Even if he didn't want to turn this matter into a complete stalemate, even if he didn't want to force Ah Hu to a point where there was no way back, but now there was no way for Zhao Yuhan to control it.

After experiencing yesterday's incident, Zhao Yuhan finally understood that so many things were not within his control at all, let alone following his own wishes.

It's like Ah Hu snatched his own task under his defenseless situation, and now like now, no one has asked his wishes at all, and he has to force himself to take care of Zhao Lingfeng again, Zhao Yuhan feels more and more like a pawn that can be controlled by others, as long as it is useful to Zhao Yuhan, Zhao Yuhan must go to the past without any conditions.

Hu Hansan was heartbroken when he saw Zhao Yuhan sitting alone on the windowsill, but he didn't know what happened to Zhao Yuhan, Hu Hansan knew that there were too many secrets between the two of them and couldn't tell each other, but Hu Hansan still hoped to be able to share some of it for Zhao Yuhan.

After pouring another cup of hot flower tea, Hu Hansan slowly moved in the direction where Zhao Yuhan was, but even like this, Zhao Yuhan didn't pay attention to Hu Hansan's arrival at all, and was still immersed in his own thinking, Zhao Yuhan couldn't understand why his life had to be in the hands of others.

"Let's have some hot tea, you've been here for a long time, it's such a cold weather, although the room is still warm like spring, but if you keep blowing the cold wind here, it's still not good for your body..."

Hu Hansan's voice can finally make Zhao Yuhan raise some interest to continue life, even if there are storms in life, but he can still have his favorite person by his side, this is the only place that can make Zhao Yuhan feel gratified.

It is impossible for him to complete the previous task, and it is even more impossible to complete the adult's entrustment to him, and the most unlikely thing is to break up with Hu Han.

"I know you must have a lot of thoughts and secrets in your heart that you can't tell me, but I want you to put all these things aside, because now all you have to do is be happy, not so many thoughts every day, which will only make me more distressed. ”

Hu Hansan sat next to Zhao Yuhan and held Zhao Yuhan in his arms, and the moment he entered his arms, Hu Hansan really felt that Zhao Yuhan was really cold. However, Hu Hansan didn't know whether this was because of his heart or because of other reasons.

"You already know everything, don't you?! Actually, you know a lot of things better than me, because you're so smart, I can't hide it from you, but I really don't know what to do... Some things are just too hard to decide!"

When Zhao Yuhan heard Hu Hansan say this, he subconsciously thought that Hu Hansan now knew what he was thinking, and he wanted to ask Hu Hansan's opinion in a panic for a while, completely forgetting that Hu Hansan was not the same person as himself at all, so how could he give advice for himself.

"To be honest, I really don't know what you've been through these days, and you don't want to tell me, I know you must have your own rules, so I don't want to break and punish you, and as for the difficult choice you mentioned, I just hope you can follow your heart. ”

After hearing these words, Zhao Yuhan was like a deflated ball, thinking to himself, it turned out that Hu Hansan still didn't know anything, and he didn't understand how tormented and painful he was now.

Although Zhao Yuhan knows a lot of things, he obviously needs to bear them by himself, but Zhao Yuhan still hopes that there is someone who can share some of the pain that he can't bear at all, but obviously Hu Hansan is not that person.

Once people have something on their minds, they begin to be sentimental, and gradually think more and more, and even affect their own lives, Zhao Yuhan is like having depression, and begins to think crankily.

"If one day, I'm only talking about what I say today, and I have to make a choice between you and my identity because of who I am, then what do you think I should choose?"

Zhao Yuhan got up from Hu Hansan's arms, looked at Hu Hansan very seriously, and even kept staring at Hu Hansan's eyes, not wanting Hu Hansan to make any choice to escape in this matter, and even more not wanting him to deceive himself.

Hu Hansan also understands Zhao Yuhan's suspicions, for this kind of thing, Hu Hansan never intends to lie, he can tolerate concealment in love, but he can't tolerate lies.

