Chapter 188: Reincarnation
Xu Feihang's change is naturally related to his father, because he gradually found that as his father said, his stepfather is trying to get closer to him in his way.
Maybe he did force himself to fill in the computer science major of Yangcheng University at the beginning, but it was just from a father's point of view, making what he thought was the most correct choice for his son. Once he let go of the mustard in his heart, Xu Feihang began to look at what he had learned from another angle, and he gradually found that there was nothing wrong with learning computers, and he might be able to find different pleasures in it.
So Xu Feihang began to look through professional books that he had disdained before, and he didn't want to wait until four years after graduating from college, and all he learned was to play games. Xu Feihang knew that his father was very proud because he was admitted to Yangcheng University, and he wanted to give an explanation to himself and his father.
The envelope was torn open by Xu Feihang, and he took out a thin piece of stationery inside, and his father was ready to leave him the last paragraph.
In the last letter Xu Feihang sent, he told his father that he had returned to the mountains where he had lived, and that a railway had been built in the mountains, and it would be much easier to transport timber out.
The mountain is still the same as Xu Feihang's childhood, although it has been cut down for another ten years, the trees on the mountain are still lush, and the villagers living in the valley will never ask for too much from the mountain. They will plant the saplings as soon as possible, so that the mountains and forests can continue to multiply endlessly.
Xu Feihang also said that he saw that the sapling planted by his father had grown, and after ten years of growth, it had become a wood that could be cut down, and if he still lived in that valley, it would be his turn to cut down the tree.
And Uncle Lin accompanied him to see the tree king, who would always stand on the top of the mountains, quietly watching the generations in the world, and its life seemed to never end. Xu Feihang said that he climbed to the top of the tree king again and saw the magnificent mountains and rivers under his feet that were exactly the same as they were ten years ago.
At the end of the letter, Xu Feihang tentatively asked, if he started to accept the identity of his stepfather now, would his father feel unhappy?
The son's thoughts, the father quickly understood. He knew that Xu Feihang's return to the mountains was the last memory of himself, and after this period of communication, his son could finally let go of the fetters in his heart.
Xu Feihang's father wrote in the letter...
"Hanghang, this moment has finally arrived, I have been waiting in the soul world for so many years, maybe just for this day.
I know that the mountain will definitely be passed on by the villagers, not to mention, that mountain is also guarded by the mountain god. The Tree King should live for another thousand years, compared to it, the lifespan of humans is really too short.
In this life, Dad has been very content to be able to know your mother and give birth to a son like you. You are still very young, and you still have a long way to go in the future, but it's a pity that Dad can't go on with you.
Hanghang, once my father also wanted to see you admitted to college, find a good job after graduating from college, and then start a family with a girl you like, and then give birth to a big fat grandson for Dad, such a thing, Dad feels very happy when he thinks about it.
However, life is difficult to be perfect, Dad now knows that you have been admitted to a good university, and Dad believes that you will do as well as ever in those things in the future. The rest of your life is always your own, you should raise your head and move forward, the deceased, just keep him in your heart.
Now, Dad can leave with peace of mind. Dad can't stay in the soul realm forever, there is still the reincarnation of the next life waiting for me, and Dad has to start the next part of the journey. After reincarnation, the memory of this life no longer exists, but as Dad said, Dad has no regrets in this life that has ended.
Hanghang, when you read this letter, Dad may no longer be in the soul realm. You don't need to reply to me again, you can go on with the road of life in the future.
As for the stepfather, son, it's time for you to accept him from the heart, it's not easy to be an elder, they have too many burdens on their shoulders, if you want, start calling him father..."
After reading the last letter from his father, Xu Feihang silently raised his head, so as not to let tears flow out of his eyes and be noticed by his roommate. Although his father left him ten years ago, Xu Feihang's heart has never let go of him, so he feels that his father is always by his side. But this time, my father really left completely.
After reincarnation, my father no longer has the memory of this life, but as my father said, life must always go on, and I and my mother still have my father in their memories? This is also the meaning of his existence.
Xu Feihang was silent for a long time after receiving the letter, he kept recalling the bits and pieces of himself and his father, those pictures flickered in his mind like a movie, until finally, Xu Feihang's face finally showed a relieved smile.
He picked up his mobile phone and walked to the balcony, and made an unprecedented call home, and it was Xu Feihang's mother who answered the phone. After connecting, she found that her son, who was taciturn before, actually chatted with her about homely things, and said that they were about to take the English level 4 exam, but the vocabulary of level 4 was too difficult to memorize, and he quickly forgot the front after memorizing the latter one.
Xu Feihang's mother found out that her son actually had so many words, which was too different from his usual performance at home, because even during the summer vacation, Xu Feihang was just locked in his room alone and playing his games.
"Yes, I didn't expect that CET-4 would be so difficult, but you still have to suffer a little, I heard that this certificate is very important," Xu Feihang's mother said on the phone.
The call lasted for more than twenty minutes, and Lin Yu even heard Xu Feihang's laughter from the balcony, which contained the happiness of a child. Lin Yu suddenly thought that when he was recognized by the little boy in the orphanage, his laughter was also so cheerful and carefree...
When the phone call was about to end, Xu Feihang asked his mother to hand over the phone to his stepfather, and they had never communicated through mobile phones, after all, the situation of the two people was face-to-face and there was nothing to say.
The stepfather took the phone with some doubts, I don't know why Xu Feihang behaved so abnormally, after he said an emotionless "Hey", Xu Feihang actually said an unprecedented call from the earpiece, "Dad,..."