Tianhao's heart sank, Xiaoxue raised her head when she heard the footsteps, and found that she had finally waited for Tianhao to come back, with a smile on her face that seemed to be a lifetime away, "Tianhao, long time no see." ”

The familiar voice, the look in his memory, Tianhao felt that his heart, which had finally hardened, was about to melt, he forced himself to pull down his face, and said in a cold tone, "Haven't we broken up already?"

Xiaoxue's eyes showed some pain, but in a flash, a smile appeared on her face again and said, "Tianhao, it's my fault, I shouldn't just say that I broke up, and then I learned that I can't leave you at all..."

Tianhao's tone was still very cold, looking at Xiaoxue like a stranger, "But I've already decided to leave you, we're really not suitable, and after a while, you'll forget about me." ”

Seeing her former lover so determined, a teardrop from the corner of Xiaoxue's eyes flowed from the corner of her eye, and she kept shaking her head and said, "No, I can't do it." In the week I have been separated from you, I miss you more and more every day, and I can still sleep for the first two nights, but then I can sleep all night long, and even if I sleep occasionally, I will dream that I will wake up because you left me, I really can't help but come here to see you, if I don't see you, I, I'm afraid I don't know how to continue to live. Xiaoxue truthfully said what she had experienced in the past week, although the breakup was proposed by her, and it was also a decision after her rational thinking, but even Xiaoxue herself didn't know, she had already liked Tianhao to this extent, only after Tianhao really left herself, Xiaoxue woke up after realizing it.

Xiaoxue can control her rationality, but she can't control her feelings, just like she can't control herself and dreams of Tianhao every day. Xiaoxue originally thought that time could heal everything, and if she gave herself a few more days, her situation would slowly improve. But what she hoped for did not happen, and her longing for Tianhao not only did not decrease but increased day by day, until finally it reached the point where she didn't think about tea and dinner.

Xiaoxue finally understood why many ancient books described lovesickness, and she used to think that it was just an exaggerated technique by the author, in order to increase the tension of the plot, but when things really happened to her, Xiaoxue understood that all this was true.

She originally felt that there was no vigorous love between her and Tianhao, they just met because of an accident, and then found that the other party was very chatty, had similar hobbies, and had the identity of a fellow countryman. So they naturally developed into a relationship of lovers, and at the moment when the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend was finally determined, Tianhao did not have the kind of romantic behavior described in the TV movie, but just asked casually when walking together, "Or, let's be together?"

Xiaoxue only answered one "um" at that time, and then they became the most ordinary couple among many couples. Although they usually get along well and rarely quarrel, they are far from the unforgettable love that Xiaoxue imagined, so after the meal that the parents of both sides met, Xiaoxue realized that it was impossible for her and Tianhao to continue, so she took the lead in proposing to break up.

But Xiaoxue never thought that this seemingly ordinary love had already been deeply rooted in her bone marrow, and she didn't know how to cherish it when she had it, and she regretted it when she lost it. I'm afraid how much love she has for Tianhao, Xiaoxue herself doesn't know, but her body and emotions tell her. Without Tianhao by his side, Xiaoxue even felt that the whole world had become bleak.

Tianhao heard Xiao Xue say something like that, and his face showed a little surprise, because he always felt that Xiao Xue liked him far less than he liked her, otherwise she wouldn't have just sent a message to say that she would break up. Now that Xiaoxue actually said something that couldn't live without him, Tianhao could only ask suspiciously, "Do you really like me so much?"

Xiaoxue nodded vigorously, her eyes were full of sincerity, "These days, I've been thinking about every word you have said, every place you have been, and the scene of our first date at a sushi restaurant has made me cry and laugh for a long time." I remember when you told me your wish, that you wanted to take pictures of the first dew drop on the grass in the morning, the meteors flashing in the sky, and the first fallen leaves swept by the autumn wind, and I drew them all with a pen, you see. ”

Xiao Xue took out three cartoons from the bag she was carrying, the first was a dew drop shining with the light of the morning sun on the grass, the second was a white meteor with a long tail dragging in the night sky, and the third was a golden leaf that was spinning in the air and had not yet fallen to the ground, all the pictures were the most beautiful in Tianhao's imagination, Tianhao had not yet photographed them, but Xiaoxue had already drawn them.

Tianhao's heart flowed out of a warmth, this is the tacit understanding between him and Xiaoxue that does not need to be spoken, Tianhao's heart is full of emotion and entanglement at the same time, these cartoons can prove that Xiaoxue does miss herself every day, so she will draw what she wants to see. But another voice in Tianhao's mind was telling him that breaking the connection with Xiao Xue would be a big mistake, and the fortress built in his heart must not be destroyed by Xiao Xue's tenderness.

Tianhao ruthlessly stuffed the three cartoons back into Xiaoxue's hands, "I will shoot these pictures with my own camera, I don't need you to draw them, you better go, don't meet again in the future." After saying this, Tianhao slammed the door shut, as if he could separate himself from Xiaoxue forever through a wall.

Tianhao felt that her approach was resolute enough, and Xiaoxue would definitely be sad, but this sadness could help her forget herself.

But what Tianhao didn't expect was that the next day, also at the door of his house, he saw Xiaoxue squatting next to him again, and the next third and fourth days...

Xiaoxue always brings rain every time she raises her head, but when she sees herself, she will show a heartfelt smile again, and so on and again, no matter how hard Tianhao's heart is, cracks will appear. Finally one day, Tianhao patiently told Xiaoxue, "The problem between us is your parents, they will not agree to you continue to associate with me." ”

When Xiaoxue heard this, she had a feeling that the big stone in her heart was letting go, which at least showed that Tianhao was ruthless on the surface, but he actually liked himself in his heart. "If my parents agree, can we continue to be together?" Xiaoxue asked softly.