292, this Guanyin is not the other Guanyin
Wang Xueqin asked party members and cadres at all levels to stay and hold a meeting with her, but as soon as she decided to comfort Huang Keyong and this important meeting, she looked up and saw Shi Jianren's gaze. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
There was really no need to say a word, she nodded and smiled, and then whispered a few words of comfort to Huang Keyong, and then got up and beckoned dozens of people to the meeting, and some of the people around him dispersed, and some of them went over with the people who were at the meeting, wanting to hear what the five hundred people were going to do tomorrow, and the others still looked at Huang Keyong from a distance, looking at the young man who was helped by the doctor to the folding horse, and two people who knew him well also quietly stood on the side near the river bank to prevent him from making any more moves.
Shi Jianren replaced Wang Xueqin to face Huang Keyong, but he didn't succeed in letting go of Ji Ruotang's little hand, so he had to lead the girl over, first walked to a corner of the sunshade shelf, picked up a piece of white paper thrown on it, and wrote in scribbled handwriting: "Dear Jun'er, you are galloping in heaven...... Wait for me, I haven't had time to be happy and happy with you......"
A desperate sadness spreads all over the page.
Ji Ruotang saw it, and the girl who was in tears just now hurriedly reached out to cover her mouth, so as not to cry in front of everyone, but she clenched her palms even more, took a deep breath, and looked at the distant mountains on the other side of the river, as if to comfort her mother that she had never been dragged by such emotions.
Shi Jianren came over with the piece of paper and squatted next to Xiao Mazha, Huang Keyong should be lower than him, now he covered his face with his hands, and he couldn't see any expression on his pale face, the doctor quietly helped him apply some ointment to the bruises on his neck, nodded to Shi Jianren and signaled that his brain should be enlightened, and walked away.
Ji Ruotang finally felt that it was inappropriate for him to stand next to him, so he let go of his hand and found a horse to cushion under Shi Jianren's buttocks, but he quietly squatted two or three meters behind him, picking a thin wire and drawing it on the mud floor.
The other party's closed eyes seemed to be slowly flowing with tears, so Shi Jianren didn't ask questions, just sat there and watched, maybe another person would be easily infected by the huge grief that the other party was shrouded in, he wouldn't, just watched with a quiet expression, which made the onlookers who were standing in the distance gradually disperse, and Liu Qing and they all went to work with Zhao Zifu and the others who arrived at the end.
After a while, Huang Keyong, who should have just walked back from the brink of death, finally saw Shi Jianren from above his finger a little, and recognized him in a somewhat difficult voice: "Ah ...... Ren ......"
Just by looking at the bruises on the side of his Adam's apple, he knew that he was in pain when he spoke now, and Shi Jianren stretched out his hand to stop him: "I just want to tell you that to write words, you have to have the heart of Guanyin Bodhisattva, understand?"
Huang Keyong was a little stunned just by the look in his eyes, for a person who had just attempted suicide and was rescued, was this considered Buddhist persuasion: "What?"
Shi Jianren did not have a special attitude towards suicides: "First have a view, observe more life, the world is to understand the human situation in the society, the world, the sound, of course, it means that the article must have rhyme, and it must be comfortable to read...... You don't have any of these words, I remember that you seem to be a college student studying literature, and you are embarrassed to take this as a suicide note?"
Ji Ruotang, who was eavesdropping a few meters away, raised his head suddenly, the previous sad emotions were gone, just looking at the silhouette of Shi Jianren's side, the girl couldn't help but smile at the corners of her eyes, are you so psychologically counseling a suicide?
Huang Keyong took a deep breath, probably didn't expect anyone to say this about himself, but obviously he could even commit suicide, and now he ignored the external stimulus, only shook his head lightly and smiled bitterly without speaking.
Shi Jian Renji's method was useless, so he changed his tactics: "Secretary Wang just said that she also thought about committing suicide, but after being with me for a few days, she was completely cured, what about you? Just because you miss your wife and children, you decided to go over to accompany them?"
