This made me want to give up, and under the surface of the weeping eyes, the soul who did not belong to this world sneered. How many times did she want to give up such a task that never stopped, but who could save her from this boundless sea of suffering, only herself.

In this way, how could Ji Ling let him have the idea of giving up. She hugged him tightly, and something called suffocation flowed through the room. He had an attitude of indifference, and he was sad in his heart, is this the end?

"No, I refuse. Zhang Jingran, I have liked you for so many years, so I don't want to accept such a reason. I don't want to be your friend of the opposite sex, and I can't be your friend with the mood of liking you, not to mention that now you know everything, what do you want me to do, don't you know what to do? Zhang Jingran, you are so cruel. ”

The girl's tears fell down his neck like a continuous rain, slowly sliding down and flowing into his chest. Such sadness is only for him, but what can he do.

"We—really can't be. He couldn't say anything about breaking up his friendship, because he couldn't help but covet the warmth.

Ji Ling raised his head, a delicate face with dew, and it was moving. Slightly dry tears, red eyes, stubbornly curved corners of the mouth, "Why, I don't think it's this reason, if you don't say it, I won't give up." ”

Zhang Jingran looked directly at the familiar and unfamiliar face, and had a lot to say in his heart, but he couldn't say anything. It's just a long silence, and the factors that pervade the air are left with an annoying silence.

The girl's initial anticipation gradually turned into despair, she stared at him, confused, and slowly even her eyes lost their brilliance.

"You really don't want to say anything, you hate me so much that you don't even want to say a word to me. ”

Zhang Jingran: No, I like to talk to you the most.

didn't say it, his eyes avoided her, dodging and dodging. Ji Ling didn't miss it at all, and of course he understood his general thoughts in his heart. It should be that he is afraid that he will hurt her and be wronged, but he still lives in this world as a woman. Although Zhang Jingran writes ** novels, he is still a conservative man in his bones.

"Okay, good-" She looked so angry that she stood up without hesitation, and in Zhang Jingran's surprise, she said cruelly: "Okay, since you hate me so much, I'm just-hmph, I'm not such a petty woman, why hang on your crooked neck tree and give up a large number of beautiful boys." If you don't like me, forget it, anyway, I don't plan to like you in the future. I'm gone, you can live by yourself. In the last sentence, she said it very loudly and viciously.

The hand was grasped, and in a wrapped gesture, his hand was so strong that she felt pain, and she turned her head to see his face dark, and the dangerous air flow was surging around him, and his tight face seemed to be uncomfortable as if he had heard something bad.

That's right, when she said that I don't want to like you anymore, he was all bad, like a person on an isolated island who saw a small boat after a long wait, thinking that he was saved, only to find that the ship did not stop at all but left in the opposite direction of himself.

His reason was thrown out of the sky at that moment, and he reluctantly held the hand that was too slender and had obvious girlish characteristics, and had made countless delicacies for him at the flow table, and had pulled him up countless times to convey confidence.

He didn't want to leave her at all, and he would never allow anyone else to get such warmth, he always thought that these were his own, and in her ruthless words, he found that he was not the person she couldn't live without, not someone who had to be.

Such a sober realization made him feel very terrifying.

Ji Ling's eyes showed a hint of weakness, and he built a high iron wall in an instant. If you are ruthless, I will leave, and this is the meaning you want to convey.

"Zhang Jingran, what do you mean?" she glanced at the arm that was tightly held by him, and then looked at the pair of clear eyes, the uneasy look on her beautiful face, and the gloomy and sad look.

"Do you really want to know?"

His tone was extremely light, like a black feather falling from the sky, without the slightest weight, and with chagrin and unconfidence.

It's natural, otherwise what would I do like this? She hesitated, her white chin tucking.

Zhang Jingran smiled bitterly, his black soft hair was blown by the morning breeze blowing in from the window, drawing a graceful arc, like a butterfly flapping its delicate wings.

"You said you liked me?"

Ji Ling looked into his eyes without hesitation and answered him seriously, in a silent way.

The black hair covered his right eye, and his left eye seemed to be smiling, inexplicably hooking a demonic complexion like a peach blossom, but it exuded a dark aura, the wind flowed his long hair, and the clouds of smoke swirled around Ji Ling's slender shoulders, like a lingering black snake sticking out its tongue and puffing on the heat. This mortal danger surrounded her whole body at once.

"Then can you like me like this?he~~ A man who has become a woman, a selfish ghost. Even I don't hope that I will change back, even I don't believe that I can give you happiness, I am afraid that you will leave me, enjoy your tenderness and refuse to give. Yes, I'm such a person, if you like me, you are looking for hardship, so do you still like me? Will you go to hell with me—I mean, after I can't go back, endure all the gossip and disgust and contempt in the world, including my loved ones, my parents, and my relatives. Ji Ling, have you thought about this qiē? Are you not afraid at all? Or have you not thought about it again, this qiē is just playing. ”

It turned out that he was really worried about this. Someone else may be distressed and overwhelmed, but she definitely won't. For her, it's just a task, and Lily is nothing, like a love affair in a game, and a few people take it seriously. She has always come down with such an idea.,A qiē is only here to change the plot of the male protagonist.,Even if there is a little movement, it has to be pinched in swaddling clothes.,Never let it have a chance to take root.。

She smiled suddenly, facing Zhang Jingran, who was extremely unconfident, she shook her hand behind her back, and her active action made a warm flow between the two, this is definitely not a battle for you alone, there is still me behind you. How we are struggling uphill, I will definitely get out of the car and push you up, we are two people, and the ups and downs are also shared.

That's my promise, Zhang Jingran.

"I'm not afraid, because there's still you. Zhang Jingran, you won't let me be wronged, right?" she stared at her obviously small eyes, but they were unexpectedly clear, full of glorious hope for the future.

His heart slowed down, and he couldn't help but hold him in his arms anymore, feeling the warmth of the other party, and slowly, the rhythm of the heartbeats of the two tended to be the same, fluttering and fluttering-

"You're such a fool, you don't have to work so hard. ”

"However, whoever says I like you is you, if this is the test, I will face it calmly. I know you'll be there for me. ”

"If I really can't change back, you-"

"What's the matter, what I like is you, whether you Zhang Jingran is a man or a woman, I won't let go. Besides, same-sex marriage is legal now, not at home, let's go abroad. As for my parents and my parents, their personalities will hunt me down in the past few years at most, and we have really settled down, and they can't control ε it. ”

"I hope you've always thought so. ”

"Really, my focus is on getting married. In other words, I checked on the Internet, the Netherlands is very good, a large windmill, a beautiful tulip country, very romantic, you think about it, don't...... I'm not done yet, where are you going, wait for me-"

……

He looked at the girl whose dress was fluttering and smiling slyly, and his heart was as quiet as a lotus pond on a summer night, even though there was a continuous sound of frogs, but the bright moon in the night sky was his only watch.

Ji Ling, do you know?

I will accompany you in the future, as evidenced by Morrowind:

From now on, no one can separate us except death.