Chapter 54: The Shadow of the First Half of Life, the Redemption of the Second Half of Life
The old movie has finally come to an end.
This is the torture called "justice", the price of the ideals he aspires to.
Fathers, like mothers, even take away the right to feel the bloody touch on their hands and to remember them.
Kiritsugu could never recall the people he loved, their voices, their figures with a calm heart.
They will continue to torment Kiritsugu in nightmares forever, and will never forgive Kiritsugu for abandoning them and killing their lives based on ruthless judgment.
But he couldn't stop, and he couldn't stop.
The moment he stops, everything he has pursued before will become a blur. The price he paid, the sacrifices he had accumulated, would all be worthless and crumble.
He can only carry it all silently on his shoulders, whether it is curse or resentment. I just hope that when the tears dry in the future, there will be a day when my wish will be fulfilled.
This was the first half of Kiritsugu's life, and the "magician killer" that frightened many magicians was born at this moment.
Because of Xia Lei, he began to weigh his life on the scales.
Because of his father's death, he embarked on an inhuman and bloody road.
Because of the death of his adoptive mother, he almost wiped out all humanity and turned himself into a machine.
These two experiences have also become a cage that imprisons him in the second half of his life, and everything he does cannot escape the shadow of the first half of his life.
Because he saw Natalia's shadow in Maiya Kuyu, after saving her, he agreed that she would stay by his side and become his assistant, just like Natalia did to him back then.
Not wanting such a tragedy to happen again, he traveled the world in search of a "miracle", so he agreed to Einzbelen's invitation and became Alice Fair's husband, and disappeared from it.
Because Alice Field's innocence and simplicity are somewhat like Xia Lei, Kiritsugu can't help but pour his feelings into her, instead of simply treating her as a tool as Ahad said.
Involuntarily again and again, it also adds new brilliance to Kiritsu's bleak life, and the original cold heart has also regained the temperature of the person.
However, this bright color, this warmth, can't offset the shadow of the first half of his life after all. In the end, he still has to make another cruel choice, and has to sacrifice his wife in order to save all mankind.
What's even more cruel is that after sacrificing all the important people of his family, lover, and all the important people, what he got was a bamboo basket for nothing, and there was no way to save mankind at all.
The man who realized this finally came to his senses, and he left all his attachments behind and allowed his past self to collapse.
With the help of a visitor from a fateful world, he is freed from the tragic fate of dragging his body and mind in full swing, and awaiting the end of his life with the curse of a day of no redemption—a miracle that does not save all of humanity, but saves his last family.
In the future, Emiya Kiritsugu is not for all mankind, not for justice, not for salvation, he only lives for his family, only for himself - he finally walked out of the shadow of the first half of his life, out of his own painting as a prison, and ran towards a better tomorrow.
However, just when he gradually forgot the past and concentrated on enjoying the present, the shadow of the first half of his life, the shackles that had pressed him breathlessly, appeared in front of him again, no wonder he was so out of shape.
"Impossible, impossible, impossible, impossible - this must be a dream, it's not real. Natalia...... Xia Lei ......"
He held his head and clutched his hair frantically, like a wounded beast.
"I didn't expect you cold imp to have such an expression. ”
The female Dead Apostle, dressed in a black trench coat, took off her hat and sunglasses, revealing her light blue hair and face that had not changed from the separation.
"Kelly, it's all true, you're not dreaming. ”
The Dead Apostle, dressed in a single coat, also took off his gloves, revealing the delicate face that had appeared countless times in Kiritsugu's dreams, sometimes making her nostalgic and sometimes tormenting her.
"If you don't have a dream, it's an illusion! Who are you!Why do you use their appearance to deceive me!"
Kiritsugu roared in a hoarse, deep voice, and the pistol, which had been inserted back into his waist, returned to his hand once more.
"There's no way they're still alive!"
"Are we still alive like this?"
Natalie shrugged, pointing to her pale skin and her red eyes.
"Vampire!" Kiritsugu instinctively raised his gun and was about to pull the trigger.
A hand reached out and grabbed his wrist and snatched his gun before it could be fired.
"Shinji, what are you doing!"
"I still want to ask what you're going to do? Have you forgotten what I just said, your wife and daughter are dead without them! I, a professional vampire hunter, didn't shout and kill, what are you anxious about? What about your usual calm?"
"Kiritsugu. ”
"Dad. ”
Alice Phil and Illya held Kiritsugu's hand left and right, which also eased his uncontrollable emotions.
"Anyway, let's sit down and have a good chat. With us here, even if they are twenty-seven ancestors in disguise, they can't make waves. I think your wife and children are also very interested in your past affairs. ”
Shinji deliberately let out a malicious laugh in order to lighten the mood. It's a pity that it has had little effect, and the women of the Emiya family, the only little effect is Sakura's curiosity.
This harem is really terrifyingly harmonious, I don't know if it's because of the unique reconciliation techniques, or because things must be reversed, and the bitterness is sweet.
is also a young man with an excellent relationship with women, and he is envious in his heart, completely forgetting that this thing must be reversed, and he is willing to come to the bitter end, or he created it with his own hands.
"First of all, let's find out whether these two dead ladies are the old people of Kiritsu. I've believed it, but this one hasn't seen your heroics and is skeptical—so please find some way to dispel his suspicions. ”
"It's easy, I'll come first. "The imp will think I'm dead because he shot down the plane I was piloting." Based on how it felt when it exploded, it was supposed to be a British 'blopipe' - it's not easy to get by even now, so you must have wasted a lot of effort. ”
"......" Kiritsugu was silent.
"It's my turn. Xia Lei took over the topic, "I begged Kelly to kill me when I first became like this, but Kelly didn't agree, and the result was ......"
"Enough, don't say it!"
The scars of the past were once again revealed, dripping with blood and painful, and this pain is the best proof.
At this moment, the man who was about to be driven crazy only wanted to figure out two questions.
How did they survive the mortal situation, and why did it take so long for them to appear?
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