Chapter 167: Becoming a Father for the First Time

Xu Feihang's sister seems to have long been accustomed to this kind of life, she can sleep comfortably until noon before waking up, and then take away two hundred-yuan bills from Xu Feihang, and run to the playground alone to play all day.

Maybe she and her father have always been like this, Xu Feihang often thinks this when he is alone at home, he can't be as free and easy as his sister, and he won't have much fun after going to the playground once.

Xu Feihang attributed this to the fact that he was born in the mountains, perhaps because he liked nature and mountains and forests in his bones, so he was not interested in the amusement facilities in the city. Compared with roller coasters, pirate ships and other amusement projects, Xu Feihang feels that he can only experience the real fun by walking into the mountains and forests with his father.

The sound of birds in the depths of the valley, the tinkling of mountain springs, and the feeling of climbing a tree trunk overlooking the entire forest are all things that city children will never experience. That's why my sister feels very happy every time she gets money, but she feels empty and lonely.

As for Xu Feihang's stepfather, since his father wanted to understand, Xu Feihang also told him in the letter. Xu Feihang's stepfather is a businessman through and through, not only highly educated, but also very business-minded, according to Xu Feihang's observation, his stepfather's business should be getting bigger and bigger. At least in terms of the time of returning home, it is rare to end before 10 p.m., and even less on weekends.

I don't know if he accompanies too many customers outside, Xu Feihang found that every time his stepfather was at home, he was straight-faced, either sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper, or reading the latest issue of a financial magazine, and rarely took the initiative to speak.

In Xu Feihang's impression, the number of real exchanges between him and his stepfather should be counted on ten fingers. So if you want to talk about the relationship between himself and his stepfather, Xu Feihang feels that there is basically none, for him, his stepfather is just a person who has to see when he comes home.

Such a family environment made Xu Feihang very uncomfortable, but in addition to himself, he felt that his mother and sister were very well adapted. The cosmetics used by the mother are getting more and more high-end, and the younger sister will be ecstatic because of the gifts that the stepfather brings to her every time he comes back.

Of course, among the gifts brought by the stepfather, Xu Feihang also had a share, and the price was not cheap every time. For example, the latest basketball shoes of an international brand, the Apple mobile phone that everyone wants but has not yet been listed in China, and even a graduation trip he ordered for himself through a travel agency after graduating from high school.

These are probably the things that every boy dreams of, but Xu Feihang easily got them from his stepfather, but every time he handed the gift to himself and said the two words "your" from his mouth, Xu Feihang always felt that this was a kind of transition for his stepfather to show that she cared for herself, and there was always something missing in the beautifully wrapped gifts. So when Xu Feihang accepted the gift, he would also say a little stiffly, "Thank you." ”

It is undeniable that in this new family, Xu Feihang has never lacked pocket money, and his mother no longer has to worry about the family's living expenses. But if Xu Feihang was given the choice, he would rather return to the isolated valley where he could experience the most precious family affection.

Xu Feihang didn't want to tell his father about this, as long as he thought that he was doing well now, but his father wanted to get closer to his stepfather, which made Xu Feihang unbearable, so he simply said it all in one go.

My father should be able to understand me now, Xu Feihang thought silently when he opened the envelope, he didn't want the relationship with his family to be deadlocked, but the current situation was not something he could decide alone.

The letter was unfolded by Xu Feihang in his hand, and he saw that his father had written such a paragraph for himself.

"Hanghang, seeing your letter, I know that now you and your mother are living a worry-free life, in fact, my heart is still happy, because that used to be the goal I wanted to achieve through hard work, but in the end I was not able to achieve it.

You blame your mother for alienating you, and your stepfather is also very cold to you, in fact, from the perspective of an elder, I think they all love you in their hearts. Your mother has lived a hard life with me for many years, and she has said more than once that she doesn't want to be a housewife at home for the rest of her life, but there is really no suitable job for your mother where we lived at that time.

Now, she's starting a business with your stepfather, and I'm glad that your mom has finally found something to fulfill her value. Wake up early every day and work late at night, although busy, but your mother must be happier than before.

Hanghang, don't blame your mother for ignoring you, she paid too much for our family in the first half of her life, and now may be the time for her to live herself, you have grown up, you should know how to understand and support your mother behind your back.

As for your stepfather's coldness towards you, I don't think he has learned how to get along with a son. After all, he only gave birth to one daughter, and it was the first time he was the father of a boy. You said in the letter that your sister and stepfather still get along very well, and even if he doesn't talk much, her sister will still pester her stepfather to play and be coquettish by his side. So the stepfather doesn't feel that it's bad for the child to be cold, after all, he and his daughter have always been like this, and he hasn't found another way to treat his son.

But it seems to me that your stepfather has tried to do it. He'll buy you basketball shoes that boys love, the latest mobile phone, and a graduation trip for you, which sometimes a biological father can't do, but he does it all for you. You said that you don't communicate much with each other, but every time you communicate, he helps you point out a more correct direction in life.

For example, when you are in the third year of junior high school, when you first like to go to work with female classmates, he quickly found out that you are absent-minded, and told you that being admitted to a key high school is the most confident way to confess to girls. Since then, you really put away your temperament, your grades have skyrocketed, and you have really been admitted to the best key middle school in the city, if Dad finds out about your early love, Dad can't be sure if he can do better than him.

Later, after the college entrance examination ended, he tried his best to oppose the forestry major you wanted to apply for, and did not hesitate to become more estranged from you, and also changed your wish to the computer department of Yangcheng University. This shows that he is really thinking about your future, and you may be more resentful of him because you want to inherit your father's career, but he can't worry so much about your future.

I also want to thank him for this, at least you don't have to worry about my work and life in the future.

Hanghang, you are a smart child, you should be able to understand what Dad said, you have always had a grudge against him, is it because you didn't like him from the beginning?"