Chapter 12: I Like You
Bai Ningyuan strode out of the gate of the art school, and after a slight pause, he turned a corner and walked towards the building next to the art school.
When he was looking for Zhang Yan just now, he had already inquired about Liu Siying's class.
Although Liu Siying was also admitted to Jinmen Normal University as an art specialty student at the end, she was different from Bai Ningyuan, and she had been studying in ordinary liberal arts classes from beginning to end.
To be honest, since he saw Liu Siying yesterday, his heart has never been calm.
In his previous life, he had a beloved wife, so this longing for his first love has always been suppressed by him, and he has never expressed it, frozen in the deepest darkness in his heart, and only in the dead of night, he will occasionally recall it in his mind.
For him, after going through time, all that remains of this first love is those beauty, which is like a thorn in his heart, and when he thinks of it, in addition to sweetness, it is more of a faint pain.
However, God gave him a chance to be reborn, without the shackles of marriage, he felt the pent-up thoughts in his heart, like a volcano that had awakened, erupting at an incomparable distance, burning almost his entire mind.
The more suppressed something is, the more amazing the power will be when it explodes.
Even for him, it has turned into an obsession in two lives.
After all, Bai Ningyuan writes novels, in fact, this kind of thing, in his previous life, he also assumed in his mind more than once, if he was really reborn, what choice would Liu Siying and his wife make.
At that time, he didn't get any answer at all, because for him at that time, Liu Siying represented the beauty of the past, and his wife represented the happiness and responsibility of the present, which made it difficult for him to make a choice at all.
This in itself is an unsolvable problem.
But now, he was overwhelmed by the surging heat of thought.
It's not that he doesn't love his wife, but in the same way, he doesn't want to leave any regrets for his youth again.
All the way to the door of Liu Siying's class, looking at the students who came in and out, Bai Ningyuan stood at the door, leaned over half of his body, and looked into the classroom.
Almost at first glance, Bai Ningyuan saw Liu Siying, the reason is very simple, according to her height, it is easy to find in the third and fourth rows of the classroom.
At this time, Liu Siying was lying there, pinching the pen, with a slight frown, as if she was doing some exercises.
Looking at her serious appearance, Bai Ningyuan subconsciously felt a little in a trance, and suddenly the scene in his mind of his previous life when he accompanied her in the piano room of Jinmen Normal University, practicing boring piano music over and over again.
At this time, a figure appeared in front of him, and Bai Ningyuan subconsciously stopped him: "Hello, please help me call Liu Siying!"
After hearing Bai Ningyuan's words, the student looked Bai Ningyuan up and down in some surprise, but he didn't say anything, nodded and went straight to Liu Siying's position: "Liu Siying, someone is looking for you outside!"
"I know!" Liu Siying raised her head and responded very simply, while showing a sweet smile to the person: "Thank you!" When she spoke, the two small dimples were particularly intoxicating.
First glanced out of the door, his eyes fell on Bai Ningyuan's body, with a flash of surprise in his eyes, but Liu Siying still put down the pen in his hand and walked out.
After arriving at the door, Liu Siying glanced outside a few times, but in the field of vision, except for her classmates, there were no familiar faces at all, Liu Siying couldn't help but feel a little strange, and stood there tilting her head and thinking.
Could it be that someone is playing a prank? Liu Siying thought suspiciously, and subconsciously turned around and wanted to go back to the classroom to ask what was going on.
From beginning to end, she didn't notice Bai Ningyuan standing beside her, maybe for her, Bai Ningyuan was just a stranger who had a relationship.
"Liu Siying!" Seeing that Liu Siying was about to turn around and return to the classroom, Bai Ningyuan finally spoke and called out her name.
Hearing her name, Liu Siying's original footsteps stopped instantly, turned around slightly, and looked at Bai Ningyuan, with a slightly confused look in her eyes, and the meaning revealed seemed to say: "Who are you?
At the moment when he was face to face with Liu Siying, Bai Ningyuan suddenly felt his heart beating wildly, his mouth was also a little dry, his brain became blank, and there seemed to be only Liu Siying with a strange look in front of him in his vision.
It was like the feeling I had when I asked her out for the first time.
The surging thoughts almost crushed his whole person, he stood there, looking at Liu Siying quietly, and in a trance, she appeared in front of him with a smile on her face, and her eyes suddenly brought a bit of sadness.
It turned out that whether it was himself at the age of twenty or himself at the age of thirty, when facing her, his heart was as soft and fragile, and he almost poured Liu Siying into his arms, and then cried.
His heart was suddenly filled with an impulse, he wanted to vent all his thoughts to her, and wanted to tell her all the words that had been accumulated for so many years, in the years after breaking up with her, his sour thoughts, all the good things he had had with her, in the dead of night, pierced his heart with a faint pain.
After so many years of missing, I can't finish talking about it for three days and three nights.
But he couldn't, because he knew that Liu Siying in front of him was not the one he knew.
The farthest distance in the world
Not the distance between life and death
But I stand before you, and you don't know that I love you
The farthest distance in the world
It's not that I'm standing in front of you, and you don't know that I love you
I want you to be heartbroken, but you can only bury it deep in your heart
……
Liu Siying looked at the boy standing in front of him, his face faintly felt a little familiar, but from the beginning, after he called his name, he didn't speak again, just stood there and looked at himself in a daze, that look made him feel a little uncomfortable, as if he looked at his lover in a film and television drama, in addition, there was a faint sadness that made people feel sad.
"Classmate, do you have something to do with me?" Liu Siying confirmed that she didn't know him, so after calming down, she showed a bright smile and said crisply to Bai Ningyuan.
Liu Siying's words finally woke Bai Ningyuan up from his faintly painful thoughts, looked at Liu Siying in front of him, and showed the bright smile that he was extremely familiar with, I don't know why, Bai Ningyuan's heart suddenly quieted down.
Yes, what is lost will never come again, so all he can do is to try to grasp the preciousness in front of him, and not let himself start over again, and there will be a chance to regret it in the future.
Thinking of this, Bai Ningyuan tried hard to calm down his beating heart, then took a deep breath, looked at Liu Siying in front of him, and suddenly showed an incomparably bright smile:
"Liu Siying, I like you!"
A warm spring breeze blew by, fascinating people's eyes......
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