Chapter 150: The love between father and daughter is not there
I understood early on that the family around me was actually dispensable to me, but Xiaoxue still couldn't be ruthless. It's like his father knows that he is useless in life, and even puts his life and death out of the way, but Xiaoxue still can't pretend to be a person who has nothing to do.
When her father is facing a dilemma, Xiaoxue still can't help but want to help her father.
"No gambling?" these three words have come out of your mouth hundreds of times, but in the end? But I can't help you, so you say, how much does it cost this time?"
Xiaoxue knows that even in the end, the result is still the same, whenever her father has no money, he will come to him, if he is rich, he will not want to see him at all.
The so-called family is nothing more than that, family affection is too luxurious for Xiaoxue, and his father is not as good as the feelings that Ahu paid for himself in a day.
"Don't say that, Dad did this, it's all for you, if Dad doesn't gamble, how can he make money or not, and how can he prepare some dowry for you, you don't know how powerful this thing is now, if you get married without a dowry, people will definitely look down on you. ”
Xiaoxue's father looked high-sounding, and said these words to Xiaoxue, which made Xiaoxue almost believe it. If it weren't for what I saw with my own eyes, what my dad did.
I'm afraid that Xiaoxue has been kept in the dark until now, and the money she earned by working so hard was all in vain because of her father's gambling loan sharks, which made Xiaoxue feel distressed.
Seeing that Xiaoxue's eyes began to become more and more ruthless, Xiaoxue's father felt that this matter must be resolved as soon as possible, if the time dragged on, it would be able to make Xiaoxue change her current mind.
Since Xiaoxue has promised herself to pay off all the loan sharks, then she should also accept it when she sees it, and she must not be embarrassed for Xiaoxue anymore, in this case, if you make Xiaoxue angry, Xiaoxue's father of course understands, what does this mean to himself?
Driven by money, no matter what kind of feelings, they will become more profitable, even if it is Xiaoxue's father, there is really a trace of sobriety in Xiaoxue's heart, but in Xiaoxue's eyes, it is just because of money, and everything refracted through the eyes of money will become the color of interests.
"I owe a lot of money this time, but it's not a lot, it's only 200,000, if I can get the money together, then maybe they can spare my life, if there is no money, then you also know that Dad is a daughter like you, and there is only one relative in this world. ”
Xiaoxue's father pretended to be sad and said to Xiaoxue, hoping to do his best to win Xiaoxue's sympathy for himself, so that he could solve his problems more effectively.
In fact, Xiao Xue has long been able to understand in her heart what her father wants to do, but she didn't expect that her father would ask for so much money from him all of a sudden, knowing that he has never relied on others in his daily life, and it is all earned by himself.
What's more, I have to pay the tuition for the next semester next month, if I suddenly give my father 200,000 yuan at such a time, even if I sell a kidney, then I can barely get it!
Ordinary life is already very tight, if there is no help from Ahu, then Xiaoxue will not have it, and may be able to improve his life in school, but now he suddenly heard that the amount asked by his father is really beyond Xiaoxue's ability to pay!
"You're afraid you're crazy, since you've taken on so many loan sharks, don't you want my life? Where can I find you 200,000 yuan! I really didn't think that even if you gambled, you wouldn't be able to gamble such a large amount of money!"
After Xiaoxue heard her father say this number, her whole face had changed, she wanted to use all her family wealth to help her father at the beginning, but she didn't expect that this number was too large, and it was not something she could afford at all.
"I also know that this matter is indeed a little bad, but I also hope that you can help Dad, Dad didn't mean it, now Dad has repented, you always have to give Dad a chance, right?!"
Sensing that Xiaoxue seemed to have a trace of regret, Xiaoxue's father immediately became anxious, and it was absolutely impossible to give up his last life-saving straw at such a time. If even Xiaoxue doesn't agree to this matter, then he really can't be saved.
"The price of your regret is too strong, and it is simply not something I can afford! I tell you the truth, I don't even have 10,000 yuan in my body, and it is impossible to make up enough for your 200,000 yuan!"
Xiao Xue's father immediately became angry after hearing Xiao Xue reject him so categorically! I don't believe that what Xiao Xue is saying now is the truth, Xiao Xue has been working all these days, this is all Xiao Xue's father knows, if it weren't for Xiao Xue's ability to make money now, Xiao Xue's father would not have come to him.
"Don't cry with me here, it's not that I don't know that you've been working these days, if it weren't for the fact that you have money to make, you think I'd come to you to see what you look like now, and you don't even have your own father to help you, what kind of person are you. ”
Listen to these complaints from my father. Xiaoxue suddenly felt that she saw a lot more clearly, even if she really helped her so-called father this time, I am afraid that she would not have a good reputation, but would cross the river and tear down the bridge, and there would be no good end at all.
Thanks to the fact that she didn't say it too absolutely at the beginning, now that she has realized this, Xiaoxue really doesn't need to feel that she is wasting time on her father, it is better to go to Ahu's house as soon as possible and get along with Ahu who is not related to her at all.
At least in Ahu's body, Xiaoxue can feel a trace of family affection, but the person in front of him is too cold storage to make him feel that he can't easily set foot in the world.
"I've told you that I don't have any money to cover your expenses. So there's no need for you to keep pestering me, and if you can't find any other way, then you might as well try selling your kidney. That way, you might be able to live a little longer. ”
As soon as Xiaoxue's words fell, a slap from Xiaoxue's father directly slapped Xiaoxue's face. didn't care about what the people around him would think of the two of them, and he was almost angry in his heart, and he didn't expect his daughter to say such cruel words.
I didn't think about how much damage I had done before to Xiaoxue. Xiaoxue was only able to understand after receiving that slap again that some things had long been irreparable, and what caused it to fall apart was just a moment.
No matter how hard you try, you can't keep that family affection by your side. I was already destined to have no way to get along with my relatives, so why bother with this matter.
"I hope you can remember the slap you slapped me today, and I will always remember it, because this slap of yours let me know that some things are not true, blood is thicker than water, even if it is a friendship as plain as water, it may be more important than family affection, and you will never come to look for me from now on, and the two of us will break off!"
After saying this, Xiaoxue ran out directly. I don't want to look back at my father, who is already a stranger. However, after Xiaoxue's father saw Xiaoxue run out, he looked at Xiaoxue's trembling hands after beating him, and regretted it, but there was no way to remedy it.
The father-daughter relationship, which was about to fall apart, was completely broken up because of Xiaoxue's father's slap, which actually took a lot of courage for Xiaoxue, but for Xiaoxue's father, it suddenly threw her into the abyss.
It seems that after some things are done, the hearts of those who are hurt will never return to the original state. Xiaoxue ran almost all the way to Ah Hu's house, and there was no stopping.
Although Xiaoxue doesn't know how many times she has fallen on this road, and she doesn't know how many times her tears have blurred her eyes, Xiaoxue knows that as long as she doesn't stop, then in the end, at the end of her road, there is always someone waiting for her, and that is Ah Hu.
Since there are some things that there is no way to change, Xiaoxue must learn to face it strongly. There is no way to choose your biological parents, so there is always a way to choose how you should spend your life.
Even in the beginning, you may be ordinary, but in the end, as long as you change, you are not destined to be just ordinary.