(10) Waiting for marriage is still cold

The drums of war howled, the wind howled, the horses neighed, the sand flew all over the sky, the sound of weapons clashing mixed with the roar of warriors fighting, blood splattered everywhere, and I watched as fresh lives fell beside me, and blood flowed like rivers...... I opened my mouth wide in panic to cry, but I couldn't make a sound. www.biquge.infoSuddenly, a sturdy man in a steel helmet and suit walked towards me with a long knife and a grim smile, I couldn't see his appearance clearly, and when the long knife was about to fall, I was almost suffocated with fear. I tried to escape, but my feet seemed to be stuck in place, unable to move, and when I was in danger, I finally shouted: "Father, save me!"

"Princess, princess!" I vaguely felt someone nudging me, and when I opened my eyes suddenly, I saw Chiori with an anxious face.

It had been a nightmare, but it felt like I had experienced it myself, and I looked at the familiar face behind Chiori again, and was sure once again that I was a false alarm. I was unsettled, I just felt weak, my forehead and back sweaty, very uncomfortable.

"What time is it?" I asked weakly.

"Yin Shi. But the princess has been exhausted physically and mentally for the past few days, and has had nightmares?" Chiori asked cautiously, looking at me with concern.

I nodded abruptly, I had slept heavily last night, but I hadn't slept well.

"Where's Zang'er?" I asked casually.

Qianori hesitated for a moment, and said softly: "How did the princess forget, Miss Zang'er is now a member of His Royal Highness the Prince, and she is naturally in the Tai** at the moment." ”

Xu was used to Zang'er by his side, and I almost forgot about yesterday.

"She's better, why hasn't she come to see me for so long?" I had a flash of doubt in my mind.

"Although Miss Zang'er has not recovered, she has recovered a lot, and the princess can rest assured. His Royal Highness the Crown Prince said that he was afraid that after Zang'er met the princess, she would be emotional for a while, which would not only hurt her body, but also disturb the princess's emotions. After all, after all, today is the day of the princess and her relatives. Chiori said slowly, perhaps for fear of touching my sore spots, so the last sentence was said with extra care.

How could I forget, yesterday's oath was not a joke, I must marry that person, definitely.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but bite my chapped lower lip, and there was a bloody smell between my lips and teeth, as if it was about to reach my throat.

Qianzhi Xu was frightened by my stunned appearance, and said with some trepidation: "Princess, someone just came to report that the envoy of Youguo has arrived in Xiqiu when he is ugly, and he has already seen the king, so he can leave immediately when everything is in order with the princess." ”

"Then freshen up. I said lightly, and looked at the palace people behind Chiori, all of them were haggard, their eyelids were swollen, they must have not slept last night, just preparing those things was enough for them to be busy.

Everything seemed to be the same as usual, they were doing everything they could to get me fresh, I just sat and didn't have to do anything.

When I stopped washing, Chiori, who was about to comb my hair, suddenly remembered something, and the hand that took the horn comb stopped, and asked the palace people beside me, "Why don't you see Su He at this time?"

The palace people looked at each other, as if they didn't know Su He's whereabouts, only to see Zhong Yun timidly come up, and whispered: "Back to my sister's words, when I got up early, I saw that Sister Su He's face was not good, just now when the slaves came in with their own things, Sister Su He said that her stomach hurt badly, so she handed over the wedding dress to the slave maid. (In the pre-Qin period, the ancients called the toilet "Wotou")

Zhong Yun was originally young, his tone was always childish, and he was timid, and he stammered a little, and after saying this, the other palace people on the side couldn't help laughing.

After hearing this, Chiori said in a straight voice: "I ordered her to be responsible for combing her hair and dressing in advance, why are you lazy at this time? ”

I raised a hand lightly and whispered, "That's it, you have been working very hard for the past few days, and she must be really unwell." It's just a matter of combing your hair, so it's up to you to do it. ”

I said, and glanced at the complicated and gorgeous wedding dress that Zhong Yun was holding in both hands, the whole red gold dragon and phoenix were embroidered with gold and silver on the red color background, and the auspicious cloud pattern embroidered with silver thread was surrounded by silver threads, and the neckline and cuffs were all decorated with gold threads, and they were also equipped with nine four phoenixes to save beads and shake a golden step, so luxurious!

I sneered: "This wedding dress is so gorgeous, I'm afraid I can't wear it, so I might as well wear the new dress that my uncle gave me after my birthday last year, and try to comb my hair as simple and soft as possible, and make up lighter." ”

"But......" Qianori looked embarrassed, and said: "This wedding dress is the style that the king ordered the lady to personally choose for the princess, and ordered hundreds of people to work day and night, in the palace, I am afraid that only the princess can wear such a luxurious wedding dress when she is married, isn't it a pity to abandon it?"

I stretched out my hand and stroked the wedding dress, a chill appeared at the corner of my mouth, and I said softly: "How could I not know that such a wedding dress can only be owned by the king's special love, but do you know who can wear such a wedding dress?"

