"Can you really make up your mind to divorce him?" I was a little skeptical of Yu Lu's determination.

"My heart is dead, there is no hope at all, what is there that I can't make up my mind? But if there is a little hope, there is a little possibility, I will not make this decision, but the hope is gone, it may be gone, in this case, there is only one way left to choose divorce. Yu Lu said.

"Let's drive, if you don't drive again, I'll really go down by myself. "Yu Lu urged me.

I sighed, finally started the car, drove the car to the hospital, accompanied Yu Lu to register, and went to the gynecology department.

While waiting in line outside the gynecology department, I looked at Yu Lu, who was sitting silently: "Do you regret it?"

"My own choice, what is the use of regretting it, others did not force me, forced me to like Zhou Kai, it is I who like him, it is my own pursuit of him, my own choice, no matter how much I regret it, I can only bear it silently. Yu Lu shook her head, holding the registration slip, and her mood was very low, "I'm just thinking, what have I done in the past ten years, why is everything I have done meaningless, these ten years seem to have lived in vain, just like the moon in the mirror, all fake." ”

"Except for Zhou Kai, isn't there a side life?" I asked.

"I thought he was my destination, he was my dependence, he was the other half of my life, I did revolve around him for more than ten years, I was happy when he was happy, I went wherever he was, I didn't have my own real life. Yu Lu's eyes were a little confused, "I thought that I would be able to go hand in hand with him for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect an accident to happen so soon, and the mark in his heart never disappeared. ”

"Everyone thinks that I should be with him, so he succumbed to everyone's will, fell in love with me, and married me, but his heart must be very unwilling, and that uneasiness may become more and more intense as I marry him, and it will explode all at once, and things will become clear, and it has always been my wishful thinking. ”

Yu Lu looked up and smiled at me: "I have seen it clearly, and I have woken up, then let this all be over, there is no need to insist on it anymore, and then deceive yourself." ”

There was a doctor's voice shouting inside, and Yu Lu looked at the registration list in his hand: "I should go in." ”

"I'll go in with you. "I followed Yu Lu.

I was by Yu Lu's side until I entered the operating room.

I paid the money, and I signed the words on my behalf, and the door of the operating room opened, and the doctor came out, holding a plate, and there were some tissues in the basin to show me: "Look at it, this is the child, all taken out, clean, be careful in the future, if you don't want the child, do some defensive measures, don't be like this." Children are a life, and adults also suffer physically, and they can't be reckless about the consequences for their own comfort. ”

I nodded resignedly, thinking of Tong Wangjun.

"You wait outside for a while, the effect of her anesthetic has not passed, and she will wake up after a while, remember to hold her and don't let her fall. "The doctor taught me a few words, told me again, and left.

I waited outside the operating room for about five or six minutes, and someone helped Yu Lu out.

Yu Lu's face was very pale and she was a little unsteady when she walked, so I helped her sit down and wanted her to slow down.

"I don't want to stay here, you take me, walk out of this place. Yu Lu shook her head.

"Rest for a while, wait until your numbing is over, and then go downstairs, it's a bit dangerous to walk like this now. I said.

"This place is so cold, do you know what I experienced in the operating room just now?" Yu Lu's voice was very sad, "I felt an ice thing scraping in my stomach one by one, it hurt, although I couldn't see it, but I could feel it, I could guess that it was my child, he was chopped up and pulled out of my stomach." ”

"Don't say it, you don't want to stay here, then I'll help you down, let's go to the car and sit in the car for a while. I couldn't bear to hear this, so I helped Yu Lu downstairs, got out of the hospital, and sat in the car.

"Would you like something to eat, or something to drink?" I asked Yu Lu.

"No, I can't eat anything. Yu Lu shook her head.

Yu Lu leaned on the back seat, resting with her eyes closed, and I accompanied her.

After about half an hour, Yu Lu felt better and came to her senses: "Send me back to the community." ”

"Aren't you planning to get a divorce, what are you going to do back to the community?" I asked, "Why don't I rent you a house outside?"

The children have been beaten, there is no room for relaxation on this road, the matter between Zhou Kai and Yu Lu is basically settled, and the ten-year relationship is over.

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