There was an inexplicable sense of loss in her expression.

Is she waiting for her father? Even if her father really knows that her mother is sick and is in the hospital now, will he really come? Zhang Yan asked himself in his heart.

I don't think it will come, both of them have already made things irreparable, but Zhang Yan thought again, if Dad came to see Mom, Mom would be very happy. If you're happy, you might be able to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow.

Zhang Yan went back to the community to get his mother's change of clothes, and unexpectedly found that Zhang Zhongxing's car was parked at the gate of the community, seemingly waiting for someone.

He wanted to go up to him and say, "Dad, I'm also studying at Baida now, and your alma mater is studying the same as you, business administration." "And my mother is now hospitalized and she has stomach bleeding.

He just wanted to take a step, and saw Xu Li leading Yangyang out of the door of the community, Zhang Yan stopped and retreated, hiding in the corner to witness this scene, and saw his father holding his daughter with an excited expression, he thought to himself, forget it!

Back at the hospital, Zhang Yan didn't tell her what he saw his father just now, he didn't want Zhang Zhongxing to break his mother's heart again, and he didn't know how to say it, so let him say: "Mom, just now I saw my father with that junior and his daughter, they are like a harmonious family of three." ”

And the man you miss every day lying on the hospital bed is now accompanying his "little white face." ”

The holiday is almost over, Zhang Yan has to go back to school, he sat on the edge of the bed, looked at this thin woman, felt that he was very wrong, he shouldn't have ignored her and lost his temper with his mother before, my mother is now left with me, we can only rely on each other, others will always be others, he thought to himself that he should be kind to his mother in the future.

"Mom," Zhang Yan cried out warmly, he grabbed his mother's hand and said softly, "When you are well, you will be discharged from the hospital and go home to see Grandma! Grandma misses you at home." ”

"Hmm!" Yang Ru'e nodded hurriedly, "When I am discharged from the hospital, I will go back to see Grandma, and you, Xiaoyan." ”

In the end, he hugged Yang Ru'e: "Mom, we will all get better in the future, better than anyone else." ”

Let Dad be the past! Let him go, don't let him hurt our hearts anymore, Zhang Yan said to his mother, and then to himself.

"Mom, it's time for me to go back to school again," Yang Ru'e let go of him and patted him on the shoulder, go ahead...... Study hard, and when you graduate, you will come to help your mother.

On the way back, Zhang Yan has always been in a state of silence, Mu Yao has always been like a follower, she will try her best to share things for Zhang Yan, and she didn't say much, except for saying something to comfort him.

"Xiao Yan, don't worry! I've already explained everything to the hospital......."

Mu Yao kept nagging on the road until he stopped: "I saw Zhang Zhongxing." ”

"What?" Mu Yao looked at him with a surprised expression, "Who .......?"

"My dad, my mom's ex-husband, they've been divorced for a long time. ”

Zhang Yan smiled coldly: "This world is really wonderful, why do people who make mistakes still get happiness, but those who are hurt will always live in a world of pain." And the victor is still outside: "Merry and happy." ”

Although Zhang Yan's expression was smiling, he cried more sadly than anyone else in his heart.

He hates, he hates his father, he hates this negative person, his father is doing well now, his wife and daughter are by his side, and he is even more red-faced, the more he lives, the younger he gets, and his life is really happy.

But what about my mother, she was lying alone on the hospital bed, and there was no one to help her pour water, and there was no one to take care of her when she was sick.

Why........ The world is so unfair.

When Mu Yao saw his expression, he couldn't help but twitch a little in his heart, and he didn't think much about it, he stepped forward to hug him: "Xiao Yan...... "Don't think so much, have you forgotten? There is still me behind you."

Zhang Yan didn't refuse her this time, she could feel that this embrace was sincere, and it also warmed his heart deeply.

But if it were three or five years, or ten years later, would she still be like today, holding herself warmly and without hesitation.

Zhang Yan didn't dare to think about it later, if he didn't have it in the first place, how could he lose it.

"I don't want love," he took Mu Yao's hand away, "I'm sorry, I want to be alone for a while," and walked to the station after speaking.

When they arrived at the station, the two of them didn't speak, at most they just communicated with their eyes, and Zhang Yan looked at the vehicles that came and went outside the window.

Sometimes the other party will teach themselves a deep lesson in your world and then leave in a hurry, in fact, it is quite good to be a passerby, only when they are separated, there will be some memories, but there will be no pain in the heart.

Zhang Yan turned around again and looked at his side: "Mu Yao, don't waste time on me, it's useless." ”

Mu Yao looked at him infatuatedly, and said stubbornly: "I like you is my business, but if you don't like me, that's your business." "But you can't stop me from liking you.

"I just don't want to waste your youth," Mr. Zhang said.

