twenty-six
I didn't expect that when my career was just starting out, love would come. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
"I don't believe I'm going to like anybody else. "I confessed to the koala about the hidden unrequited love. "Lin Mai and Fu Yan will get married sooner or later, I should be relieved. ”
"You should ask Lin Mai clearly, and the truth will make you feel relieved. "Koala expected that I would like Linmai. "He's the first young person of the opposite sex to appear around you, he's nice to you, you're dependent on him, even in love, what's so strange?"
Incomparably simple love, precious.
I was reluctant.
"It's strange that he doesn't like me, yes, I don't have a beautiful face and a good figure worth showing off, talking about talent, Nancheng doesn't know how many people are more talented than me. Before, I misunderstood him and our school's school flower, Ye Can, thinking that I had made a mistake, but a talented and good-looking Fu Yan jumped out, I can't fight her family background, right? Lin Mai and I shouldn't be able to go back to the past. "I drank a glass of plum wine.
After getting drunk, I counted Lin Mai high up and laughed at Fu Yan's disgusting pretentiousness.
"You still have Chen Muye. Koala cruelly added.
"Yes, Qin Wan already likes Chen Muye. "I'm laughing worse than crying.
I wasn't ready to say goodbye to a past that I couldn't let go of.
So hasty.
I'm really not a good lover, I thought Chen Muye came to the company to wait for me to get off work, which made me feel awkward, so I didn't let him come.
"You don't like me?" he was sad, but it was a small thing.
I found him strange.
"It has nothing to do with whether I like you or not. I'm just not used to having someone sitting in an office waiting for me. "I was talking nonsense, and I realized that I didn't like him that much.
"Then I can wait outside. ”
"Is there a difference?
"Okay, I promise you, I won't wait for you to get off work, so let's go to the movies? Chen Muye said.
I was a little desperate, this was not the relationship I wanted, why did he deliberately arrange these dates? Watching a pretentious commercial movie with popcorn in hand, going shopping with each other, and talking about insincere love words......
I'd rather sit in an office and think about the idea and get tired.
I'd rather that we would tease each other and even slander each other without any burden as we used to be, not afraid of each other's anger or other people's faces, or play a foul basketball game together that made him roll his eyes in anger, which is more comfortable than these deliberate arrangements.
I hate the current state of worrying about each other's gains and losses, everything has changed, he is careful in front of me, and he takes the trouble to constantly create all kinds of so-called romantic surprises, and the traces of flattery are too obvious. Concern becomes containment, and the more he is like this, the more I want to avoid him.
"Boss, I heard you're going on a business trip instead of Batman? He's going crazy!"
"What's wrong?" I don't understand, I haven't been able to understand anything lately.
"If you are dissatisfied with his work performance, speak out directly, everyone will gather and disperse, and the spiritual cold war is prohibited!"
I was stunned, but I wanted to take the opportunity to go to Shanghai to take a breath, but it turned into a big event.
"Nothing. "I vehemently deny it.
Ahi didn't believe it.
"The boss rushed to carry out the work tasks of the employees, and the employees who were robbed were very insecure and worried about whether they would rob him of his job. ”
Batman's name comes from his habit of working at night, he works in the planning department, and his work ability and performance have always been good.
"He thinks too much. There's no way I'm going to do something that ridiculous. ”
"Boss, you've been doing more than that. Yesterday you were alone in the office and reorganized all the plans of the planning department, how do you explain it?"
I compromise.
"Tell Batman that I just want to go on a business trip to Shanghai with him, and ask him if he'd like to take me?"
Hei's expression was horrified.
"Batman and his girlfriend are very affectionate, and it is not easy for the two of them to get good from middle school to now. ”
I'm angry.
"Get out, tell him to bring that not easy girlfriend too, and all the expenses will be paid according to the standard public funds of the regular employees of Sugar. ”
"Boss, magnificent, but, by the way, you're not going to be eyeing our finance department tonight, are you?"
I raised my hands in surrender.
"No!"
Ah Hei actually complained to Xiaofeng behind his back.
"Said that you were spoiled by Chen Muye, and he wanted to gather a group of colleagues to denounce Chen Muye. Xiaofeng said on the phone.
"These guys don't even take me seriously, and the boss's men dare to move?" I laughed out loud myself.
"I still don't believe you'll like Chen Muye. ”
"Because he's from Earth and I'm from the Moon?"
"Are you still in the mood to joke? Ah Hei doesn't understand, I understand, the person you like is obviously Lin Mai. ”
Xiaofeng knows me too well, but I'm still hard-mouthed.
"People change. The speed of change in feelings has always been the first place. ”
"Do you remember the book of the lion's ring? I think Chen Muye is the lion, and you are the rabbit. ”
I screamed in shock.
"Nie Xiaofeng, your IQ has gone offline. Tomorrow I'll go to Ah Hei to take the blame for you. ”
"I don't allow you to bully him, he's Sugar's best employee. ”
"That's because in your eyes, Sugar only has one employee, his name is Ah Hei, and he can play banjo and sing English songs to make you happy!"
"I'm not just happy, I'm really adoring him. Xiaofeng's tone suddenly became very serious.
She really fell in love with Hei.
I bless her.
But no one blessed me and Chen Muye.
There were doubts around him, one after another. There were a lot of people who asked me to eat.
I went from apprehension to lazy avoidance.
Lin Mai even followed suit.
"When?" he asked me.
"I don't know. "I look at ease. "Who cares?"
