there were obvious dark circles under his eyes.

Xu Xunsheng ignored it, sat down at the conference table, and opened the song book, but for a while, he didn't turn a page.

And Cen Ye didn't do anything else, just stared at her all the time.

Although Xu Xunsheng didn't want to admit it, every time Cen Ye stared at her so silently, a certain familiar, skinny, and soft-hearted emotion came to his heart. But this time, how could it be the same? She remembered what he said yesterday and how he looked, and she only felt strange.

In her heart, Ono may be rebellious, may be impulsive, and may not lack ambition and the city. But in the end, he is a person of the most affectionate and sexual. She thought that she had truly understood his heart, so she never thought that he would choose to leave solo and go alone in the future. Even if she was in the band, he made such a decision!

And what he asked her: Is it that if I make any decision, even if it is wrong, you will support it?

……

It turned out that he had already moved such a thought. even deliberately asked her for such a promise as a way out. As soon as he thought of this, Xu Xunsheng's heart became even more dull and uncomfortable.

And Cen Ye looked at Xu Xunsheng's seemingly calm face, but in fact his face was as cold as frost, and his heart was as if he had been slapped with a sullen punch. The scene last night was bumped into by her, which actually embarrassed him and wanted to explain, but he was a little indisputable. But how could he stand to be so stiff with her? He got up, walked over to her and sat down, and put his hand on the back of his chair.

Xu Xunsheng got up and was about to leave, he pulled hard, his hand was too strong, and he almost pulled her down, but he still dragged her to sit down. Xu Xunsheng's face changed and said, "Let go." ”

Cen Ye replied, "I don't." Instead, he changed his grip to grasp it, and grasped her hand tightly. The warm entanglement of the palms of the hands actually made the hearts of the two people tremble slightly.

As far as Xu Xunsheng is concerned, from last night to now, Cen Ye has been standing far away in the stormy lake in her heart.

"When are you going to fly solo?" Xu Xunsheng said lightly, "I'll leave on time." ”

Cen Ye's face was gloomy, and he stared at her for a while before he replied, "Why are you stabbing Lao Tzu's heart?

Xu Xunsheng was silent. But just like a fresh wind blowing in the middle of the cloud, there is a gap, and there is also secretly hope.

Cen Ye immediately took an inch, dragged the chair forward again, and his body was almost next to her, as if his heart could be a little more steady. However, he looked at her still indifferent face, and felt uneasy in his heart, so he first coaxed softly: "When you heard that sentence yesterday, I didn't mean that, don't get me wrong." How could I leave you, I won't leave you anywhere. ”

Xu Xunsheng raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were clear and transparent, but he seemed to be able to see through his heart. Cen Ye seemed to have a thorn in his heart, smiled and said, "You don't believe in Lao Tzu?"

Xu Xunsheng couldn't bear it, turned his head, and said lightly: "You say." ”

Cen Ye didn't feel good in his heart, and summarized what he had said to Zhao Tan yesterday in a few words, and then said, "I think this is the best decision now." ”..

So, men and women are always different. In front of his brother Zhao Tan, Cen Ye can expose his frustration, powerlessness, desperation and ambition. He would say: I have no other choice.

But in front of Xu Xunsheng, he would say: This is the best decision.

To this day, he is unwilling to expose the slightest vulnerability and frustration, but only underplays it, as if he still doesn't care about everything, as if everything is just a deliberate choice.

Therefore, after Xu Xunsheng listened to his few words, instead of being moved, his heart became even colder.

The hand was still held by him, Xu Xunsheng slowly pulled it out, he didn't move, and he didn't forcibly hold it anymore.

Xu Xunsheng said calmly: "What about their threats? What if their popularity plummets and they make less money? Can't they live? There is no endless road, how can you know that it won't work if you don't go? Why do you decide the fate of the whole band alone? Why do you want to go, just go?"

Cen Ye couldn't say a word, she had always spoken softly, but once she became sharp, the whole person had a cold and hard temperament, and it was difficult to get close.

"You ......" Xu Xunsheng paused, and still said that sentence in the end, "In the end, you made such a choice for your own future, and we don't matter." ”

Cen Ye's whole person paused. Although the two of them were still sitting very close, neither of them touched anyone again, and he seemed to be pulled to a far, far distance from her in an instant, even though he was less than a few inches.

After a while, he suddenly chuckled, a very sarcastic and very indifferent smile, and he said: "Even what, why can't I choose to protect my future today? Xu Xunsheng, my feelings and my life are not important at all in your eyes?~ The most important thing!"

He got up at once and walked out of the training room, the door slamming behind him, and the footsteps faded away.

Xu Xunsheng remained motionless. After a while, she looked up at the window, the blue sky was silent, the clouds were drifting, the branches were shaking, and there was never a more lonely and sad time than at this moment.