Chapter 128: Happiness
"Hmm. Tong Wangjun nodded.
"I'm sorry. "I finally know why Tong Wangjun hates me for drinking so much.
Not only because her dad likes to drink, and then she has a disgust, but also because of this.
"Tang Wan also knows about this?" I thought of Tang Wan's desire to speak again.
She saw it. Tong Wangjun said, "You like her very much, right?"
I was silent.
Things have come to this point, what if you like it, and what if you don't like it?
Tang Wan said that my marriage because of responsibility should stem from this, and there is no relationship between me and Tong Wangjun, at least, for me who has lost my memory for eight years.
I was drunk and had sex, had a relationship with Tong Wangjun, took her, and gave birth to Chen Ke and Chen Le, it's as simple as that.
But I hurt three people, Tong Wangjun, Tang Wan, and myself.
"Go and explain it to her, maybe there's a chance to redeem it. Tong Wangjun said, "She still likes you." ”
"How do you know?" I asked.
"If she doesn't like you, why will she come back to you? and she's not married yet. Tong Wangjun said.
I took out the cigarette before taking out the lighter, and Tong Wangjun stopped me: "Don't smoke, this is the school." ”
"What are your plans for the future?" I asked Tong Wangjun.
"You don't have to worry about me, I will definitely live better than you, and I should settle in Wuchang in the future." Tong Wangjun laughed, but her smile carried a hint of melancholy, "You still care about yourself." ”
"You want to be with Xu Heng?" Tong Wangjun can have her happiness, I am very happy, but I think Xu Heng is not someone Tong Wangjun can trust.
Xu Heng pursued Tong Wangjun in order to conquer her, and when the conquest is reached, will Tong Wangjun be abandoned?
"Well, we're ready to live together. Tong Wangjun paused, then looked at me.
My heart trembled.
"He's not a good guy. I said directly.
"Then are you a good person?" Tong Wangjun's eyes were filled with another layer of mist, and after glancing at me, he turned his gaze to staring at Chen Ke and Chen Le, two children playing in the distance.
I was speechless, drunk and disorderly sex with Tong Wangjun, she had just taken the college entrance examination at that time, and she was pregnant before the age of twenty, I am indeed not a good person.
"He pursues you because he wants to conquer you, and you won't be happy with him. I said.
"Why, after telling you this, do you feel sorry in your heart, feel guilty, and start to care about me?" Tong Wangjun stared at me, "You just take care of yourself, I don't need you to worry about it." ”
Tong Wangjun had regret, memories, and even a look of resentment on his face.
I don't know if she was angry when she said that she wanted to live with Xu Heng, or if it would really be like that, my heart was also uncomfortable.
But I really want to see her happy.
"Ah Ke and Xiaole will be handed over to me in the future. I said.
"If you can't take them, the children will be abolished if they follow you. Tong Wangjun didn't think about it, and immediately vetoed it.
"If you are with Xu Heng, the child must be brought to me, I will not let other men take my daughter. "I'm resolute.
My daughter is mine.
"Did you pay 200,000 yuan for tuition?" Tong Wangjun's tone was not very good.
"Whether you can afford it or not, when this semester is over, I will take the two of them back, don't forget, the custody of the child is with me. "I don't agree with Tong Wangjun's way of educating children, she lives in a distorted family, her outlook on life seems to me to be a little deformed, and the child cannot be given to her to raise.
"Since you've already taken the hukou, go back. "Tong Wangjun drove me away.
"How are you going to go back?" I said, "I'll send you." ”
I want to go to Tong Wangjun's place to have a look.
"No, I don't. Tong Wangjun shook his head, "Wait a minute, Xu Heng will come to pick me up." ”
I was silent for a while, and I didn't stay anymore: "Okay, then I'll go, you take the child to be careful." ”
"Dad is leaving, you and your sister are playing here. I walked up to Chen Ke, squatted down, and touched Chen Ke's forehead, "I'm sweating, don't run crazy, be careful of catching a cold." ”
"Dad, don't you stay and sleep with me at night?" Chen Ke's little face flushed and he fell into my arms.
