Walking out of the cafeteria depressed, He Zhujun and Xiao Dengzi's hearts had fallen to the bottom, which meant that they would have no place to eat during the next seven days of vacation.

"I just can't understand why there are always so many difficulties, I just thought that I could defeat the cotton field, is it going to let us overcome the charm of food in the next few days?" He Zhujun was very indignant at the moment

After listening to this, Xiao Dengzi suddenly felt very aggrieved in his heart and said in a low voice: "Alas, let's hurry up and see if the school's store is still open, if it is closed, you won't even eat instant noodles."

"Hurry up and close your crow's mouth" He Zhujun picked up Xiao Deng Zi very unhappily, and then accelerated the pace of going to the store.

Fortunately, the school is still a little humane, and the only store is still open, which made Xiao Dengzi and He Zhujun decide to treat themselves, He Zhujun decisively bought two packs of instant noodles, plus two ham sausages.

Seeing He Zhujun like this, Xiao Dengzi was very puzzled and asked, "Lao He, what are you buying two packs of instant noodles for?"

"You don't know, every time I think of the cotton field, when others eat instant noodles and I don't, do you know what kind of mood you feel?" He Zhujun replied sadly

Xiao Dengzi looked at He Zhujun's expression, and then thought of the hardships he had endured in Fangcao Lake again, and replied with tears after taking a heavy breath: "I understand"

"I decided at that time that if God was giving me a chance to buy instant noodles, I would definitely cherish this opportunity, decisively buy two packs, and then experience a big life, one pack I love to eat or not, and one pack I just don't eat" He Zhujun said firmly, Xiao Dengzi could obviously see the stars in his eyes.

Seeing He Zhujun's expression, Xiao Deng Zi was obviously stunned, and He Zhujun could see a lot of expressions in his eyes, including sadness, pain, excitement, or more complexity.

Just when He Zhujun looked at Xiao Dengzi, he suddenly saw him quickly rush into the store shelves again, and after a while, he saw him triumphantly take out a pack of instant noodles again, and then said to He Zhujun excitedly: "Lao He, what you said is so right, I have actually always wanted to do one thing, this matter has been in my heart for a long time, and today I will also be a big brother, that is, eat a pack, throw a pack." After Xiao Dengzi finished speaking, he smashed a packet of instant noodles into the trash.

He Zhujun looked at Xiao Dengzi's chic appearance, and felt handsome in his heart, if he was in the cotton field, his approach would definitely cause a commotion, looking at the back of Xiao Dengzi walking in front, He Zhujun suddenly felt not so small, because he would never be able to do Xiao Dengzi's decisiveness and determination, and muttered unconsciously in his heart: Maybe this is the black that does not understand the night during the day, and the white that black does not understand white.

After eating instant noodles simply, He Zhujun was satisfied, and then saw that it was difficult, and asked again in disbelief: "Do we have to eat instant noodles in the next few days?"

"You can be content, at least there are instant noodles to eat," Xiao Dengzi replied helplessly

He Zhujun thought about it and said with a smile: "What you said is also that you can eat instant noodles every night in Fangcao Lake, and that is also a happy thing" He Zhujun couldn't help but think that people are often difficult to satisfy, and sometimes they are very content, compared to the conditions of picking flowers in Fangcao Lake, the accommodation environment here is much better, you don't have to sleep in the room of hundreds of people, endure all kinds of odors, and you don't need a few people to crowd together, let alone get up earlier than chickens every day, do more than donkeys, live more tired than dogs, and sleep later than pigs.

Just now I was still feeling sad about eating instant noodles for a few days, but at this time, I was extremely comfortable, and in addition to being proud, He Zhujun decided to go outside, but I didn't expect something to happen this time.

He Zhujun and Xiao Dengzi were watching the girls at school play, but a guy who claimed to be Ma Long interrupted his interest, which made He Zhujun very unhappy when he looked at him.

obviously wanted to beg him and Xiao Dengzi to go to his house and help their family pick up cotton, but after He Zhujun decisively refused, he still emphasized again and again: "I am Ma Long, I can't really watch my cotton die, you don't know that I am Ma Long, I can't 。。。。。。 He Zhujun was baffled by him, and subconsciously asked: "Could it be that your father is Li Gang?" After getting his negative answer, He Zhujun couldn't help but laugh: "That's it, SBTY", and walked to the dormitory without looking back, because he didn't bother to pay attention to his call.

