Chapter 163: Let it go

Qin Hanzhen swore that when she decided to stay and eavesdrop on Qin Ping's conversation with Wu Shaoying, she really just wanted to know more about her cousin's thoughts, completely out of concern for him, but she never expected that what she finally heard was actually like this...... A bloody story with a little sadness. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

Mother Guan Rongniang and Wu Shaoying are cousins and brothers. Wu Shaoying's parents died when he was young, and his family property was embezzled by the clan, so he could only go to his aunt Mrs. Guan, who grew up in Guan's family. Because of his good grades, he was able to go to the Qin family's school to study. Cousin Guan Rongniang fell in love with him, maybe the two had an agreement, and when Wu Shaoying won the fame, he would officially propose to his uncle and aunt. Before that, Wu Shaoying, who had nothing, did not dare to reveal his wishes to Guan Lao Xiucai and his wife, who were kind to him.

Guan Rongniang cared about Wu Shaoying's daily life, and often went to the school to send him food and clothing, so she met Qin Ping, the son of the Qin family. Qin Ping was attracted by Guan Rongniang and asked his mother Niu to come forward and propose to the Guan family. Guan Lao Xiucai's most admired and admired in his life was Qin Bai, a famous Confucian in Mizhi County, and when he learned that Qin Bai intended to marry his family, how could he not agree? He didn't even discuss it with his family, so he agreed to the marriage contract.

By the time Guan Rongniang and Wu Shaoying knew, it was already too late. Wu Shaoying is studying in the Qin family, if he destroys the marriage of the Qin family's son, he may lose the opportunity to study, and at the same time, it will also make Guan Laoxiucai angry. At that time, Wu Shaoying had no longevity and no fame, so he was completely dependent on the Guan family to survive, and he hoped that the Qin family's teachings would allow him to gain fame and improve his life situation. Guan Rongniang didn't dare to take risks, for fear of affecting Wu Shaoying's future. When Qin Ping came to inquire, she concealed her true intentions and promised to marry the latter.

Wu Shaoying couldn't do anything about it, and soon after her sweetheart's cousin got married, she was admitted to Xiucai, left the Qin Family School, and went to Xi'an Mansion to study, and then she didn't return for many years, until she heard the news that Guan Rongniang was "widowed".

And Guan Rongniang's side, after marriage, the husband and wife have lived together for a long time, and some thoughts can't be hidden. Qin Ping noticed that Guan Rongniang had something else to love, and he couldn't get an answer under questioning, so he left home in a fit of anger and stayed at the side, gathering less and leaving more with his wife. Later, the news of his death came from Yulin Pass, and Guan Rongniang was able to calmly preside over the funeral and take care of her mother-in-law and daughter, until He arrived with her children, which caused the later turmoil......

It's all a mistake. If Qin Ping didn't take a fancy to Guan Rongniang and directly proposed marriage to her father; if Guan Laoxiucai didn't respect Qin Bai and was bent on marrying the Qin family; if Guan Rongniang wasn't too worried about Wu Shaoying's future and didn't dare to take the risk of saying what she really thought; if Wu Shaoying could have a little more courage and confess the truth to the Qin family......

But there is no if in the world, Wu Shaoying and Guan Rongniang have missed it, but Qin Ping and Guan Rongniang have become resentful couples. If it weren't for Ho's peace, maybe they would have a day of reconciliation. But now there is no point in talking about this, because Guan Rongniang is dead.

Qin Hanzhen's mood became a little depressed. She noticed that Zhao Mo seemed to be quietly approaching her, and reached out and patted her shoulder gently, as if to comfort her. She smiled wryly, turned her head over, and whispered in his ear, "Let's go." She didn't want to hear it anymore.

Zhao Mo seemed to be stunned for a moment, but he didn't react, and inside the windowsill, there was a voice of talking again.

This time it was Wu Shaoying who spoke. His voice was a little bitter: "When I was a teenager...... I do have a love for my cousin, but I have always been polite with her, and I have never been far behind. I have no long things, and I don't dare to confess my thoughts to my uncle and aunt before I get fame in the exam, so I can only secretly swear that when I pass the Xiucai exam, I will tell my aunt what I want. Whether it works out or not, my aunt won't annoy me. It's just that the county test has not yet arrived, and the Qin family has already taken the first step to propose. My uncle was ecstatic, and even though my cousin and I had told my aunt about it, my aunt would not dissuade him. I know it's all because I'm useless. Cousin-in-law, I don't blame you, even if there was no you at that time, my uncle was already planning to marry my cousin to another family of meritorious people. He never thought about me. In contrast, I am happier that my cousin is married to you because you ...... There are also teachers and teachers, all of whom are decent and generous people. My cousin marries you and will not suffer. ”

Wu Shaoying took a deep breath and lowered her voice a little: "I don't know what my cousin once said to you, I met her when I left Mizhi." She encouraged me to make a name for myself and get ahead, and I agreed, promising that I would never let her down. It's just that this sentence is a promise made by my younger brother to my sister, and it has nothing to do with personal feelings. From the day my cousin married into the Qin family, I never had any delusions about her again. Holding such thoughts is not only an insult to my cousin, but also a disrespect to the teacher's family, how dare I?"

Qin Ping sighed: "But she hasn't forgotten you, it can be seen that ...... It was because I didn't do well enough to make her feel happy that she would ......."

