"When I was a child, my family was very miserable, living in the countryside, at that time, I didn't have a salary to work, and I went to the canteen to eat a big pot of rice. Two sets of clothes a year, sewing and mending, and eating coarse tea and light rice. Say something you don't know, your grandmother actually gave birth to a lot of cubs, the first twin twins, died a few days after birth, the second child is your mother, before me, there are two, an older brother and a sister, but they are not fed, life is too hard. Otherwise, your mother and I wouldn't be so much older. Your grandfather is a strong character, he was afraid of poverty, he was afraid, and later he found a relationship and entered a state-owned enterprise. As for myself, I have read books again, and I have been a pacesetter in production for a few years, and after several rounds, I have been assigned to the Shanghai market. Later, he slowly climbed and became a small leader. ”

"The most impressive sentence in my memory: if you don't work hard, you will always be a mud leg, if you don't struggle, you will never be able to marry a daughter-in-law. That's what he always told me. It's not that he looks down on the peasants, he himself is, it's just that the peasants at that time really had no way out at all, and they just had enough food and clothing. ”

Qin Zexin said that his grandfather was so inspirational.

"Your grandfather also said that although Qin Jianzhang, the grandson thief, looks serious and is black when dissected, his character is okay, and as a family, contradictions are indispensable, but don't forget to support each other and support each other. ”

I really didn't expect my grandfather to affirm the old man's character, I remember that the old man also said that after making Qin's mother's belly bigger, my grandfather said that he was a despicable and shameless scumbag.

In fact, his uncle did often come to the house with gifts to see him and his sister.

"After he handed over the business to me, in those years, I ran around every day, receiving and shipping, sometimes only sleeping four hours a day, tired and tired, but fulfilling, I felt that my son, who had no education, was still promising, and successfully gave Lao Tzu's family business to the next, and guarded it well. Until 08, I don't know why, what to do and what to lose, I have been losing and losing, not only the hard work of the previous few years has been wasted, but it has been posted nearly one million. Your grandfather was also sick at that time, he was lying on the bed, and said to me: Don't be discouraged, Dad has just started business, and it is not all smooth sailing, so you should pay the tuition, in fact, you have been very smooth in the past few years, and it is good to be able to endure some hardships. ”

"Zero eight years .... Economic crisis?" Qin Ze frowned.

However, as an ordinary person, the economic crisis or something has little impact, and he is too young to feel anything.

"Yes, I was young and vigorous at that time, and even if the market was sluggish, I was able to break through the sky to prove my ability. I had this mindset and ..... Lost again. ”

It's miserable!

"Later, I gradually couldn't hold my foot, and I entered whatever industry was good for others to sell, and I invested in whatever industry was good. In the end, most of the goods were smashed in my hands, and the fiscal deficit made me almost desperate. At that time, I was very haggard, my father was also haggard, his illness gradually deteriorated, and I was advised to stabilize for a while and look at the market. But I didn't listen, I was crazy, a friend told me that he had found a good project, he was going to make money, and he lacked a partner......"

"Then, you were deceived by him. Qin Ze said.

He knew about this matter, and was even impressed, Qin's mother cried at home for a long time, and not long after, Qin Ze saw his uncle in the hospital, and felt that his whole person was broken. It's no longer the handsome uncle.

"You remember. Uncle smiled awkwardly, "Yes, the last hope is gone, and not long after this incident, your grandfather died." ”

Then my uncle started a life of bohemianism and freedom, and began all kinds of waves and pits.

Qin Ze thought to himself, maybe the blow was too big, so he gave up on himself.

"Before your grandfather left, he grabbed my hand and said a lot of things, he didn't blame me, but smiled and said, it's okay, you should start again, as long as you are willing to work hard, life will always get better and better, don't be defeated by a setback. Uncle heyed, he was obviously laughing, but Qin Ze felt that he was crying.

Even if I was such a waste, he didn't blame me in the end. ”

"I just thought, there's no reason why I can't get up all the time, the business has failed, I can make a comeback. If I don't have funds, I'll gamble, I'll borrow, and if I fail once or twice, I'll always succeed. But..... No, there's really no hope at all. I lost more and more, and I owed more and more debts. ”

"I'm not willing to ......"