Qianori shook his head, I saw that the palace people were also very puzzled, so I smiled lightly and said: "This wedding dress is not something that can be worn by a princess who is favored in my own house, and the king of Youwang already has a wife and concubine, although it is a marriage, but I am only a concubine, why do I dress so flamboyantly? Second, I think that the king of Youwang has seen countless stunning women in the world, in this case, why do I need to bother to apply heavy makeup, it is better to just apply a little powder, don't lose the courtesy, leave me true, so it's good. ”

After hearing this, Qianori seemed to understand a little, her eyes rolled, and then she smiled, and said with a clever smile: "No wonder the king values the princess so much, our princess is really different, her appearance is the only one in the world, not to mention, her mind is always the most special." ”

She seemed to be in trouble again, and said, "But, Mrs. Ruodai asked......

I said softly: "Let's just say that it is my own thoughts, the national mourning is not over, and since I can't mourn my aunt, I have to wear the clothes she gave me to marry to honor my daughter's filial piety." After that, his tone was already a little choked.

Xu heard that my voice had changed, and everyone answered "No" in unison, so they stopped making a sound, and only waited for the dressing and changing.

As long as I think of my uncle, I will think of my uncle's words, the kind of pain that pierces my heart is really beyond words, and every time I hurt, my hatred for Dongfang Fuyin deepens, and those hatreds are frozen layer by layer, as hard as ice.

The clothes sent by my uncle and aunt on my birthday last year are luxurious enough, and today is the first time I have worn them, and the style, color, and pattern really match me. A peach-colored brocade robe with wide sleeves and a tight-fitting floor-length robe with silver thread embroidered phoenixes and elks around the body, and a silk ribbon woven with madder at the waist. The hair is only curled back into a loose ring bun, and the white hosta that is often worn on weekdays is obliquely inserted on the bun, which is both bright and pure, both noble and low.

I carefully stared at myself in the mirror, Yan Ru Shunhua, Pei Yuqiong, but it seemed that something was missing. Fu sat down again, picked up the thrush pen on the dressing table, drained it in clean water, dipped it in pink rouge, took the cinnabar mole in the center of the eyebrows as the flower center, and drew a five-petal peach blossom in the mirror.

Chiori exclaimed in surprise on the side: "This peach blossom painted by the princess herself is simply wonderful! From a distance, it really looks like it blooms from the center of that eyebrow, and there will never be a more beautiful woman in this world than our princess." ”

I smiled slightly, turned around and looked at the Maolan Palace, and said abruptly: "After I leave, this Maolan Hall is afraid that it will be deserted, and you will probably be filled elsewhere, and what I am most worried about is to send you to do hard labor." It's better to go to Tai** to do things, Zang'er is also lonely, if you are all here, she will finally have someone to take care of. ”

As I spoke, my heart was cold again, so I turned around and opened the wooden box on the dressing table, which was a white jade carved orchid bracelet, which was also a congratulatory gift given to me by the prince on my birthday last year. Because I know the prince's thoughts, in order not to misunderstand him, I have never worn this bracelet of white jade carved orchid.

I handed the bracelet to Chiori and whispered, "After I leave, you will give this thing to the prince, and tell him what I have said, and it will be my last wish when I am leaving, and he will find a way to keep you by Zang'er's side." ”

I said, gave Chiori a look, she would come forward, I put it in her ear and whispered, "Tell Zang'er on my behalf, ask her to take good care of herself,." ”

Chiori nodded knowingly, knelt down in front of me, and responded, "No." Chiori wrote it down, and the minions felt that the princess was long! Chiori only hated to follow the princess into the seclusion, and asked the princess to take care of herself. This Maolan Palace, no matter how busy and tired the slave is, will try his best to take care of it, not for anything else, just so that when the princess wants to come back to visit her relatives one day, she can live in her own house as comfortably as before. ”

Before the words were finished, Chiori choked up and couldn't go on, and then a cadre of people also knelt on the ground and sobbed softly.

I was most afraid of the parting scene in my life, and at this time, I was so saddened by them that I couldn't help but shed tears. I was afraid of crying and wearing makeup, so I had to look elsewhere, forcibly endured the reluctance in my heart, and pretended to be calm and ordered: "I don't know how many years I can return to explore, where can I come back if I want to, but you are faithful to me this time." Alright, let's all get up. Qianori, you go to Xihe Hall quickly, and say that I am ready, and I can leave immediately. ”

Chiori wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and walked away with a debt.

I walked alone into the courtyard, leaning against the pillars, and stared distractedly at the faint light of the sky.

I, who had never stepped out of the palace gate, now wanted to go to that distant and unknown country alone, and have a false relationship with that strange man who was legendary and tyrannical and had a deep blood feud with me...... Suddenly, wisps of chill hit his body, and he felt unprecedented dazed and helpless in his heart, and even a trace of fear.

For some reason, I thought of my father, king, and mother. I remember when I was young, my father often painted thrushes for the queen mother, and did not shy away from me at all, and the queen mother thought that he did not paint well, and on the other hand, he was full of coquettish joy, such a couple was deeply affectionate, just like an ordinary couple. Sometimes my father would ask me, Xi'er, is it good to see if my father painted eyebrows for your mother? I always grinned and nodded desperately and said yes, my father painted the best eyebrows for your mother.

I still feel warm when I think about such a warm picture.

This is the day I look forward to and look forward to, love each other, Lang thrush for me, I accompany Lang Jun to write, know my mind to relieve my sorrow of Ruyi Langjun.

Nowadays, things are people, and everything is resting, and tears flow first.

Youwang, as long as I think of this name, I shudder.