I grabbed her hand and watched her slowly close her eyes, unable to do anything about it. Brother Zheng choked up, a heavy sense of frustration spreading through his body, "I really want to lie down for her, as long as she survives, even if she is in a vegetative state." ”

Brother Zheng covered his face with his hands, knelt down, put his head against the tombstone, and wept bitterly: "But in the end, in the end, she just became a handful of ashes, and there was nothing." ”

I stood aside, my eyes falling on the tombstone, zooming out, looking at the whole cemetery.

It was a little overcast, and the dampness drifted from the air, the branches swayed, and the snow fell and flew in the wind.

Eventually, each of us will also sleep in the cemetery, wrapped in cold and loneliness.

"This book is for you. Brother Zheng suddenly picked up a book from the ground and handed it to me.

It's the book I gave to Xiaojie.

I didn't answer, I just looked at Brother Zheng a little strangely.

"I originally planned to bury it with Xiao Jie, so that Xiao Jie would not be so lonely underground. Brother Zheng said, "But I thought about it, I think it's better to give it to you, you also have children, you have time to take your children around more, feel life, enjoy the beauty of the world." Money can never be earned, but people have a lifespan, there are accidents, one moment is fine, the next moment you don't know what will happen. ”

I took the book, but I didn't agree with Brother Zheng's words: "I don't even have to eat, how can I feel about life?"

"If you've been through something like me, you won't feel like you're not going to be able to eat. Brother Zheng insisted, "Okay, thank you for coming, I have to thank you no matter what." It's the New Year, so go back to accompany your family. ”

"What are your plans for the future?" I asked.

"Make money. Brother Zheng said very firmly.

"Make money?" I wondered, "Didn't you just say that money doesn't matter?"

Is Brother Zheng two standards? Or is he too sad and doesn't know what he said before.

"Xiao Jie is gone, I have nothing left, what else can I do besides making money?" Brother Zheng's reason seems to me to be a bit grandiose, and a little too confident.

This remark makes people feel like in Brother Zheng's eyes, making money is easy and can be done easily.

Out of the cemetery, I separated from Brother Zheng, he needed someone to heal his wounds at this time, and use money to fill the emptiness in his heart.

Standing on the street, looking at the back of Brother Zheng in the distance, I seemed to understand the origin of his momentum just now.

When the most precious things in life are gone, what is there to fear?

Making money is naturally on the list.

On the bus back, I texted the people in my address book.

Life is not easy, may you always be happy and healthy, follow your heart, and never forget your original intention.

This paragraph is followed by the name of the contact.

"Why do you sound weird, could it be that you are out of love?" Wu Dong sent me a text message back, and soon, after this text message, another text message was added, "WeChat is popular now, sending text messages is old-fashioned, when you are free, come out and get together." ”

I smiled, I haven't been in love, how can I say that I am out of love?

Divorce is real.

But the mood of the divorce will be ...... I can't imagine it.

The second person to send me a text message back was Tang Wan: "There is nothing that I can't get over, live well, I'm out of town, I'll invite you to dinner when I go back." ”

Wu Dong didn't know that I was divorced, but Tang Wan knew that she thought I was sending such a text message because of the divorce.

Actually, no, I just ran into Brother Zheng's incident and suddenly felt something.

I was thinking about how to reply to the text message when the phone rang, and Su Ran called: "What's wrong with you?"

"It's fine. I said, "Is there something wrong with you?"

"Why are you going to send a text message like that? I thought you couldn't open it, and you were going to jump off the building. Su Ran's tone was a lot more relaxed.

"How could I jump off a building? No. "I understand, Su Ran called me because of this, "Are you still watching TV alone in the house wrapped in a quilt?"

"Why, I'm with my family. Su Ran denied, "Okay, I won't tell you, I'm going to make dumplings." ”

Without waiting for me to say more, Su Ran hung up the phone.

I'm a little strange, Su Ran is watching silent TV alone in the room in the Chinese New Year's Eve, why is this with his family again?