"Next time, wait for Dad to come over and sleep with you again, okay?" I said.
"Good. Chen Ke nodded, "Dad, don't worry, I will study hard and buy you a house when I grow up, so that we can sleep together every day." ”
"Good. I smiled and nodded, feeling a little sour.
After leaving the school, I turned my head, and Tong Wangjun was inside, looking at me.
I waved at her, but she turned away.
I didn't go back, I was swaying on the road with a cigarette in my mouth, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.
Tong Wangjun wants to live with Xu Heng, I can't stop it, and there is no reason to stop it, but I still can't accept it in my heart, I feel like I'm wearing a hat.
Importantly, I don't know if I'm uncomfortable because I'm wearing a hat, or because Tong Wangjun is finally going to say goodbye to me.
It's very upset.
The sky was overcast and it seemed to rain.
I didn't know where I went, but when I looked up again, I saw a river in the distance.
Before I knew it, I was on the riverside.
Crossing the road, I reached the river beach and looked at the hazy surface of the river, trying to get rid of the melancholy and troubles in my heart.
Unfortunately, the river is not wide enough, and you can see the opposite riverbank, and the ships sailing in it make a whistle from time to time, which makes people even more annoying.
I clenched my fists and suddenly shouted loudly.
The people on the side looked at me strangely, and walked away a little panickedly.
I squatted by the river, stirring the water and continuing to smoke.
When the sparse rain falls, I don't want to move.
Squatting still, my mind seems to have stagnated, it doesn't hurt so much, and I can feel better.
The phone rang and a message came.
I didn't care, I looked up at the river in the rain, and the damp moisture in the air seemed to soak into my lungs, making my whole body seem to be moldy with it.
The sky is getting darker and darker, the lights are on, and the scene that looks a little chaotic during the day becomes magnificent under the cover of the black curtain and the embellishment of the lights.
As the rain grew heavier, I finally stood up and hid in a nearby pavilion to watch the rain outside.
The phone rang, someone called, I took it out, it was Su Ran.
For some reason, I felt a little lost, but also a little happy.
Tong Wangjun didn't call me, but Su Ran did.
I was just about to pick it up, but the phone screen shook, and I actually hung it up.
After wiping the water stains on my hands, I called Su Ran.
"Why did you hang up on me, are you busy?" asked me as soon as Su Ran opened his mouth.
"No, I had water on my hand just now and accidentally hung up the phone. I said.
"Where are you?" asked me.
"Guess?" I said, glancing at the river.
"Who can guess if you're outside?" Su Ran didn't seem interested in playing with me.
"How come, it's raining outside, how can I be outside?" I thought about going to Su Ran at first, but now in this state, I hesitated again.
I don't want Su Ran to see my embarrassed appearance.
"Then why do I hear the sound of rain?" Su Ran asked after him.
Her ears are truly spiritual.
"I was on the balcony. I said.
"How do you explain the whistle of the steamer?" Su Ran seemed a little annoyed, "Did you come to Wuchang?"
I admired Su Ran's reasoning ability: "Well, I'm in Wuchang, I have some things, come and deal with it." ”
"Where are you, I'll look for you. Su Ran said.
"Aren't you going to work?" I said busily, "you are busy working, leave me alone." ”
"There is no rush in the work, you can put it off and do it again. Su Ran seemed to be packing up his things, and a murmur came, "Where are you?"
I looked around: "I'm by the river, but I don't know exactly where it is, there is a ferry here, there are ancient buildings on the side, there is a stone monument, and there is a bridge not far away." ”
"Okay, you'll be waiting for me there, and I'll be over in a moment. Su Ran said a word, and the phone hung up.
I actually had some expectations in my heart that this call was from Tong Wangjun, but Tong Wangjun didn't, when Tong Wangjun really didn't call me, I actually felt a sense of relief in my heart.
She seemed to have made some decisions for me, some decisions for me.
I don't know if Tong Wangjun is accompanying the two children or Xu Heng, but I really hope that she can be happy and will not miss happiness because of my mistakes.
The white Audi car came through the rain, Su Ran got out of the car, looked around, looking for me, I got out of the pavilion and ran towards her.