"What does my youth have to do with you!" "You don't like me, why do you care about my youth.......

Zhang Yan embarrassed ".........."

He couldn't answer what Mu Yao said, but she seemed to breathe a sigh of relief.

You said you don't like me, so why do you still care about my youth? You lie to yourself there, Zhang Yan, Mu Yao's words had a somewhat provocative tone.

The two of them returned to Yangwei Town, they were in a hurry before, Grandma must have been worried at home, Zhang Yan went home to see Grandma as soon as possible to appease the old man's mood.

"Grandma, don't worry! Mom is almost well now, and the doctor said that she can be discharged from the hospital after two days of rest. ”

Grandma smiled and said, "It's okay....... It's okay...."

"Xiaoyan, why don't you transfer to Nanning!" This sentence came out of Grandma's mouth like a basin of cold water, drenched from head to toe, cold to the heart.

"Why!" Besides, if I go to Nanning, who will take care of you if you are alone, if I don't go, I will stay with Grandma, and I won't go anywhere, Zhang Yan simply refused Grandma.

"Then your mother is alone in Nanning.......... "She also needs to be taken care of, she is now hospitalized and weak, if everyone around you does something, you just listen to Grandma's words and transfer to Nanning."

"I'm an old woman who is used to this kind of life, don't worry!"

"Don't turn!" Zhang Yan said without hesitation: "Now in my heart, Grandma is in the first place," I just want to be with Grandma and not go anywhere, and I was not allowed to accompany Grandma in the years I was in high school, I already regret it, you don't want to drive me away again."

Yang Xiujuan has always regarded him as a child who will never grow up, she was happy and patted Zhang Yan's arm: "Grandma doesn't rush, Grandma doesn't drive Xiaoyan away." ”

"Xiao Yan! In the future, you have to be kind to your mother, and it is not easy for your mother to be alone. Yang Xiujuan said

"I know," he touched Grandma's rough hands, "I will be good to my mother, and I will love Grandma even more." ”

Zhang Yan can only feel the care of love when his mother-in-law is around, and he can also understand what it means to care.

"Don't be like your mother, who is not too young now, and worries me, an old woman, that a woman doesn't have a partner, which is not good. ”

She said inadvertently: "I think the little girl who accompanied you this time is very good." ”

Zhang Yan was stunned: "She is a college classmate of mine, and she came here to see the dam of the reservoir ........" He suddenly thought of something in his mind, "No... Y-How did you find her?"

"Haha. Grandma couldn't help but smile a little treacherously, and looked at him suspiciously, "You still let her hide, for fear that Grandma will know, in fact, I have already seen it." ”

"We are really not what Grandma thinks," Zhang Yan wanted to cry without tears, but Grandma was still happily on the side, "Grandma didn't laugh at you, what are you shy, a man, dare to be." I believe in my grandson, who is so handsome. ”

Ever since your mom divorced I thought you'd be in this shadow ever since, and I was really afraid that your mom would affect you, and you've been talking less since then, but then again, it's nice to have a girlfriend! At least there's someone by your side to talk to, and you're not so lonely.

Although Grandma chattered next to him, Zhang Yan still listened patiently, always maintaining a smiling face, for fear that Grandma would be unhappy, it would be different if she was a mother, and her mother felt very annoyed when she said a few more words, maybe he felt that only Grandma's attitude towards him was always so warm.

Back to school, I still take the car, and this time Mu Yao is sitting next to him.

The atmosphere couldn't help but be a little frozen, Zhang Yan rarely saw Mu Yao, no one had anything to say, she had always been flamboyant and wanton, wearing bright clothes, wearing a pair of big sunglasses, and she didn't see talking to others in the car like last time, and she fell asleep on the chair after a while after getting into the car, and the clothes on her jacket looked a little wrinkled.

I've been tired of tossing and turning these days, and I'm busy with him, Zhang Yan thought to herself, she is actually really good, and this time it's thanks to her, otherwise she would definitely not know about her mother.

But why did she like herself? Why........... Zhang Yan didn't understand.

The car drove away, and Zhang Yan has been taking care of her mother day and night for her mother's affairs in the past few days, and she has not rested well, feeling that her eyelids are so heavy and a little sleepy, and she also fell asleep leaning on the chair.

I don't know how long it took, Zhang Yan vaguely heard the noise in the car, Zhang Yan was surprised by the noise, and found himself leaning on Mu Yao's shoulder. With her own hand on the back of her hand, the two of them are like a real couple.

He carefully and slowly lifted his head off her shoulder, and she hadn't woken up yet.

Lazy pig, when you get to the station, you still have to sleep! Zhang Yan got up and wanted to get off the car with the people in the car, and after walking a few steps, he turned around and looked back at Mu Yao, she was still there, still maintaining that posture, and she didn't move.