Along the way, Mu Yao said as he walked: "Are you stupid!" "If you bought it just now, you would starve for two months, is it worth it?"

Zhang Yan suddenly stopped, took Mu Yao's hand, and said softly: "Then why did you come to Baida to read? Aren't you more stupid? Is it worth it?" I just want to buy a gift for you as a souvenir, it's just a big deal to eat instant noodles for two months.

On the way back to school holding hands, Zhang Yan couldn't forget the pair of earrings along the way, he thought: "Wouldn't it be beautiful if the earrings were worn on her ears?" ”

Mu Yao looked back at Zhang Yan and said, "Don't think about it!" Let's honestly watch the movie and go back to school!

When the two of them walked to the end of the street, Zhang Yan glanced back: "Xiangyang Jewelry Store" and then followed Mu Yao's footsteps forward.

Before the No. 15 bus arrived, he stood by the stop sign, took out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter from his pocket, lightly lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, tilted his head and spit out a small cloud of smoke.

Mu Yao frowned: "How old are you now?

Zhang Yan: "Don't like it?"

"It has nothing to do with me," Mu Yao didn't look at him with a face.

Zhang Yan had expected such a look, and slowly moved his footsteps to her: "I started learning to smoke when I was in high school. ”

"Do you know!" My parents divorced early, I have been with my mother since I was a child, at the beginning, my mother would come to me when she was in a bad mood, and when my mother's mood calmed down a little, it would be me.

I would hide in a quiet place and learn to smoke, and I smoked one cigarette after another, until my mother finally cheered up, and I didn't quit smoking. When I smoke, I think about the past, and the blow hurt me so much that I try to forget it, as if I can't quit my craving.

As he spoke, he turned his gaze to Mu Yao and said, "Of course, as long as your heart is ruthless enough, there is nothing you can't quit." Who wants to be hurt!" Are you right?

Mu Yao didn't answer and asked, "Then have you come out of this shadow now?"

Mu Yao had also heard her father mention Yang Ru'e before, saying that her husband came out to start a business because Yang Ru'e paid silently behind her back, and her husband Zhang Zhongxing made the business impressive, but ruthlessly left their mother and son, raised a junior in Nanning, and left a daughter, she really worked hard for business and life, and she took her son by herself, which was not easy.

Zhang Yan looked at the smoke that was about to burn to the end: "Shadow ........" I think I will live in this shadow for the rest of my life.

My dad is very good at cooking, and when I was a child, I liked my father's cooking the most, and I never cooked it again.

"Really?" Then I'll make it for you to eat later, Mu Yao smiled and comforted Zhang Yan.

Zhang Yan looked up at her, took a step forward, and was about to say something when the bus arrived.

The terminal of the No. 15 bus is the university, today is the week, the bus is so crowded that it can only stand on tiptoe, Zhang Yan protects Mu Yao, standing on the vertical pole in the corner and encircles her in his arms, every time the car has arrived at the station, the people of the whole vehicle are like waves and inertia rushing forward, Mu Yao's nose will occasionally gently rub his chest, and when she touches him, she is very embarrassed to lower her head.

Zhang Yan tilted his head and leaned over to look at her, looking at her shyness, the corners of his mouth curled up and said, "Actually, it's quite good to do a bus." ”

She also proposed to fight just now, Zhang Yan disagreed, why waste different prices for the same time, saying that it was good to take the bus, now Mu Yao's heart is simply embarrassed, there are many people on the bus, but she is more willful, and she doesn't need to save money for her.

Seeing the disgust on her face, Zhang Yan missed a shot when she saw it, but remembered that she sometimes smiled shallowly when she wiped herself, and imagined that it was worth it.

It's really good to take the bus, and he even wants to sit all the time, just wrap her in his arms and don't stop.

But the journey is so long, stop and go for more than 40 minutes, and soon arrive at the station, you have to get off, just like when the time comes, it is time to say separate.

When the two got out of the car, Zhang Yan couldn't help but shake his somewhat sore arm.

Mu Yao's heart moved, they were right, he was indeed quite good.

But why, they had only met once at the drinking party in the box, and he never felt that he had such a charm to turn people upside down.

But she really came, as she said, to see him every day, and she did not hesitate to fall out with her family in order to come to her, and gave up the school and future that were better for her.

Zhang Yan looked at Mu Yao carefully, her face had a pair of beautiful eyes with squeamishness, decorated with long eyelashes, just like two crystal grapes, and her beautiful appearance was the appearance that a boy of this age would be tempted by.

Being stared at makes you feel uncomfortable, but Mu Yao didn't feel uncomfortable, but walked up to Zhang Yan and said, "How is it!

Zhang Yan also spoke, and did not answer her words, but asked with a serious face: "Why did you come to Baida?"

"Because you're here," Mu Yao said as a matter of course, I just came to find you.

