How strong he is on the outside, how weak his mental world is.

Du Xiaolei stretched out her hands and wrapped them around his shoulders. He whispered in his ear, "Young Master Si, don't you understand my mind?"

Si Yao felt Du Xiaolei's blazing breathing, and his heart was shaken, but he said: "Xiaolei, use this to bluff me, you really think I'm a nerd who just waded into flowers?" That, he said sexy and hoarse, as if he had practiced thousands of times.

Du Xiaolei looked at him and looked at him deeply, "Don't you believe that I am telling the truth for a moment?"

Si Yao smiled and combed his hair back, "I believe it, Xiaolei." ”

obviously didn't believe it at all, and even said it so perfunctory. Du Xiaolei said: "Si Yao, I have always liked you for so many years. Waiting for your promise, and you, give me a vague answer, make fun of me, right?" a little disappointed look, this kind of gaze Si Yao had seen in his memory.

He has never wanted to joke about emotional matters, and he has always insisted on his bottom line. Si Yao said, "I don't. "It's almost the justification of a child when he lies.

Du Xiaolei continued: "Si Yao, can you trust me? Even if it's only for a minute. I'm satisfied, too. I love you and want you to love me too. But do you love me?" she asked.

However, Si Yao was stunned by her affectionate eyes, and he didn't know what to do? Looking at her like this, his heart hurt beyond measure, but his reason told him that it shouldn't have developed like this. But......

Si Yao's inner world fluctuated, and the scenes began to be dyed with sound, changing as quickly as a photo wall, and the little boy slowly grew into a handsome and tall man.

She knew that what Si Yao needed was loyalty. This kind of thing that was lacking in his parents' lives was also something he had been searching for.

Du Xiaolei said: "I understand. ”

Si Yao couldn't help but say, "Xiaolei." ”

Du Xiaolei slowly withdrew her hand from his shoulder, and just as she was about to leave both hands, a strong, honey-colored hand pulled her into her arms, and the sound of her breath was shallow, only the eyes of each other interacted.

Si Yao said with a gloomy face: "Xiaolei, are you not clear about the situation of my family, I can't marry you, if you don't mind, just be my aunt." Although I have been wronged, I will definitely protect you more. ”

Du Xiaolei snorted and said, "Once the sea was difficult to remove the water, Wushan is not a cloud. Si Yao, your liking is too cheap! I tell you, I, Du Xiaolei, will not be a small person in my life. She sighed in disappointment and said, "Si Yao, don't you dare to fight? Even if you wander the world, I am willing to follow you." ”

Si Yao was silent for a moment, as if he was moved by her words, he was very tempted, but ...... However, seeing her earnest gaze, he said, "Xiaolei, you--are you really willing?" as if he was about to throw off a burden and reach his destination, the person who was about to drown was pulled up.

Du Xiaolei replied firmly: "I do." ”

Si Yao wanted to laugh, but he felt a little headache. Du Xiaolei sensed his abnormality, helped him and asked with concern, "Are you okay?"

Du Xiaolei couldn't see that his eyes were changing, and the eyes that were originally a little evil slowly cleared up, and he had Sven Fan again.

He raised his head and looked at Du Xiaolei, as if he still remembered everything that had happened just now, but he was a little incredulous.

So he asked tentatively, "Xiaolei, did I get sick again just now?"

Du Xiaolei hesitated for a moment, and replied honestly: "Nothing happened." ”

Si Yao didn't speak, what happened just now was rare and the first time he could remember it so clearly. Du Xiaolei was forced to look like that by him, and still said such beautiful words, even now he feels sweet when he thinks about it. However, Xiaolei, did she really not care at all? Si Yao felt that this was a sweet burden.

After thinking for a moment, he said, "I'm sorry, Xiaolei. He pulled Du Xiaolei to sit beside him, his head close to her neck, a little itchy, and a faint breath.

Du Xiaolei said: "It's okay, the two of us are boyfriend and girlfriend, and it's a shame to say this." ”

Si Yao said: "Xiaolei, there are some things that have been hidden in my heart for many years, if I don't say it again, I'm afraid I won't say it in the future." Would you like to listen to me?"

Du Xiaolei nodded, just waiting for you to take the initiative to confess. Such a good opportunity, Si Yao took the initiative to talk about the past, how could she not listen. Si Yao's hand touched her face, and the calloused hand touched the delicate skin, and there was a wonderful feeling.

Si Yao began to say, and it was similar to what she had half-guessed and half-combined with Si Yao's psychological world. Si Yao was indeed miserable when he was a child, and in the eyes of outsiders, he did have a pair of excellent parents, and his family background was also very good. But no one thought that his parents didn't care much about him at all, they were all playing their own outside, and even Si Yao's mother brought her lover home to have a face-to-face showdown with Si Yao's father.

If it weren't for Si Yao's grandfather who found out about his grandson's weirdness and went to investigate this matter, his parents would not have divorced at all, and they would continue to torture each other and Si Yao like this.

