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It was not yet noon, and the sun in Xiangcheng was already very big, just standing in the sun for a while, I felt that my eyes were shaking and my back was hot. Xu Xunsheng put on short sleeves, cotton pants, and only tied a simple ponytail in his hair, and the whole person was refreshing. She started cleaning early in the morning. Xiangcheng is now smoggy, and it hasn't been back for nearly half a year, and there is a layer of dust inside and outside the house. Only the greenery and flowers in the yard were watered by the neighbor's grandmother, and they grew just right. She has missed the cherry blossom season, and the other peach tree is full of small fruits, and this year will be a good harvest. The students love to eat the peaches she grows, although they are not very sweet. She is back this year, and when they are notified of the resumption of classes, it is estimated that those peaches will be snatched up by them again.

Somehow, Xu Xunsheng, who was dragging the wooden corridor at the door, felt a faint pain in his heart. She looked up at the sun, her eyes were burned by the light, and the surrounding scenery seemed to be far away.

After that text message, there was no response.

So from that moment on, Cen Ye and Chao Du have really become a thing of the past. She thought quietly, clenched the mop in her hand, lowered her head and kept working, working.

Suddenly, I returned to Xiangcheng from Beijing, from the colorful stage, to a peaceful life, and at the end of such a lonely day, I didn't talk to anyone, but I was busy all the time. In fact, it was also the life she sometimes had before, but today, the feeling of being separated from the world is particularly profound. It seems that the melody of the guitar is always faintly echoing in the ears, and it seems that wherever you go, there will suddenly be a person shouting "Shengsheng" behind you. She was the only one inside and outside the house, and the feeling that the world was suddenly empty was very clear.

The guqin was on the table, once covered with a layer of dust, and she carefully wiped it off. Fingers flicked over the strings, but they couldn't play a single note. She even had a thought - in this life, I don't know if I can still play the guqin.

The basement was empty, and her instruments were still with them in Beijing. Don't, fine.

At noon, Xu Xunsheng went out to buy some food and made himself a simple dish and soup. In the evening, I continued to eat unfinished dishes. It's hot, so you don't need to turn on the firer. She held a bowl, moved a bench, and sat in the kitchen, eating slowly.

As twilight fell, someone sent a text message. She didn't realize it until she had finished her meal and washed the dishes before she lowered her head and picked up her phone. At this time, it seems that the lights of every house have been lit up, and the sound of the TV is coming, which is very lively. Only in her home, there is no TV, nor does she turn on any tablet or computer.

When she saw the text message, it was in the group of the Sunrise Band, and Zhao Tan sent it, @了她.

"Teacher Xu, our live broadcast address for tonight's finals (smiley expression). ”

In addition, no one spoke, Zhang Tianyao didn't speak, his waist didn't speak, and that person didn't speak.

Xu Xunsheng's fingers stopped in mid-air, stopped for a while, and withdrew from the group. Putting down her phone, seeing that the night was as cold as water, she got up and walked out.

Many familiar roads, I have walked many times alone, and I have walked with others. At this time, the trees are all green, the branches and leaves are dense, the traffic on the road is like shuttles, and the pedestrians are weaving. She walked quietly alone, not knowing where she would go, or who she would meet in the rest of her life. She just walked quietly, walked through the bustle, walked through the secluded, walked past the wandering people, and walked through the crowd.

Finally, unconsciously, I walked to the lively and colorful riverside. At that time, it was a square, and there were people who worked here as coolies when they were so poor that they had nothing to eat. She looked up, there was a long river road, and there were many people next to it, and they were all very happy.

Xu Xunsheng never liked to go to this kind of place in the past, but today he walked slowly over and walked into the bustling and noisy area. If anyone notices her at this moment, they will notice that she is different. The woman was plainly dressed and elegant, her face was cold, her eyes were stupid and cold, and she just passed by every shop and every table of customers quietly.

It wasn't until she reached a store with a large LCD TV in front of her house that she slowly stopped.