"Millions of families, such a high starting point....."

"But I still owe more and more, more than ten years....."

"It doesn't make sense, it really doesn't make sense. ”

Qin Ze was silent.

"Over the years, I've always thought that if it weren't for such a thing, if it weren't for me, my dad might have lived a few more years. My mother didn't blame me, and my sister didn't blame me, but I couldn't get over my own heart. Such a good family, such a thick family foundation, my father's lifelong hard work, five years, five years were lost by me. Every year during Qingming, I don't dare to go to the grave, I'm afraid. I thought, sooner or later, I will be beautiful, and at that time, I will go to see him again, and I will see him in a beautiful way. ”

This man, who was almost forty years old, squatted on the ground, smoking a cigarette and crying like a pen.

Qin Ze's heart moved, it turned out that this was the case, whether it was gambling money, stock speculation, all kinds of desperate risks that did not know whether they were alive or dead in the eyes of others, they just wanted to get back what they had lost.

The death of his grandfather hit him even more than he imagined. He felt that everything was because of him, that he broke his father's heart, and that he pushed this family from wealth to poverty.

The uncle was trapped in his own knot, and he had no shame to face Jiangdong's father, so he had been wandering outside, obviously having a family, but he was reluctant to come back, because he felt that he was not yet beautiful and not qualified to come back to see his late father.

But after so many years, hasn't it been unsuccessful?

Instead, he made himself a scum and waste wood in the eyes of relatives and friends!

Qin Ze had mixed feelings in his heart, and sighed: "So, if you want to turn the tables, you have to develop obscenely, instead of wandering around." ”

Xu Guang: "......"

I don't know if it's an illusion, but I feel that the sad atmosphere brewing in my uncle suddenly disappeared for the most part.

"In this world, there are many bankrupt people, and there are even more losers, and many people are unwilling and want to make a comeback. But the reality is not that you can work hard, if you work hard, why do you need a genius. Qin Ze poured poisonous chicken soup without saying a word: "Success is inseparable from opportunities, vision, and talent." Only a genius like me can have the last laugh. ”

"Uncle, if you want to believe me, I'll wait first," Qin Ze said: "Business opportunities are not so easy to grasp, you have been out there for so many years, you should understand this truth." I have an investment company under my name, and I will start to look at the industry this year, and if I can, my nephew can take you on a flight. ”

Uncle didn't say anything, he lit a cigarette for himself, didn't smoke it, sat in a daze, and calmed down.

Qin Ze didn't speak, just accompanied him.

After blowing the cold wind for a long time, my uncle sighed and said: "It's better to spit out all the words in your heart, if you don't find someone to beat me today, I won't tell you this, how can I be an uncle, I can't show my fragile side in front of my nephew, man, you have to maintain a tall image." ”

Qin Ze said: "Don't talk about me, your image, even in front of your own children, is gone." ”

Uncle kicked him and scolded with a smile: "Get out of the calf, I should be beaten, it's your uncle, I hurt you enough when I was a child, I don't know how to start when I beat someone?"

"By the way, how can you tell I'm in league with them. Qin Ze thought about it for a long time, he felt that something was wrong, could it be that with one look, his uncle would not have lost his wreckness for many years.

"It's not nonsense, I saw you beating them upstairs, and when I turned around, they beat me, and you stood next to me and pretended to be a grandson, and I wasn't stupid. "Uncle doesn't have a good air.

"That's ..... so"

Ask for bean sacks!

What is what I saw upstairs, could it be that all the things I did down were seen by my uncle upstairs?

In the winter, what are you doing standing by the window, please go to the rooftop if you jump off the building.

The uncle saw it, did the grandmother, parents, aunts, sisters, cousins, and cousins all see it?

it!

It's time to finish the calf!

Qin Ze sat in the cold wind, his body weathered inch by inch.

Inexplicably, a song floated in my head: Let the autumn wind take away, my thoughts, take away my tears~