Sometimes, in order to make the other party feel more at ease, each other will hide their truest feelings, but they can't lie at all, because after one lie is told, another lie will be generated one after another.

"If there really comes a day, I want you to return to the world where you rightfully belong, I don't want me to be a burden to you, and I don't want to bring you some pain that you shouldn't have to endure because of me, so you can rest assured, even if you give up on me because of this incident, then I won't blame you. ”

"At least between the two of us, there was always one who got what he wanted the most. And my existence is not meant to bring you pain at all, if I can bring you happiness, I will willingly stay with you, but once you are miserable, I will leave willingly. ”

During the whole process of speaking, Hu Hansan didn't escape Zhao Yuhan's eyes and stared at them so directly, without even blinking an eye, which made Zhao Yuhan feel weak.

If Hu Hansan could lie, then Zhao Yuhan's heart could be more flat, but now Hu Hansan can tell himself so firmly that he will not give up this relationship at all, and even hope that he can be happy, he would rather get what he wants in his heart, or he can completely ignore his feelings.

These words were like a hot spring, melting Zhao Yuhan's heart. Zhao Yuhan didn't think about what the answer would be if he made a choice between identity and love, but Zhao Yuhan still couldn't make a real choice, because Zhao Yuhan couldn't willingly let go of one of these two.

I'm in a really bad mood today, but it looks like the sun is very warm outside, the two of us, or let's go out for a walk, it's boring to stay in the hotel. And I want to meet Ahu, and I have to make a friend or two after all. ”

In his position, seeking his position, Zhao Yuhan thought to himself, as long as he still served as Zhao Lingfeng's patron saint for one day, he would have to fulfill his previous duties, although he had no way to let go of Hu Hansan, but it did not mean that he could completely abandon his previous tasks, and there was no conflict between the two.

However, only Zhao Yuhan knows how determined he is in his heart, and only he can clearly feel that there will be a few crystal tears flashing in the corners of his eyes, he is destined to be sorry for one person, then he can only be sorry for others, people are selfish after all.

After attending the wedding, Ah Hu could already feel the danger and was getting closer and closer to him, although he didn't understand what Zhao Yuhan was thinking in his heart now, why he hadn't told Zhao Lingfeng what he had done before.

But Ah Hu understands that there are some things that he must take the initiative to stand up and admit, at this time, the paper can't contain the fire after all, if he continues to hide it like this, he will only teach the fire to burn bigger and bigger, and finally burn himself.

"I think you have heard some stories about me before, and now I want to admit all these stories to Zhao Lingfeng frankly, so I also hope that you will take good care of Zhao Lingfeng in the days after I leave, which is why I made a seal with you in the first place. ”

Ah Hu sat cross-legged on the bed and said with a heartfelt sigh, now Ah Hu trusts only the drought that has a life and death relationship with him, once he admits the crimes he committed before, then it is very likely that Zhao Lingfeng will be driven away.

At that time, only the drought fish who will be guarding by Zhao Lingfeng's side can take on this great responsibility.

Although Ah Hu understands that Zhao Yuhan is the one who should really stay by Zhao Lingfeng's side to take care of him, Ah Hu knows even more that Zhao Yuhan will never be able to take care of Zhao Lingfeng sincerely, because in Zhao Yuhan's heart, there is already Hu Hansan's existence, so no matter how Zhao Lingfeng is taken care of, there is no way to be as patient and meticulous as Ah Hu.

"The things you did before weren't very excessive, if you made it clear to Zhao Lingfeng, I believe you wouldn't be kicked out, there's no need to look like you're dead, okay?!"

Drought Fish is very unconcerned about this matter, and does not think that this kind of thing is very important, and in these days, the feeling that Drought Fish and Zhao Lingfeng get along is not that Zhao Lingfeng is the kind of person who is particularly cautious.

If a person loves you enough, then no matter what measures you have done to him before, he will always slowly and patiently absorb and digest it, and compensate each other with their lives.