There are too many secrets on Su Ran's body.

I don't understand.

"Don't forget to save for Ake's tuition. Just hung up the phone, and another text message came, Liu Shuang's, in an aggressive tone.

I laughed and sent her a text message back: "Don't worry, I'm sure I've saved enough, even the money for your dinner." ”

Because of these text messages, my mood suddenly improved again.

After staying at home for two days, Tong Wangjun came to me: "Can you accompany me back?"

"What's wrong?" I wondered, Tong Wangjun's face was not very good, "Is there a problem with the electric light at home, or is something wrong?"

"Hometown. Tong Wangjun said, "Accompany me back to my hometown." ”

I paused, puzzled: "We are divorced, what am I doing with you back to my hometown at this time?"

"I didn't tell my family. Tong Wangjun said.

I don't know what to say, divorce is such an important thing, Tong Wangjun didn't tell her family, why did she hide it?

Even if you hide it for a while, it's impossible to hide it for a lifetime, right?

Was she expecting something?

"Then why do you want me to go back with you? You just find a reason to say that I'm not working?" I made an idea for Tong Wangjun.

Two divorced people, I also went back to my hometown with her, which was a little embarrassing.

"My mom was hospitalized and she wanted me to go back. Tong Wangjun said the reason.

I hesitated, I just didn't want to run around.

"I'm leaving. Tong Wangjun's eyes were full of loss and turned around.

"Do you want to take the child with you?" I can't bear it, just go, anyway, it's okay at home, Tong Wangjun came to my house for a New Year's dinner, and there is no problem for me to go to her house, not to mention that since her mother is hospitalized, she definitely needs someone to take care of her, and I may be able to help in the past.

"Take Ake, Xiaole is still young, a little noisy. Tong Wangjun said, his tone was very anxious, he should be worried about the situation at home.

I nodded, "Are you going to drive back, or how are you going to get back?"

"I've bought the ticket for tomorrow morning. Tong Wangjun was already ready, "I also bought yours, if you have time now, just pack up and go to the city, the car at six o'clock tomorrow morning is a bit rushed." ”

After Tong Wangjun finished speaking, he waited for me downstairs, and I told my mother a little bit about the situation after I entered the house.

"Then go quickly, you can't delay, Wangjun's family is just her daughter, you can help with it, bring Ake's things well, bring a few sets of change of clothes, go quickly." My mother was more anxious than Tong Wangjun, and she said while helping to clean up her things.

"Let my dad come back to sleep these days. "I'm a little worried that my mom is alone with the kids.

"You know, you don't have to worry about this, I know it. My mom handed me the things she had packed up and brought some gifts out of the house. ”

"Don't bring it, it's troublesome. I said.

"How can you go empty-handed during the Chinese New Year? There is no politeness at all, people will say that there is no etiquette. My mom said, grabbing some more snacks, "These are eaten on the train." ”

Carrying things and snacks, Chen Ke carried them in his schoolbag, went downstairs to meet Tong Wangjun, stayed at Tong Wangjun's house in the city for one night, got up at five o'clock the next day, and rushed to the train station.

More than five hours later, the train arrived at the station, and I followed Tong Wangjun out of the station: "Where are you going?"

"You've been here more than ten times, and you still won't leave?" Tong Wangjun glanced at me strangely, "Go to the left, sit on 216, pay attention to your wallet, don't leave things behind, there are a lot of thieves." ”

I nodded, asked Chen Ke to follow me, went to the bus station next to the train station, took the city bus, half an hour later, the car went to the city center, and then changed to a bus, and the car drove out of the city.

I sat in my seat, not daring to ask more, just quietly looking out the window, trying to find some impressions, but still found nothing, and could not remember anything.

"What are you still sitting for, getting out of the car. When I didn't pay attention, Tong Wangjun was already standing at the back door of the bus, looking at me.

"Good. I quickly stood up and got out of the car with me.

This is on the county.

"My mom is in the hospital, let's go to the hospital first. Tong Wangjun told me.