Huang Keyong was obviously in pain again, and his hands pressed his face tightly, and the degree of force could be seen from the bruised tendons on the back of his hands.
Shi Jianren seemed to be sprinkling salt and seemed to be chatting: "Zhuang Fat Man still remember? After the earthquake, the big fat man who followed me here to cook was imprisoned for doing something wrong and breaking the law, and then during his imprisonment, his wife became obsessed with pyramid schemes, and finally died on the side of the pyramid scheme organization...... What do you do?"
A similar but not identical example was placed in front of him, and Huang Keyong was silent for a while, and finally had a bit of an exchange: "I...... I won't break the law, I'll never be sorry for Jun'er and Tang ......" Just saying this name, he burst into tears again.
Shi Jianren shook his head: "Everyone has a different personality, Zhuang Fatzi chose to fight with those pyramid schemers single-handedly, to drag those who were fooled out, the idea is right, but his strength alone is limited, and he only knows how to do it brutally, and in the end he was beaten half to death, in fact, I think he is actually happy in his heart, and he is willing when he is beaten, right?"
Huang Keyong nodded slowly, in fact, from the perspective of psychological comfort, this shows that the patient has begun to agree rather than resist, and the most difficult part has been overturned.
Shi Jianren obviously didn't follow this routine: "You also wish someone would beat you a few times now, the more you beat your body, the more your heart won't hurt, right?"
Huang Keyong really nodded without hesitation this time, maybe the pain of the flesh and skin at this time can really alleviate the huge psychological pain, but Shi Jianren's words changed: "Zhuang Fat Man has been beaten for a few months, the sadness is gone, and the anger is getting heavier and heavier, what about you, I see that your body can't withstand a few beatings, and it is estimated that you will commit suicide again." ā
In fact, it is best not to mention this word in the face of suicide, sometimes that word has become a psychological suggestion, and it may touch the other party's psychological bottom line at any time and be determined to die, but Shi Jianren obviously does not have these taboos, and also teases: "I have been the first to commit suicide from elementary school to the ...... of Chu Bawang"
Yes, Xiao Buyi began to recite the famous suicides in history that he knew, including the defeated generals who were defeated like a mountain, the hard bones who did not fight for the truth, and the gray emperor, thanks to the blessing of the ink in his stomach, and talked for more than an hour, Huang Keyong actually listened a little attentively, but Ji Ruotang, who was squatting behind, had numb legs, and knelt on the ground with difficulty, and slowly crawled away angrily and funny.
Shi Jianren stopped abruptly at this time: "There are so many big people in history, all of them committed suicide, so it's nothing, but they left their own reputations, and your children and wife disappeared silently, no one remembers them anymore, don't you want to write something to record their short lives?"
Huang Keyong was obviously tempted, and there was something called anger in his eyes, Shi Jianren observed it carefully: "People's emotions are gray to a certain extent, they just want to die, because your heart is dark now, and everything you write is gray, and then this cycle of death makes you more and more gray, and you get tighter and tighter, and finally you don't want to die." ā
Speaking of this, he stood up and pointed to the towering and broken mountains around him: "The place where you stand is your hometown, the place where your wife and children were killed, you feel that this place is completely hopeless, you will despair, what are you, what are all the people around here, you need to see some light in your heart, you can get out of that darkness, are you willing to go with me? Go out and see the wider world and then think about how to write words?"
Huang Keyong looked at the pessimistic white paper in his hand, and slowly raised his head: "That's it...... Avalokiteshvara you're talking about?"
Shi Jianren made himself smile more like a bodhisattva, rather than a ghostly fool.
Ji Ruotang, who was not far away, was very satisfied, and Shi Jianren finally found a man to go with him this time.
Thinking of this, she hurriedly looked at the valley on the other side of the river, which could not be cleaned up at all, and had been filled up, and thanked her mother...... Even at the last moment, he put brackets on the happiness of his life.
There's really nothing gloomy about this kid. (To be continued.) )