"Will we really be together?" Zhang Yan stopped and looked at Mu Yao with a little doubt in his expression.

He is not the kind of person who enjoys being pursued and deliberately hangs his appetite, on the contrary, he will remember the kindness of being treated by others, Zhang Yan is afraid that if this continues, he will owe Mu Yao, he told her about the love of his parents, and the love of the past became an enemy in the end, he said that he witnessed the death of his parents' love, and he was afraid of love.

"Mu Yao, give up on me! It's not that you're bad, it's that I'm flawed. ”

The prosperous world, he only sees desolation, he is different from her, he is not like her can have a happy family, he treats everyone he meets in life as a guest, like a storage box, they are classified separately, put in the place where they should be placed, friends, classmates, relatives, relatives, only lovers This position, let him not help but be a little worried.

"So you're not going to love anyone in your life?" Mu Yao's dark eyes stared at him brightly.

"Hmm!" Zhang Yan nodded without hesitation.

Mu Yao smiled, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, frowned and slowly walked closer to Zhang Yan in front of him, subconsciously forced Zhang Yan to the wall behind him, held it down, and leaned over slightly to approach him. Eyebrow to eyebrow, eye to eye, almost face to face to his face, lips to glue.

"Really, Xiaoyan?"

"Are you really not going to love anyone?"

She asked again, her voice low, her burning breath rushing to her face, and the breath of the conversation between the two of them was mixed together.

Zhang Yan didn't move, just looked at her intently, he only saw her dark and shiny eyes, with a unique light shining in her eyes, and seemed to be able to feel her heartbeat, as if it was like thousands of horses galloping by.

Mu Yao put his lips to his ear, and the corners of his mouth were raised: "Liar!," Maybe I am the one who changes you and makes you feel loved again.

Zhang Yan's face flushed, and all she answered was a cold smile: "Hmph....."

Mu Yao seemed to accept his "hum" and naturally let him go, since you don't believe it, then I will use my actions to show you, what is love.

"I'll be the first person to bring your heart back to life. "Every day after that, you are not alone, you still have me. "Mu Yao," she whispered, holding his hand.

When Mu Yao heard Zhang Yan tell her about his parents' love just now, he felt that Zhang Yan must be very empty now, he was very eager to get the love of his parents, and he was very eager to get love, but he was afraid that he would lose it like his mother when he got it.

When he smoked, he could imagine the depression in his heart, and the eyebrows were twisted into a Sichuan character, Mu Yao understood him very well, how much he cared about that matter, how depressed he was in his heart.

Is it true that you will meet someone who is destined in the world? There are two kinds of encounters, one is fate, and the other is inescapable, although most of the time the two appear in one person at the same time, that person is your destined fate, and it is the catastrophe that you cannot escape in this life.

He met her, met someone who made him feel excited, and when they first met, she said that she was lucky to meet you, and then she came to the university to find him in desperation.

He was afraid, he was afraid of losing, and over the years he had learned to be alone, and gradually began to get used to being alone, and now she said that she wanted to bring his heart back to life. ”

Mu Yao smiled and said, "You will fall in love with me, Zhang Yan, because you don't know how to reject someone who is good to you at all." "Even someone who loves you.

Zhang Yan still stared at her deadly: "Impossible, I don't believe I will fall in love with you." ”

After speaking, he left Mu Yao's sight and walked forward, Mu Yao also followed, sped up his pace and pulled his sleeve, Zhang Yan stopped and turned around and glared at her: "What are you doing!"

Mu Yao's eyes were brighter than the stars in the sky, and she pointed to an old couple not far away, the wife was wiping the sweat for her busy husband.

Zhang Yan suddenly stared at the couple in front of him blankly, and said with envy and toughness in his eyes: "Aren't they just a normal couple!"

Mu Yao raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and said very confidently: "I will definitely make you love me." ”

Zhang Yan "........................"

After this time, Mu Yao was even more enthusiastic about Zhang Yan.

However, this military training ended soon, and it seemed that it was the National Day holiday, and this year's National Day was mixed with the Mid-Autumn Festival.

Zhang Yanxiang went home early to accompany his grandmother, and on the last day of the holiday, after the review, he happily packed his luggage in the dormitory and prepared to leave for home.

He moved quickly, changed his clothes, carried his backpack, and faced a group of new students with crying and sad faces.

They had just sent off the instructors, and some of their eyes were still red, and after more than 20 days of military training, it was easy for students under the age of 20 to establish a relationship with the instructors.

Zhang Yan looked at them, his face was full of sincerity when he was menstruating, to be honest, he was very envious of them, as if in their eyes he had only been training with the instructor for more than 20 days, as if he was gradually getting used to the existence of the instructor, and his feelings were as rich as the turbulent waves, and he was just a small spring, and the frog at the bottom of the well only loved himself.

This time Zhang Yan was in a car, and when he settled down, a person sat opposite.