The hottest variety show of the recent season is being broadcast on TV, and almost everyone is watching it and discussing it. What's more, it is said that a band competing for the championship tonight is also from Xiangcheng. There were quite a few diners who were saying, "That's it, that boy." "It's so handsome. "They're so hot right now!" "They're definitely going to win tonight." "I'm about to win the championship, the score has been opened, and the difference in strength is huge!"

Xu Xunsheng stood quietly for a while, wanting to continue walking, but his legs seemed to be no longer his own, and he couldn't move. It was a temptation that she couldn't resist in every way, and she couldn't help but look up, look at the screen, look at the person, and see how he finally won the championship.

The lighting on the stage that night was the most brilliant and exquisite she had ever seen. Everyone stands on it like a real star. Zhao Tan is here, Huizi is here, and Zhang Tianyao is also there. There's also a keyboardist teacher in the corner for a website she knows. Tonight, they still won't have any weaknesses or mistakes. It's just that after tonight, this gorgeous band, this band that has carried some people's dreams, will also cease to exist. This will be their last performance.

That man was standing right in the middle of the stage.

The incomparably pure and shiny white suit is against his high-spirited, handsome and invincible appearance. Not only that, she finally saw the killer weapon that the chief stylist hid for him, his demonic appearance. Delicate eyeliner, jet-black unruly hair, and lightly bitten thin lips are not at all girly, but indifferent and arrogant, brilliant and bewitching. He held the guitar and began to play selflessly, his eyes full of cold arrogance. Everyone on the stage has become the background, and everyone off the stage has been crazy for him and trembling for him. Tonight, he is the king who will be crowned.

Have you ever said it to him? Have you ever said it to him before?

In fact, the way he looks on the stage can make anyone look at it and can't take their eyes off it, just like at this moment.

At this moment, the audience cheered, and even the diners around Xu Xunsheng were applauding, he looked at the camera and showed a cute and flattering smile that was still as cute as usual. Xu Xunsheng finally understood, and understood that the star standing on the stage had really left her.

He had also decided to leave her, and to go forward, never to look back. Like her.

Tears gradually spread through Xu Xunsheng's eyes, and the tear ducts, which had obviously healed all day, seemed to be opening up again at this moment. And she just endured it quietly and stood quietly. The smile of the man on the screen almost disappeared with a smile, and then he picked up the microphone and said, "The last song ......" He paused: "The person who wrote the lyrics, there is no name." I think it's called "Ten Thousand Greed". ”

Xu Xunsheng stood still, all the voices of everyone in his ears seemed to fade, the river faded, and the night faded. There is only that stage of ten thousand rays, Ono stands on it, thousands of stars, condensed. He dropped his hand, and all the instruments behind him danced with him. After an unexpectedly quaint melodious melody, he approached the microphone and softly opened his voice:

"The grass grows and the warbler flies in panic and another spring,

You're still a teenager.

The sky is high and the cold night is the hardest to sleep,

Lonely tea as wine, who will accompany me?"

Xu Xunsheng covered his face with his hands and cried, but there was a smile on his lips. She knew that Ono's song was sung very, very well, with a soft voice and slow affection, just like the spring warbler in the lyrics that bloomed, like a heavenly sound, sent into people's ears.

"Ah......

Ask the sun,

The slanting sun is silent, and the moss is pan.

Think......

to the difficulty,

Someone is there to protect me from the cold. ”

The last sentence, she originally sang it softly and gently, but now in Cen Yekou's mouth, it was a little hoarse and sluggish, and the original clear affection was also sinking, but it was more moving.

The audience listened quietly, and even everyone on the big wharf of the Xiangjiang River stopped talking, eating, and drinking, and they were all listening. Listen to this extraordinary boy, where is the extraordinary, he walked to the top of the country this spring.

"Deep, earnest, crazy, faint.

He wants to see you turn back more,

Looking back at the broken rivers and seas, I miss and overturn my greed.

Every day, eye to eye, slowly, far away.

He wanted to climb over the mountain,

There are people at the bottom of the mountain who do not complain or regret giving me what I ask for. ”..

While singing for a while, Cen Ye never looked up, but the camera kept chasing him. So everyone, including Xu Xunsheng, could see that the boy's eyes were shallow and shining. In this paragraph, he sang very slowly, as if word by word was spit out from his heart.