"I believe that my cousin has more affection for me, and also for my brother and sister. Wu Shaoying interrupted him, "Really." After hearing the news of my cousin-in-law's death, I rushed to Qin's house to pay respects, and I saw my cousin's appearance with my own eyes and talked to her. She's really sad...... She was on the verge of breaking down. Not only because of your cousin-in-law, but also because of Han Zhen...... She will be forced to die by the He family, and my reputation and future may have affected her, but the misunderstanding and scolding of my uncle, aunt, and cousin Yunniang, as well as the fact that Han Zhen was seriously injured and about to die, are the real reasons for her sadness and despair. ”

Wu Shaoying told Qin Ping about the Guan family's various reactions to Guan Rongniang's death. In the past, out of the idea of covering up for the old in-laws' family, Qin Bai and the Niu family did not tell Qin Ping too much of the inside story, after all, Guan Lao Xiucai had already died of guilt, and the Qin family had moved back to the capital, and there was rarely a chance to meet the Guan family, so why should they let their son hate the Yue family? Wu Shaoying was also out of the same thought, but now he felt that there was no need to hide these things anymore.

Sometimes it was hard for him to believe in his heart, why Guan Laoxiu was so harsh to his eldest daughter, and he regretted it when he died? Why did his aunt Mrs. Guan ignore the pain in her eldest daughter's heart for a little selfishness? Why did Guan Yunniang feel jealous and resentful of her eldest sister and did not hesitate to slander her father in front of her...... They are obviously Guan Rongniang's closest relatives, but they stabbed her the heaviest.

Qin Ping sat on the chair with a complicated expression on his face.

Wu Shaoying said to him calmly: "Although there are various reasons, my cousin-in-law should not be too resentful of my uncle and aunt. The uncle only went a few days later than his cousin, and Yun Niang was also rejected by her family. My aunt regrets it now, and she will inevitably be sad and sad in this life. After all, they are really outsiders, and they didn't mean to...... Besides, I've always felt that Hanzhen's injury is the reason why my cousin really wants to die. She has always regarded her daughter as the root of her life, how can she watch her own flesh and blood die? But at that time, Han Zhen was already out of breath and less in qi, and she could die at any time. Just in time for that day is your 100-day sacrifice, the whole family is doing things in the lower house, and there are only two of them in the upper house, mother and daughter. My cousin probably felt that it was the best time for her to seek death, and if she missed it, it would be difficult to find such an opportunity that no one would disturb. I was also wrong, when I heard that the mother and daughter were alone in the upper courtyard, and there was no one else around, I should have been vigilant. Blame me for being so careless that I forgot to ask someone to see them, otherwise, maybe my cousin would have been saved. ”

"You don't have to say any more. Qin Ping said in a hoarse voice, "It's always my fault." If I hadn't trusted the wrong person and forgot to ask someone to carry the letter to my family, none of this would have happened. ”

Wu Shaoying said: "How can this be the responsibility of my cousin-in-law? In the final analysis, it is all the He family's fault." If she hadn't been upset, or your cousin had misunderstood that something had really happened to you, she would have been sad for a few months. When the Qin family recognizes you in the capital and sends a slave to Mizhi County to report the news, everything will naturally be revealed. Therefore, if we want to hate, we will hate the He family, and there is Zhao Jie, who made the He family do such a reckless act. ”

Qin Ping said: "The He family is dead. Zhao Zhen has also lost ground early. He's not going to end well. He looked at Wu Shaoying, "The fire on Zhao Zhuangzi is actually a bit weird. He was clearly seriously injured and couldn't move, so how could she still have the strength to light the candle?

Wu Shaoying smiled: "Who knows? Maybe she relieved her breath and had the strength to check her injuries, right? I think God has eyes, but I can't see her arrogant anymore." He smiled and said solemnly to Qin Ping, "Cousin-in-law, although the He family is the culprit, if it wasn't for me to stay at the Qin family that day, the He family would have an opportunity to use me to frame my cousin, maybe my cousin wouldn't be ......."

Qin Ping interrupted him: "You also said just now, the He family is the culprit, and the words and deeds of the Guan family and Hanzhen's serious injuries are the real reasons for Rong Niang's despair, what responsibility do you have here? ”

Wu Shaoying's expression was a little uncomfortable: "In short, I have always been sad, and I never rescued my cousin that day." I often thought in my heart that if I had been more clever at that time, maybe my cousin would not have died, and Hanzhen would not have suffered the pain of losing his mother. My cousin has always been very good to me, and aside from the delusions I had when I was a teenager, she is really the best person in the Guan family to me. She passed away, and I just wanted to do more for her husband and daughter. Otherwise, I always feel sorry for it. ”

Qin Ping sighed: "You often advise me to look away, don't always think about your cousin's death, in fact, why aren't you like this? You and Rong Niang, I didn't know about it before, if I had known earlier, I would definitely not have proposed to the Guan family. I am wrong about you. Now that I say these words, it may be meaningless, but I can't compensate Rong Niang, but I hope to compensate you. You don't need to worry about me and Hanzhen, I will take care of the child and not let her be wronged. And you...... Now that you have fulfilled your promise to Rong Niang and won the Jinshi fame, how can you not continue to fulfill the second half of your promise and get ahead? Do you think that if you only need to be admitted to the Jinshi and take revenge, there will be nothing else to do, right? If Rong Niang knows in the spirit of the sky, I am afraid that she will scold you. ”

Wu Shaoying smiled bitterly and covered her face with her hand: "My cousin will indeed scold me...... She can't see me as useless as she can......"

Qin Ping stood up, walked in front of him, and reached out to press his shoulder: "Shaoying, I will want to open it, you can also let yourself go." ”

Qin Hanzhen gently pushed Zhao Mo under the windowsill, and the two tiptoed out of the mezzanine and left the outer study. Zhao Mo pulled Qin Hanzhen into his courtyard, and by the light of the lantern under the corridor, he saw that her face was full of tears, and he couldn't help but be surprised: "Cousin?"

Qin Hanzhen stretched out his hand and wiped his face: "I'm fine." ”