"What do you like about Chen Muye?"
Wouldn't it be too busy for everyone to ask me this question, and for me to answer them one by one.
"I don't know. ”
"Did your parents talk to you about it? What do they think?"
When it comes to my parents, I'm a little scared.
"Not yet. ”
"Of course I want you to be cautious about your feelings. ”
I laughed.
"A girl in her early twenties is just in love. Have you also considered Fu Yan very carefully when you are together?"
"I wasn't with her. He growled.
I sneered.
"No, the last time the two of you held a Mid-Autumn Festival family banquet, who didn't think it was a prelude to your wedding?"
"Childish, which ear did you hear me say I was with her?"
I was speechless. Why did he deny it? I have already accepted Chen Muye, what do you want me to do?
Could it be that the two of them are often acting in pairs?
"You didn't lie to me once or twice. I don't know the weight of those words.
He had a very bad face, and he had that look when I hit my toe.
"When you calm down, we'll have a good talk. I will go to Chen Muye and ask for clarification. ”
"No, why should you ask him? Who are you?"
"It doesn't matter who you am, I care about you. ”
"Caring is only superficial. ”
"Isn't Chen Muye superficial to you?" a contemptuous smile hung on the corner of his mouth.
"You don't look down on Chen Muye at all. But at least he was sincere to me. ”
"The devil believes it!"
This is not like what Lin Mai said.
I was stunned.
The basis for everyone's doubts is nothing more than the family background between me and Chen Muye, I am not going to marry him soon, I am tired.
Chen Muye looked at me blankly.
"What's wrong with you? We've been together for less than three months, why should we break up? What did I do wrong?"
A few minutes ago, I asked him to break up because I thought the relationship was too boring and too different from what I imagined.
"There's nothing you didn't do badly. It's that I feel like at this stage, I should focus more on my work. ”
"No, no, no, you're definitely kidding. Don't people who work fall in love? ”
"I don't know how others do it, but I cherish the sugar team. Just because we're breaking up now doesn't mean we're not going to be together. ”
But Chen Muye still did not accept my proposal to break up.
"Think about it again. I advised him.
I took off my coat and stepped out of the door of the restaurant, the wind was blowing outside, and I felt much more sober and relaxed.
From this, I realized that I might not be suitable for a relationship.
"I'm fit for work. "I said to Koala and Zhu Zhu.
"You suddenly said that you wanted to be with Chen Muye, and suddenly said that you broke up with him, am I old? I am a little slow to respond to your light-speed love!" Zhu Zhu sighed.
Koala laughed on the sidelines.
"I like someone enough to not be so sloppy. ”
Maybe Koala is right, if it weren't for that slap, I wouldn't have heard Chen Muye's confession, let alone accepted his confession.
Sloppiness naturally has to pay a price, and I may lose Chen Muye, a friend.
But I miss the time when we were ordinary friends.
"Is Luo Lie's true love for Chen Muye?" I asked Koala.
"If you don't let go of death, it's right to fall in love. Koala said.
"Although Chen Muye does not agree to break up with me, I believe he will figure it out. In the past, we used to be ordinary friends but had a good impression of him, maybe we are not suitable to be a couple. ”
"Is he really willing to give up on you?" asked Zhu Zhu worriedly.
"Yes, boys are not as emotional as girls, so maybe they will have the next goal soon. "I'm like a lovelorn man.
Koala and Zhu Zhu were ready to hand me tissues, but the atmosphere was relaxed and unexpected.
"I thought I would see a sad and tearful Qin Wan. "Zhu Zhu complained that I didn't give her a chance to perform. "Originally, at this time, my girlfriend should have handed a tissue next to her and shed a few tears. ”
I snorted.
"Sounds like you want to see me laugh. ”
Zhu Zhu glared at me.
"You have wronged me!"
"You and Haonan are the standard model versions of true love. ”
"Last time, Haonan mentioned it to me, and his parents were very anxious. You're not married?" said Koala.
Zhu Zhu was anxious.
"Isn't the theme of tonight's meeting comforting lovelorns?"
Koalas laughed and laughed.
"Where are the lovelorn people? calmer than we are. ”
"I was wrong. Come, let's have a toast, and wish Haonan and Zhu Zhu a happy marriage as soon as possible!"
Koala and Zhu Zhu looked at each other.
"Next time she falls out of love, don't pull me out and waste my love. Zhu Zhu looked at me in disgust.
When I got home, my parents looked at me strangely.
"I've drunk a little too much and I'm a little dizzy. I said, leaning on the stairs.
"Wan baby, are you in pain?" my mother came over to me and asked me with concern.
"Pain what?" I was confused.
"Your father told me that you broke up with Chen Muye. None of us have officially met. "Mom seems to have acted in one less scene, and she is calculating.
"It's divided. But I'm not in pain. ”
"We don't necessarily look down on that Chen Muye, if you feel wronged, you can bring him to see us, and we will listen to his thoughts. "It's rare for Dad to be in trouble, and I'm not used to having such a high-profile love life.
"Don't worry, don't worry! I'm not married, I won't bring it to you. It's so tiring to fall in love, I don't know how easy it is now, I go up and rest. Good night!" I didn't want to discuss Chen Muye with them anymore, so I hurried upstairs.
"Good night!" As soon as I took a shower and lay down, I received a text message from Chen Muye.
I looked at those two words and sighed, it was indeed a little late.
If......
We can't go back to the past, we can only accept the reality and move on.