Xu Xunsheng was already in tears.

He wants to see you turn back more,

He wanted to climb over the mountain.

He's still the same lonely boy,

Thoughts are like rivers and seas disappearing, and there are thousands of greedy thoughts in my heart.

But he still wants to go to the trouble for you,

Protect yourself from the wind and cold in this life.

"Spring breeze, look up—" A high-pitched, clear, extreme voice seemed to pass through the entire stage, through this metal shell, straight through the sky, and rushed into everyone's ears.

"Look at me, I'm stupid, but waiting for the pear blossoms to bloom. ”

Then the rhythm went up again, and then on, after his changed lyrics, the original light and soft ending, at this moment, under the unison of guitar, bass, keyboard and drums, it clearly presented an incomparably gorgeous and brilliant high~tide movement.

"Passing years, dare to turn back——

Watch me break through a city and come for you in this life-" Higher, broader, and more passionate voices, as if instantly penetrating and covering the entire scene, the boy in the picture closed his eyes, held the microphone, and used all his strength to sing this gorgeous and sorrowful voice, the voice lasted for a long time, and the beauty of the voice was clear and beautiful, beyond anyone's imagination. Everyone stood up and applauded. Many people cried, sung and cried by his mournful voice, and everyone saw the brightest, most moving and saddest star in their eyes. Where else do people see what competitors, see runners-up. Only him, only him tonight, only the Sunrise and Twilight Band, overwhelming, shaking the sky and the earth, invincible.

Only Xu Xunsheng stood in a dark corner far away from the LCD TV, without anyone, crying so much that he couldn't see the picture clearly. And at some point, the audience under the stage was quiet, and the voices of the people on the dock were quiet. The microphone was back in the hands of the proud man of the sky, and he didn't know what the host asked, he raised his head, his eyes were empty, and his smile was quiet. As if just saying that the weather was good today, he said, "This song just now is dedicated to the person I love." ”

Thunderous applause.

The cry was very small, Xu Xunsheng desperately covered her mouth, it hurt too much, her heart hurt too much, she slowly squatted down, motionless. Someone passed by and asked her if she was okay, but she just shook her head in a trance, still keeping her head down, watching tears fall to the ground.

And on the screen, someone finally handed over the annual championship trophy to Cen Ye. Zhao Tan and the others were all standing behind him, he looked down at the trophy for a while, and then raised it, held it high, the audience cheered, and the gratified faces of the judges flashed in the picture. Then Cen Ye handed over the trophy to Zhao Tan, Zhang Tianyao, and Huizi, all of whom took turns holding the trophy, and they were all overjoyed.

I don't know when, Xu Xunsheng was in a trance and heard someone next to him exclaiming: "Hey, Cen Ye is crying." "The champion lead singer cried ......"

Xu Xunsheng slowly raised his head.

In fact, in the blurred vision of tears, I can't see it clearly. She thought, Ono shouldn't have cried today, on such a solemn occasion, crying would seem to be a little unbearable.

But the camera is still chasing him, the new superstar in the picture, the amazing singer, his palm is holding his face, but tears are still flowing rapidly from his fingers. His lips trembled slightly, and he cried red in front of hundreds of millions of viewers across the country. Zhao Tan patted him on the shoulder, but along the way, Xiao Ye, who had never shown any vulnerability in front of the audience and fans, and was always brave and always angry, finally cried without warning.

If anyone sees it at this moment, those two people are on the stage, and the other is in the corner of the dock that no one knows. One in the north and one in the south. One in the golden clouds, the other in the muddy sea of people. Two people, together, crying uncontrollably.

……

When we are young, we always lose someone too easily.

It was so good, so enthusiastic, and so eager at the beginning. But as soon as they turned their heads, they were unrecognizable to each other and gradually drifted apart.

Then you walk to your Yangguan Avenue, and I walk to my silent bridge.

So in this life, if there is no spring to meet, the hole in my heart will no longer be filled. Gradually, as the years pass by, with the vastness of life, so I will also forget about it.

If there is no spring in this life, we can meet again.

Then my life, like this, spent like a flower and as quietly as stagnant water.

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