855 Don't drive me away
After Xiao Jinyu left, Feng Qiao had been in the mountains for ten days.
For most of the past ten days, she spent most of her time recuperating in her room.
The climate in the mountains is overcast and cold, coupled with a sudden heavy rain, the air is very humid, and even the clothes and bedding have a damp feeling.
Lingyue lit a fire in the room, spread out the quilt in her hand, and used her arm as a support to bake the moisture on it in the carbon basin, while Feng Qiao was wrapped in thick clothes, and her sickly face was almost sunk into the white rabbit fur on the cloak, holding Tang Pozi in her hand and coughing lowly.
"You've been recuperating from your injury for so many days and you haven't gotten better, how can it be good to delay it like this?" Guo Lingsi patted her on the back, with a worried look on her face.
Feng Qiao coughed twice: "I'm fine, Imperial Doctor Ji said that it was too cold here, and it would be good to wait until I went down the mountain." ”
Guo Lingsi poured water for her and said in a low voice, "But when can I go down the mountain?"
"It's been ten days since Xiao Jiu returned to Beijing, and the news from Beijing still can't come in, although things are sent from time to time in the mountains, but there is no sign of letting us go down the mountain. Qingqing, do you think there will be any changes in the palace?"
Feng Qiao put down the soup woman and took a sip of water from the cup, waiting for his throat to feel more comfortable before he said: "What is the situation in the capital, I am just guessing, but I believe that Daddy and Chu Xiu, they will definitely find a way to let Emperor Yongzhen let us go down the mountain." ”
"When Xiao Jiu left before, I had already told him everything I could do, and it would take some time for Xiao Jiu to let Emperor Yongzhen relieve his doubts about him, and even trust him. ”
She looked up at Guo Lingsi and whispered reassuringly, "Sister Guo, don't worry, I think it should be soon." ”
Guo Lingsi looked at Feng Qiao, who looked calm, and the anxiety in her heart unconsciously put it down, and she couldn't help but smile a little bitterly.
"In the past, I always felt that I had experienced some things, although I couldn't do Tarzan collapse in front of me and not change color, but at least I was calmer than others, but when I really encountered things, I knew that I thought too highly of myself. ”
From the accident to the present, she has been hanging her heart every day, and there is no moment to calm down.
Feng Qiao shook her head when she heard this, she could understand Guo Lingsi.
She has a husband, a son, and the entire Guo family behind her.
Dozens of lives, how could she not be worried?
Guo Lingsi sighed, and when he looked up and was about to speak, he saw a figure standing under a tree in the courtyard through the window lattice.
She was standing facing this side with an umbrella, and her body had already been splashed with rain, although she couldn't see her face clearly through the rain curtain, but she could tell who it was just by looking at her size.
Feng Qiao also noticed the change in Guo Lingsi's expression, she couldn't help but look up and follow Guo Lingsi's line of sight, and couldn't help frowning when she saw Huan Huan standing in the rain.
"She will be there every day to watch over you, knowing that you will not see her and will not dare to come in. ”
Guo Lingsi looked at Feng Qiao as she spoke: "You still refuse to forgive her?"
Feng Qiao lowered his eyes: "I don't blame her." ”
Guo Lingsi was slightly stunned.
Feng Qiao raised his head: "Lingyue, you go and call her in." ”
Lingyue over there suddenly wanted to speak when she heard this, she was extremely happy with the joy, and even disgusted, even if she regretted and felt guilty at this time, she couldn't hide her previous betrayal of Feng Qiao.
She didn't mean to hurt anyone, but she did hurt Feng Qiao, and even put her in danger.
Lingyue was afraid that Feng Qiao would forgive Duan Huan if she was soft-hearted, and she was even more afraid that she would continue to leave Duan Huan by her side and become a hidden danger, but she didn't say anything after all, just answered in a low voice, put down the half-dried quilt in her hand, and then went out to call Duan Huan in.
It was raining heavily, and when I came in, my shoulders and skirt were already half wet.
Her originally round face was thin and her chin was pointed, and her eyes looked at Feng Qiao a little timidly, clutching her sleeves tightly in her hands.
"Find her clean clothes and let the kitchen make ginger soup. ”
Feng Qiao's voice was cold, but it gave rise to infinite hope.
She looked up at Feng Qiao: "Sister......"
"Now there is only one doctor in the mountain, Ji Huai, taking care of me has consumed his mind, if you are sick, he has no time to take care of you. ”
Feng Qiao's voice was flat, "You don't have to come outside to guard me, although the sisterhood between you and me is over, if there is a chance to go down the mountain, I will also take you with me, and after you go down the mountain, I will not embarrass you, and you can come and go by yourself when the time comes." ”
"If you want to go back to Beijing, just go with Shao Jin, if you want to go elsewhere, I will also entangle you, and I should repay you for not swallowing the things that Xiao Yuanzhu left me in the bamboo house. ”
"It's up to you how you go from here. ”
The blood on her face faded, and her hand holding her sleeve was almost spasmodic.
She knew that Feng Qiao resented her and even annoyed her, but she never thought that she would drive her away.
"Sister..."
"Don't drive me away......"
She didn't dare to cry, she didn't dare to step forward, she just dared to stand there like that.
"Don't drive me away......"
"I know it's wrong, you can do whatever you want me to do, I can beat or scold me......"
"I shouldn't have hidden it from you, let alone lied to you...... It was my fault...... I beg you, you can do whatever you want, just don't let me ......"
Guo Lingsi couldn't bear to look away.
Feng Qiao's face was pale, and he lowered his eyes to hide the look under his eyes.
"You're right, it's me who is wrong. ”
"I shouldn't have forced you to stay by my side in order to make myself no longer guilty, and I shouldn't have thought that you had forgotten the past, and hoped that we would be as good as we were when we were children, in fact, I should have understood that from the day my mother died, from the day your parents died because of me, you and I will never go back to the past. ”
"You have what you want to protect, and I have someone I want to protect, and we're destined to have both. ”
Feng Qiao raised his eyes to look at her, "I don't care if you hurt me for Feng Changyi, and I don't care if you don't believe me, but I can't forgive me for almost hurting my father and Chu Xiu because of my trust in you, and even involving all the people related to me." ”
"I can't trust you as much as I used to, and I can't let you stay by my side without any guilt, I'm afraid I'll keep thinking about whether you will lie to me again, and if you encounter the same thing again, will you choose me or someone else. ”
"I will be on guard against you at every turn, and I will be suspicious of you at any time, and I will become suspicious, and even suspicious of you......"
"Xi'er, I don't want to be like that. ”
The sentence "Xi'er" almost opened the door what Wan Huan tried his best to stop, and it was like drawing a chasm between her and Feng Qiao.
From then on, it was difficult to cross again.
All the words of pleading and justifying were cut off in his mouth.
She knew that her relationship with Feng Qiao was really broken.
She also knew that her sister really wouldn't want her...