"How do you want me to explain it to you?" I looked at Su Ran, "I have nothing to do with Shao Siqi. ”

"You know that's not what I'm talking about, why are you lying to me, what are you hiding and don't want me to know? You obviously came back from Eshi, but when you left, you told me that you didn't come back, and it was like this later, you lived in the community and didn't go to the hotel, but you lied to me that you went to the hotel. Su Ran looked at me, "Do you have something unspeakable, and you have a reason to do so, so you want to lie to me, tell me, what is the reason?"

I was silent, what was the reason? Could it be that I told Su Ran that because I was sick and I needed to take medicine, I deliberately found a separate place to put the medicine there, and ran over when I needed to take it?

Definitely not, I don't know how long I can hide Su Ran, but at least I have to hide it now, at least before the operation, and it will only take two weeks, and I will soon be able to know the result, and at that time, whether it is good or bad, I will confess to Su Ran.

But not now, before the results come out, I can't tell Su Ran, I don't have the courage to face her, and I can't bear to see Su Ran worry about me.

It's better to misunderstand than to worry.

Moreover, this misunderstanding can be solved, and it only takes a little time.

"There was no reason, it was just a sudden decision. "I finally spoke up and lied again.

"Am I not worthy of your trust, and I am not worthy of you telling me the truth?" Su Ran looked at me, her eyes were red.

"You deserve my trust, and you deserve me to love you, you are the best girl I have ever met, and I want to live with you for the rest of my life. I said.

"Then why don't you want to tell me the truth, why do you hide it from me?" Su Ran also wanted to find out why.

"I'm telling you the truth, it's a sudden decision. I said.

Su Ran glanced at me, turned upstairs, and closed the door.

She was clearly not satisfied with my explanation, thinking that I was perfunctory to her, and after repeatedly asking me why, and receiving no satisfactory answer, she locked herself up.

I turned my head to stare upstairs, and after a long time, with a long sigh, I put away the dishes and chopsticks on the table, took a shower, and sat in my room.

In the past, such a room and such an environment were what I had been pursuing, but now, I suddenly realized that this room was too depressing.

Lying on the bed, I wanted to let myself sleep, not to think about the things that bother me, but I couldn't sleep, my head hurt like a crack, and finally I got up, went up the stairs, went to the door of Su Ran's room, twisted the door, and found that the door was locked from the inside: "Do you want to go out for a walk?"

Su Ran didn't answer me, but I knew she was inside.

"You have to trust me, I won't do anything to be sorry for you, everything is for a reason. I said.

"Then tell me what the reason is?" Su Ran said to me through the door, "As long as you give me an explanation, I am willing to believe you, don't perfunctory to me, don't tell me that you made a decision suddenly, if you really made a decision suddenly, you will also call me, or send me a message to tell me, you will not live outside and not come back, and hide from me." ”

"It was really just a sudden decision, and there was some unpleasantness between us in those days, so I didn't think about calling you. I said.

"Go for a walk by yourself. Su Ran gave me an answer.

I stared at the door, I wanted to see Su Ran in the room through the wooden door, but obviously I couldn't see it, and after standing at the door of Su Ran's room for a while, I went downstairs dejectedly, out of the courtyard, and walked slowly along the path by the East Lake.

I habitually touched my pockets and found that the pockets were deflated, there was nothing, not even the mobile phone was brought out, and the cigarette had been thrown away by me.

It's very uncomfortable.

I was standing in front of a grocery store, staring at the cigarettes on the shelves in the glass window, and I wanted to go in and buy a pack, hold it to my mouth, take a puff, and slowly enjoy the feeling.

After taking a few steps to the front of the store, I finally stopped, turned around and continued along the East Lake Greenway, breaking a stalk of grass and holding it in my mouth.

I didn't have any money with me, and even if I had a store, I couldn't buy cigarettes.

After biting the grass stalks, I walked for more than half an hour, and the feeling of suffocation in my heart was slightly relaxed, and I turned back.

But when I returned to the villa, I found that Su Ran was holding her luggage and putting it in the Audi car, so I immediately walked over and grabbed her suitcase: "What are you doing here, don't you look like this?"

"I think it's better between us