Huang Li returned to the dormitory, her heart was still on Xiao Yao. Wang Jiajia said that she was not sleepy for the time being, and asked her to go to the classroom together, but she refused, and after Wang Jiajia left, she picked up the basin, went out to fetch water, washed her face, and then washed her feet. took out the diary and new pen that Xiao Yao gave her today. She filled her new pen with ink, opened her journal, and began to write down the days on the first page:

Sunday, April 17

Today, for the first time, I received a gift from a male classmate, and I didn't feel embarrassed or that he had any intentions. I received it with peace of mind, happiness, and cherishment, because he gave it to me. From today onwards, I will use the diary and pen he gave me to record the moments I will be with him from now on. It doesn't matter if it's laughing or crying, whether it's happy or sad. This book and pen are only for writing about him. I want to use the soap and towel he gave me to wash myself cleanly and fragrantly, so that he can sit behind me every day and smell the fragrance of my body.

Thinking of the experience of being with him in the past few days, I hate myself so uselessly, it turns out that I have cried in front of him many times when I see others crying and despise me. When did I become so emotionally vulnerable? His words can make me cry, and one of his eyes will also make my heart bloom. I felt that I had no self-control in front of him, and that he was completely in control of his joys, sorrows, and sorrows. Being with him, it's cheering, it's jubiling, everything is so appealing to me. Even when he cries, it's not sadness, it's just grievance, it's coquettishness, and it's a prayer for his approval.

I understand and don't understand what Wang Jiajia said to me. Is it just because he calls her cousin? If I wouldn't. But if she said she would give up, could she really give up? She asked me who would choose between her and Xiao Yao? Who would she choose between me and Xiao Yao? The answer was obvious. She can do anything for him, she can give up everything, but what about me? I choose Jiajia, can I really do it? If Wang Jiajia doesn't give up, what will I do? Can I take it, put it down, throw it away, and give it up? I don't write it, I don't write it, my heart is so confused.

When Wang Jiajia came back, she had already seen Huang Li, with a sweet smile, and entered a beautiful dreamland. She thought, this girl must be tired today, so crazy, can she not be tired? laughed at herself, and packed up and went to sleep.

The new week begins, and the intense study life is the same.

When "Xiao Yao" got off the first class, Guo Feng stood at the door of Xiao Yao's class, holding a harmonica wrapped in newspaper.

"Here you go, I'll try blowing a few times, but I've washed it too. I can only thank you for the money. When Xiao Yao came over, Guo Feng whispered to Xiao Yao.

"Forget it, it's all over, don't mention anything, you can go back. Xiao Yao took back the harmonica and walked back to his seat.

"What's that in your hand?" she asked casually as she passed by Huang Li's table, her face a little feverish. Wang Jiajia was also curious.

"He took my harmonica to play for a few days and sent it back today. Xiao Yao also replied casually.

"You can borrow the harmonica at will? You don't pay attention to hygiene at all! Show me. Huang Li complained as she stretched out her hand to Xiao Yao.

"He said he washed it. Having said that, he still handed the harmonica to Huang Li. Wang Jiajia was also puzzled, and she didn't know what Huang Li wanted Xiao Yao to do with the harmonica, but she just watched it and didn't ask questions.

Huang Li didn't speak, but directly confiscated the harmonica, lifted the tabletop, and put it into the space below.

Xiao Yao was stunned by Huang Li's action, and he didn't know what it meant. He sat back in his seat and said no more.

"What do you want him to do with the harmonica? You don't know how to play it, it's played by other men. Do you want to learn?" Wang Jiajia whispered in front of him, but Xiao Yao still heard it clearly. Xiao Yao turned her head to look at her tablemate Zuo Zhen, there was no doubt that she must have heard it. There are nearly twice as many girls in liberal arts classes as boys, and only girls sit at the same table, and no boys sit together. Zuo Zhen is a very quiet girl who never takes the initiative to talk to someone. The most apt description is: two ears do not listen to the outside of the window, and only read the books of the sages.

"You're disgusting, don't worry about it. I just want to learn, and I won't use this I don't know how many people have blown it. As he spoke, he glanced back at Xiao Yao, who posed in a pose that you like. No squeaks. I'm still scared, and I still haven't completed the task, so why don't you go out yet. I have to wait for the opportunity to exercise between classes, alas, is this still a human thing? It's harder than being a thief, just this once, not an example. Xiao Yao was in a hurry.

During recess, Xiao Yao didn't wait for the opportunity, the two of them kept watching Xiao Yao go before they came out behind. This made Xiao Yao's heart empty, did they know? So they all stared at themselves? He used to do recess exercise demonstrations in other schools, but his movements couldn't keep up with the rhythm today. It's not that I'm timid, it's really scared. Thinking about whether to go back, don't resist this thunder anymore, it's too dangerous.

It wasn't until noon that Xiao Yao finally seized the opportunity, quickly opened Huang Li's desktop, and threw the letter written by Huang Li into it. When he saw these words on the envelope, his heart pounded, and he chose the way to flee. Run straight back to the dormitory.

The other classmates went to eat, and he was bored here waiting for Xiao Bu to bring the food, picked up the wooden stick and looked at it, thinking that he hadn't played for a long time, and he would take it out to practice at night, don't be rusty. The stick technique was taught by a friend of his uncle, Xiao Yao also liked it, sticks were everywhere, and they were not as restricted as knives and guns, so they practiced seven, seven, eight, eight.

"Xiao Yao, today's recess exercise, Xiao Zhou came to our class to find Zhang Xiaoya, saying that he shouldn't have scolded her last time, and said that he didn't know that she was his cousin, I hope Zhang Xiaoya won't be angry, and he also paid her twenty pounds of meal tickets, which is considered to be the sincerity of the apology. Xiao Bu came in, handed Xiao Yao's food, and talked endlessly.

"What are you talking about, Lulilusu. Xiao Yao didn't know, he took the meal and ate it.

"That's what I told you last time that Xiao Zhou scolded Zhang Xiaoya, a female classmate in our class. Xiao Zhou said that her cousin went to look for him, maybe Xiao Zhou knew that her cousin was amazing, and he came to apologize today. But Zhang Xiaoya said that she didn't know that any cousin would make Xiao Zhou so scared. She herself was confused. I wonder if I said that day that Xiao Zhou almost scolded Huang Li, you went to find him. Xiao Budian looked at Xiao Yao, Xiao Yao nodded, he didn't expect Xiao Budian to really guess.

"I went to the playground after eating that day, and I happened to see him there. Just casually said, dare to scold my cousin again. And I knocked out his teeth. I forgot about it, and I didn't let Xiao Zhou apologize. ”

"That's right, even Zhang Xiaoya doesn't understand, we're still discussing it in the class. ”

"Forget it, he doesn't mess with me, and I don't want to trouble him or deal with him. Eat and eat. "One big and one small efforts to eliminate food.

"Xiao Yao, come on, Huang Li fell into the water, Wang Jiajia asked me to call you to go quickly. A classmate gasped and shouted to Xiao Yao, the unfinished lunch box was still on the side by Xiao Yao, and he ran towards the water machine room.