After returning to the dormitory, Six Fingers came to their dormitory to talk about it, to put it bluntly, they wanted to smoke, but He Zhujun and Xiao Dengzi were both non-smokers, Six Fingers began to accuse him of two after running in white, in the small talk, Xiao Deng Zi told Six Fingers what had just happened, and when Six Fingers listened to it, he didn't laugh like them, but a little cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

He Zhujun saw the strangeness of the six fingers, so he asked carefully, "Is something wrong?"

Six Fingers looked at them and asked curiously, "You really don't know about Ma Long?"

"Do you know what it matters, is this Malone unusual?" He Zhujun asked cautiously again

"Hey, he is now the boss of the vocational college, and he will only go to the internship in the second semester of the spring of the 06 level, and now all the 05 level is about to graduate, and the Ma family gang led by Ma Long and Ma Chao even let the 05 level go, do you think he is easy to provoke, not to mention that after the 05 level is gone, alas" Six Fingers sighed helplessly again after speaking.

He Zhujun immediately realized the seriousness of the problem, and couldn't help but feel helpless, did he still have to go to the road of primary school, He Zhujun immediately shook his head, He Zhujun shook his head decisively after maturity, but he was not afraid in his heart, he who has been the king since he was a child, and he was not afraid of Ma Chao and the so-called Ma Family Gang, thinking of this, He Zhujun couldn't help but think of his primary school days.

Only He Zhujun's primary school classmates know, including Ma Dabanhua, because in primary school, He Zhujun was always famous, every time there was a parent-teacher meeting, the teaching director would come to this class, and then the first sentence was: "May I ask He Zhujun's parents have arrived?", followed by a storm of criticism from the head teacher and the teaching director, and often every time after the parent-teacher meeting went home, He Zhujun would always hang the color to class.

Since the fifth grade, He Zhujun has basically lived a mixed social life, at that time he began to deal with high school students, and also called some gangsters who graduated from high school brothers, and the reason why he became like this is very simple is not to be bullied.

He Zhujun transferred from his hometown SC to Hotan in the first grade, and his mouth full of SC words made him suffer from the roll of his eyes, and his classmates would laugh at him for this, such as milk and birds, etc., every time He Zhujun said it, he was ridiculed by everyone, and his clothes would be disliked by his classmates. At that time, several classmates, mainly Chen Sheng, would always bully him consciously or unconsciously, because bullying He Zhujun was a pastime for them.

He Zhujun really doesn't understand, why there are so many bad people at such a young age, he is often bullied and ridiculed, he is always afraid of going to school, because every time he gets out of school, he is the saddest time, there will always be a few people who block him on time, ask him for money, if not, it is a fist and kick, or a pastime for him, ask him some very private questions, if the answer is wrong, it is。。。。。。

He Zhujun wanted to commit suicide under this kind of oppression, that is, in one afternoon, He Zhujun endured more than three years of bullying, he thought that he could bear it, but in that afternoon, He Zhujun couldn't bear it anymore and began to resist for the first time in his life.

Because what made him feel angry was that several people led by Chen Sheng actually began to bully Ma Xuefang, almost since the previous year, the person He Zhujun liked actually cried, watching her tears fall, the angry He Zhujun began to hit Chen Sheng desperately.

He Zhujun, who thought he would succeed in a sneak attack, fell to the ground instead, reality is reality, no matter how hard he struggles when he is pressed to the ground, it has no effect, and it is not at all like in the movie that he will get infinite power when he gets angry.

He Zhujun, who was humiliated again, was very desperate, he couldn't see any sunshine in his world, as if he felt that every day in the future was endless darkness, He Zhujun couldn't help but shed tears of remorse, tears slowly flowed into the corners of his mouth from the corners of his eyes, the taste was a little sour, a little bitter, He Zhujun slowly got up, sat with his back against the wall, he hated himself, why was he so weak, why was he so cowardly, why couldn't he even protect his own woman? Why?

Countless whys, in He Zhujun's mind, he was a little unconscious, he slammed the back of his head against the wall, does it hurt? He Zhujun asked himself repeatedly: Does it hurt? It hurts, He Zhujun hurts, what is this pain compared to the pain in your heart?

He Zhujun hit the back of his head against the wall again, more and more violently, more and more forcefully, until he began to be unconscious, and the pain began to become unbearable after a certain extent, but why was he still so sad in his heart, why was he still so sad when he saw Chen Sheng's face? Why?

Because I am cowardly, because I am weak, because I can't beat him, so I have to watch him, bully the person I want to protect the most in my heart, rather than watching him bully her like this, rather than living so aggrieved, then I would rather die! Thinking about it, he began to stand up desperately, glanced at the window, and there was a magic voice in his heart telling himself: Jump from here, you will be free, jump!