When the task prompt told her that she was 90% complete, she was not as happy as before, but a little melancholy.

She accompanied Si Yao to see a psychiatrist, and Si Yao was a little resistant at first, after all, her girlfriend knew that she was mentally ill, and it was not good news to go with her. But under Du Xiaolei's soft grinding and hard bubbles, she raised a small white flag.

In the past few years, I have come to Dr. Chen's place to see him once a month, and sometimes it is not about illness, but about daily life, and after a few years, I have become friends.

Du Xiaolei smiled and said, "Hello, Dr. Chen. ”

"Hello. Doctor Chen looked at Du Xiaolei standing beside Si Yao, his eyes curious.

Si Yao knew what he was thinking, hugged Du Xiaolei and said, "My girlfriend, Du Xiaolei." ”

Dr. Chen was so frightened that his glasses were about to fall off, no, he hadn't seen him for a long time, and he had a girlfriend! Suddenly feeling a sense of relief welling up in his heart, Mr. Chen looked at Du Xiaolei carefully, and Du Xiaolei stood up generously to show him.

Dr. Chen said, "Si Yao, what a blessing!" Tears flowed down his face, he was busy working, and he hadn't found a girlfriend yet. Even Si Yao, who was determined not to get married or have a girlfriend before, has a girlfriend, and it seems that he has to find one immediately.

Si Yao raised his eyebrows and smiled, quite confident in his words.

Du Xiaolei watched from the sidelines.

Doctor Chen said, "Si Yao, it seems that your phobia is completely cured?" With a relaxed tone of joking, his eyes fell on Du Xiaolei's face carelessly.

Du Xiaolei was stupefied by the fresh noun of his three words. Gynophobia? Where is such a thing, and there is nothing abnormal about Si Yao getting along with girls? She looked at Dr. Chen with curious eyes.

Si Yao's face darkened, and he said, "What kind of phobia, Chen Yi, don't talk nonsense." He looked at Du Xiaolei nervously again. Not to mention how cute it is.

Dr. Chan said, "Just kidding, don't pay too much attention to it." He lifted his glasses and went into serious mode. Basically, he asked something for Si Yao to answer, and after five or six minutes, his expression became stern, and Du Xiaolei was also nervous.

Si Yao's hand pressed against hers, as if to comfort her. Du Xiaolei raised her eyes to look at Si Yao, the latter smiled, but Du Xiaolei saw a sentence from his face.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here. ”

At that moment, they were caught in the eye for each other, pink bubbles swaying in the void. Dr. Chen looked at the two people who showed affection and was sad. With a clear cough, Du Xiaolei and Si Yao opened their eyes, both a little embarrassed.

Dr. Chen looked at the analysis he had written and said, "Si Yao, I don't know what happened to you recently? If you continue like this, you will most likely get rid of their shadows. Anyway, come on. ”

Si Yao glanced at Du Xiaolei and replied to Dr. Chen, "Well, I'll do my best." ”

Du Xiaolei smiled and said, "Trouble Dr. Chen." ”

Dr. Chen waved his hand modestly: "You're welcome." ”

Walking out of the office, Du Xiaolei bought a bottle of water for Si Yao. Si Yao took it, took a big sip, and handed it to Du Xiaolei.

Si Yao said, "Xiaolei, thank you. ”

Du Xiaolei complained in her heart, now that you are all good, it is not too late to thank me when you are all right.

Du Xiaolei said with a straight face: "Look, you're here again." So polite, do you still take me as your girlfriend?"

Si Yao smiled helplessly, held her hand, and walked in the boulevard, the pomegranate trees bore fruit, the lotus flowers bloomed with a fragrance, and the sultry evening breeze did not make people feel depressed.

It was the happiest summer of his life.

At the end of September, Grandpa Si Yao called him to return to his hometown, and Du Xiaolei naturally followed him.

The scenery of the countryside is particularly good, especially during this harvest season, when the deep red and green of the mountains and fields are bright and yellow, and these three colors are left in the eyes.

Although Grandpa Si Yao lived in the township, he contracted a few hills and opened a fruit orchard. This season, the orchard is full of tree branches, and many people come from the city to play. There were people standing in the orchard, and Du Xiaolei and Si Yao were warmly welcomed by their grandfather as soon as they came.

For lunch, I also specially slaughtered a local chicken and steamed it with sweet chestnuts. Du Xiaolei ate a few chicken legs and drank a glass of bayberry wine brewed by her grandfather.

The evening breeze is gentle, and the orchard is rendered particularly beautiful by the red sun. Du Xiaolei stretched out her hand and moved the cool autumn breeze. Under the chestnut tree, which I don't know how many years I have lived, Si Yao carried the oranges that had just been picked from the tree and looked at her with a smile.

Time is quiet, just like that for a lifetime.

Mission accomplished.

The male protagonist is 100% sincere.

Trigger +1 Empathy.

Mission Evaluation: S